I used to cry in the middle of the night and complain about all kinds of injustice in the world. I belong to the typical gifted child. I have no proud luck, and I have no innate blessing. I am very helpless. What I often have is the bitterness that happened to others in my own fantasy scene. I often fantasize that I have super powers, especially rare ones. At a certain point, I will be discovered by a person who calls himself "Bole" and then explore my unique potential. After growing up for so many years, I found that I couldn't go on stage after all.
I often complain that God is unfair, because it always makes me feel that giving is not proportional to returning. I always have a lamp on in countless nights, and I am bent on studying hard, thinking that only knowledge can change my destiny, even if my eyes are tired and sour. But in the end, God asked me for it. I gave him all the rest, and he accepted it gladly. But when I asked him for it, he shook his head with a gray face and said that your ability can only get this small part. I bowed my head, accepted the result with both hands and walked away.
I vaguely feel as if everything around me is arranged together and developing in the opposite direction to me, and I am destined to be the most ordinary person in that crowd, probably the kind of person who makes people forget your appearance the next second in the vast sea of people. Helplessness and loss make me breathless. In order to stop being confused, I choose to stay where I am and look back at myself coming. I stumbled all the way, bumpy and flat, but more silent. Unconsciously, I learned to clap my chest proudly and say to myself: So what? It is these imperfect factors and dreamlike dreams that make me see my responsibilities clearly.
The world always endows human beings with imperfections, and each imperfection, like a parabolic trajectory, falls on everyone with different strength, which makes you and me in the world different. Unfortunately, what the world has given me is the imperfection in appearance and mind. The inferiority complex and the fear of contact with the world always shrink in a small corner and stagnate. I just fell into a dark corner and didn't cry, thinking that I might be accompanied by endless night all my life, so I chose to let go. I try to imagine myself as a beam of light in the dark, and try to dream a magnificent dream.
When I was immersed in the wonder of my dream, a girl came up to me slowly. She said that all the beauty you imagined was related to dreams, not to you. Hearing this, I burst into tears and didn't have the courage to compete with her. Because I know that I am not good enough to question a successful person's evaluation of myself.
When your dreams and your personal abilities are laughed at by people around you, will you give up crying or smile? In fact, this question is not asking for an answer, but looking for the first feeling in your heart. Just like tossing a coin, when the coin is thrown into the sky, you will have an answer in your heart. When you know something in your mind, you will let your brain conceive and think about how to do it well and achieve the ultimate. I think: Mindfulness and mind identify one thing at the same time, and the ingenious origin between them occurs at the same time, that is, the so-called unity of mind and brain, which will become a big plan.
After several days, I suddenly found that there are many people who are not cared for by God, not just me. Except me, the other you in the world may be unsatisfactory to some extent. For example, a series of negative energy factors such as unsatisfactory career, poor academic performance and bad business at home. I thought that negative energy can make you realize and stop you from living between dreams and waking up. But look at you now, only to find that you just want to live in your own world and don't want to wake up.
You hate your boss, blame him for picking on you, and make you look down on your colleagues, even if you meet him, it's just an embarrassing smile. You blame the teacher for watching you waste your time, but you don't wake you up and let you indulge, but you don't care. You complain about your parents, complaining that they can only be caring and attentive, but they are unable to give you a satisfactory home. You tactfully throw all the reasons to others and don't stop yourself at all.
"One night, I burned all my memories and my dreams became transparent." "One morning, I threw away everything from yesterday, and since then my steps have been light." In the dark, you are awakened by Tagore's words and gradually open your hazy eyes.
You start working hard and do a job that you once thought would be embarrassing. You begin to accept what others think of you and try to change it. You begin to feel that every profession is sacred, and there is no distinction between high and low. You no longer complain or rely on others. Instead, you learn to accept, not refute. You drive in the dark with little effort, and you start to shine in the dark bit by bit. You learn to abandon something and grow up alone. How lucky, when the whole world was ready to destroy you, you learned to grow.
Whether you are a good person or a failure, you have encountered various bottlenecks. Whether you struggle alone or have a companion by your side, I hope that when you get lost, don't forget your initiative, don't go against ecological development, and learn to grow.
The world closes one window and opens another. That door is a witness to your growth and a lucky beginning for you. That door is a paradise I have never longed for. There are peach blossoms, birds singing to each other and streams gurgling. There has been waiting for your arrival. As long as you believe, the world will be good to you. May you be treated gently by the world, every day in spring, summer, autumn and winter. Related topics: gentle world, dark society
202 1 year cure is aesthetic. I hope you can wash away the lead and be treated gently by the years.
First, there are actually many people you can't stay with. Finally, you will find that there are fewer and fewer people around you, where is the distance and where is the time. Everyone is growing and changing, and the years have made us more and more silent. How many friendships, and finally only friends you like.
Second, we will meet many people in this life. Fate is a flash in the pan and fragile as dew. Being alone with you is like an endless river. -"Song of the Dust" Viola in the seventh year
Third, when you come to this world, you should look at the sun and walk in the street with your sweetheart. Understand her and the sun. -Haizi's Summer Sun
Your name is the shortest love poem I have ever read. I like you very much, and I like going to Qiu Lai and Haitang in spring.
Fifth, we all have to travel far in the end, and finally we all have to say goodbye to our immature selves. Maybe the journey is a little hard and lonely, but you can only grow up after suffering.
My eternal soul is watching your heart, even if the night is lonely and the day is burning. Rambo
Seven, the world's tenderness * * * ten points, you accounted for eight points, the cool autumn moon that you called my name that night accounted for one point, and everything else accounted for one point.
Eight, I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of people; I am lucky to get it; No, my life. -Xu Zhimo to Liang Qichao
Nine, everyone has a fire in their hearts. People passing by only see smoke, but there is always one person. There is always someone who can touch this fire and come and accompany me. I am out of breath with my enthusiasm, my indifference, my rage, my gentleness and my unreasonable belief in love. I stammered to her, what's your name? Start with your name, and then, everything. -"Dear Theo"
Between green mountains and green waters, I want to hold your hand and cross this bridge. There are red leaves on the bridge, people flowing under the bridge, moss on the other side of the bridge and white hair on the other side of the bridge. -Shen Congwen
Eleven, the time is quiet and good with the gentleman, the years are flowing with the gentleman, and the prosperity is exhausted with the gentleman.
Twelve, after us, after only me, without us. Don't want to be friends, dare not be lovers. This is the furthest distance in the world.
Thirteen, a person's life, there are some skeletons in the closet. Irretrievable regret, unreachable dream, unforgettable love.
14. I have always believed that the small things I have done in my daily life will accumulate bit by bit, and then give me a big gentleness when I am not clear.
Fifteen, you are young and kind, afraid that no one will love you. Don't worry, you will meet such a person eventually. Good things are always at the bottom of the box, and all meet unexpectedly, just to meet you.
16. I hope that one day, you will eventually meet such a person, a strange and completely unfamiliar person, who has no emotional foundation, but feels that you can live together well. So, the tired heart is finally willing to stop. Spirited Away
Seventeen, the most gratifying thing for people: parents are alive, friends are indispensable lovers, and the rest are illusions. Don't care too much.
Eighteen, the stronger a person's self-healing ability, the more likely he is to be close to happiness. Be a taciturn person, but there is a sea in my heart, don't hurt others, and be calm and comfortable in indifference.
Nineteen, part of the encounter is called fate, and the other part is called doom. If there is fate, there is destruction.
Twenty, you don't want to plant flowers, you say, I don't want to see it wither a little. Yes, in order to avoid the end, you avoided the beginning. -"Avoid" from Gu Cheng
Twenty-one, love to live around people who like you; See the world clearly with people who don't like you.
I hope someone can accompany you through difficulties and obstacles in the future, with lights in the dark and umbrellas in the rain, and go through fire and water for you.
Twenty-three, if life is just like the first sight, what is the autumn wind sad painting fan? It is easy to change, and it is also easy to change. Lishan dialect stops at midnight, and tears never complain. More importantly, if you are lucky, you will be more willing than before. -Nalan Xingde
Twenty-four, what kind of love seeds, just look at you; What can't help but think of you; What kind of love career can only be separated from your bald head. -with Hou Zhu's "Love Business"
Twenty-five, like you, starting from the face value, trapped in talent, loyal to character, obsessed with figure, obsessed with voice. Although I know, whether I like it or not, whether I can be together is three things. But my official knows I like you. Thank you for your appearance, which made me like it for many years.
Twenty-six, a love story, I don't know what to do, I don't know where to live. I don't know what I know, I don't know what I know. I don't know where to go, I don't know where to go. I don't know what you know, but I don't. -bonfire drama princes "Knife in the Snow"
Twenty-seven, love should be two people always happy to rob the house together, rather than hiding in the dark and sharing the spoils with Nuo Nuo. -the classic "Tony"
28. Everything in the world is beautiful, but people are not. Chinese medicine is bitter, and so are you. -Feng Tang's "Chinese Medicine"
In any case, it is always unforgivable for a person to make excuses. The more unloved you are, the more you should love yourself.
Thirty, life is open when you walk. Now you don't have to worry. Let the trees that should belong to you in the future grow longer, and those flowers will bloom again. They will be the most beautiful when you meet them.
I wish you calm and persistent, go all out for everything you love, return to China with a full load, become a beautiful person and do beautiful things.
32. Life is always full of accidents. May those bad "accidents" be just a false alarm, and the good things that have been expected will always come as scheduled.
Everyone appears in your life for a special reason. Some people teach you love, and some things make you grow; People who love you give you warmth, people you love give you hope, people who cheat you wake you up, and people who hurt you make you strong.
34. Life is always a dilemma. No matter how persistent and unwilling you are, you should learn to accept those who are no longer pure. From crying and complaining to smiling, in the final analysis, this is just a carefree situation.
35. A person's best living condition is to live up to his heart when he loves, the scenery on the roadside when he plays, the warm bed when he sleeps, and himself when he is alone.
36. May every corner of your life have a subtle beauty of silence; May you look down on the vicissitudes of life and have peace of mind; May you wash away the lead and be treated gently by the years.
37. You have to understand that only when you have finished the road you want to go can you live the life you want, and only when you have survived the days when no one cares about you can you embrace your poems and the distance.
Thirty-eight, the road you have traveled will become the scenery in your memory; All your experiences will become your wealth; The burden you once had will be your gift; Your suffering will light up your future path.
39. Meeting is always unexpected, and parting is always planned for a long time. There are always people who will fade out of your life. You should learn to accept it rather than miss it.
No matter how long it takes, you will always be my sun. I am the moon, yes, but without you, I am just a dark planet.
May you be treated gently by the world.
Introduction: I turned my head and looked at my growth trajectory day by day. I stood on the side of the road, my hands in my trench coat pockets, watching countless people pass me with a straight face. Occasionally someone stops to smile at me. I know that these people who stay will eventually become the warmth of my life. When I see them, I will never give up.
1. Many things that we thought would never be forgotten were forgotten in the days that we never forget.
I know I am not a good recorder, but I like to look back on the road I have traveled more than anyone else. I kept looking back and stopping, but when I was still in my hand, I still rushed forward with great momentum.
If you give me a tear, I will see all the oceans in your heart.
The wound, like me, is a stubborn child who refuses to heal, because the heart is a warm and humid place, suitable for anything to grow.
5. Will the love carved on the back of the chair, like flowers on cement, open a windless and lonely forest?
6. In this sad and bright March, I beat the horse from my thin youth, through corydalis, through kapok, through sadness and impermanence.
7, you laugh once, I can be happy for several days; But seeing you cry once made me sad for several years.
9. Lonely people will always think of everyone who has appeared in their lives, so I will always think of you endlessly every night when the stars fall and count my loneliness over and over again.
10, because I know you are an easy-to-worry child, and I dare not fly too far when I put the thread in your hand. No matter how I fly to the clouds with the wind, I hope you can see it. Even if I get lost occasionally, I know you are waiting for me.
1 1, I count your smiles every day, but when you are in Lian Xiao, you are so lonely. They say your smile is beautiful and undeveloped.
12, there is so much warmth in my life. I gave you everything, and you left me. How to smile at others in the future?
13, I once had a smile in my life, but it finally dissipated like fog. That smile became a swift river deep in my heart, and I couldn't swim across it. The sound of that river became my desperate song day and night.
14, secular noise and brightness, secular happiness and happiness, like a clean stream, in the wind, in front of my eyes, sculls, warmth gushing out like a spring, I don't expect anything, I just want you to be happy, not sad.
15, the wind blows like a flower, and your smile has become the most beautiful ornament in my life, looking at the sky, the snow and the deep shadow of the season.
16. One is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listening to strange songs. Then one day, you will find that you have really forgotten what you tried to forget.
17, hiding in a certain time and missing the palm print for a while; Hiding somewhere, missing someone standing on the road, on the road, makes me worry.
18, take my hand and close your eyes, so you won't get lost.
19, if one day we are not together, we should be together.
20. Some things are not finished yet, so forget it. Everyone is a king, dominating in his own world. You don't listen to me, but you don't want me to listen to you either.
2 1, I forgot which year, which month and which day, and on which wall I carved a face. Zhang Weixiao smiled and stared at my face sadly. We laughed and said that we stayed in the same place in time, but in fact we had already been swept away silently by the torrent.
22. Some people will be engraved in memory forever. Even if they forget his voice, his smile and his face, the feeling when they think of him will never change.
23. Those who say they will never part have already been scattered all over the world.
24. Children associated with words will never be happy. Their happiness is like playful children, wandering to the skylight, but still refusing to come back.
You will never see me when I am loneliest, because I am loneliest only when you are not by my side.
26. The space in which songs are formed is free, allowing years to come and go, so the face of the person who is still protected, with great and endless hatred, has never changed.
27. One day I will walk away from you silently. I missed a lot, and I was always sad alone.
28. I look at you smiling, silent, proud and lost, just like now, so I am happy with you, and I am sad with you, but I have always stood in the present, and you will always stay in the past.
29. If we are all children, we can stay where time is, sit together and bow our heads slowly, while listening to stories that will never grow old.
30. When a wild animal is injured, it can run to a cave and hide, then lick the wound and persist, but once asked, it can't stand it.
3 1, not every effort will be rewarded, but every effort must be paid, which is an unfair and irreversible proposition.
32. When you really love something, you will find how fragile and powerless language is, and there will always be a gap between words and feelings.
33. Forgetting is our unchangeable destiny. Everything is like a misplaced painting. Everything in the past can't go back to the past, so it slowly extends and staggered bit by bit. Perhaps, we should really forget those interlaced things.
34. What is happiness? Is to hide your sadness and smile at everyone.
35. There is no soft love in a hard city, life is not Lin Daiyu, and there will be no various customs because of sadness. People will never see through the mirror, but I mean, a thousand years in the world is like my moment.
36. Memory is like water in the palm of your hand. Whether you spread it out or hold it tightly, it will eventually flow clean through your fingers.
37. Leaving makes things simple, people become kind, and like children, we start over.
38. There is no legend that the grass grows and the warbler flies in this city. It will always live in reality, with fast drums, hurried figures, numb eyes and fake smiles, and I am being assimilated.
39. It will be beyond recognition one day. Time has taught me nothing, but it has taught me not to believe in myths easily.
40. The wind blows the air, so one year passes and the next year passes. I don't know whether there is depression behind stability, or whether depression is stable after all, but we can't find it.
Editor's note: Time flies and things are noisy. I should be vigilant. In the journey of life, it is not easy to keep a childlike interest and leisure. If one day I just bury myself in various affairs of life, and I am no longer interested in watching the scenery along the way by the window and listening to my inner music, then I will be really old-fashioned, and that will disappoint my beautiful trip.
May you be told by tenderness and beauty.
1. The years are quiet. May you be treated gently by time, just as you treat life gently.
2. Life is like a healing process. We are injured, healed, injured again and healed again. Every healing seems to be to meet the next injury. Maybe you have to despair once to live again.
3. You should force yourself to be excellent and live proudly. The rest of your life is still long, so why panic? You will thank you for your efforts in the future. Don't choose comfort at the best age.
Before we reach our goal, we all have to walk a long and tortuous road. Giving up halfway is the hardest thing, because we have paid a lot, but we haven't seen the end yet. At this time, only by holding your breath and taking every step of the moment will you not get lost. Applause may come late, but as long as you don't give up, you won't be absent.
God doesn't make inexplicable decisions for no reason. It makes you give up and wait, in order to give you the best.
6. If you want to define a beautiful life, it is cozy. If you want to define comfort, it is three or five confidants, talking and laughing.
7. Someone gives you a bitter medicine and you eat it happily because of trust; Some people give you a cup of honey, but you dare not eat it, because he can't give you a sense of security.
8. Every day in people's lives will meet and separate. Every encounter in the world is a reunion and a departure; Passers-by are in a hurry, and reunion is still strange. Goodbye is the first time to meet each other. There is nothing like choosing a quiet way, staying alone in the Peach Blossom Garden, letting the past go, leaving me happy and humiliated.
9. The reason why you often feel hard is because you always deny yourself, as if you can't do anything well. Not because you're not good enough. Just because you always want to be recognized by others. Do you know what is the most difficult thing in the world? Is to live the hope of others.
10 Someone once said that when we were born, we were crying and people around us were laughing; When we die, we are laughing and people around us are crying. No one can tell you where the journey of death will reach, just want to be treated gently by this crying world.
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12, I want to be a gentle person. Want to treat the world gently. Even if the world answers me with frost.