Yi Nengjing grew up in a patriarchal family. In order to satisfy Yi Nengjing's father's wish, her mother kept giving birth to children, but each child had a daughter. Yi Nengjing is the seventh daughter in the family. Before she was born, her father told her mother that if this was not a son, he would divorce. After Yi Nengjing was born, her father saw this result, turned away and asked her mother for a divorce.
Her father gave birth to a son with another woman outside, leaving eight of them. When Yi Nengjing was young, her mother had to raise several children. When she is in a bad mood, there is no need to scold Yi Nengjing often, saying that she should not come into this world. Without Yi Nengjing, she could have had a good life. It was the arrival of Yi Nengjing that made her happy life disappear. It's all because Yi Nengjing is a girl.
When Yi Nengjing is in trouble, she always thinks of her mother's words. Maybe her mother is right. She shouldn't have come into this world. Maybe her existence was a mistake. Even at the end of her first marriage, she always thought that her son had brought her a wonderful family life. Because she gave birth to a son, her husband loved him and gave her a happy home. Her husband left because she didn't pay for the family. She didn't.
After the first marriage, she was depressed and lost dozens of pounds. She can't eat or sleep every day. Every morning, it's like someone slaps her face and asks her if she is such a person, if she doesn't sacrifice for her family and if she is selfish. When she was numb, she finally admitted that she was the person they said.
Yi Nengjing is also lucky. Fortunately, she has the ability and enough money to see the best doctor. She went to see a psychiatrist and went to India for a rebirth course. Under the guidance of the doctor, she opened her heart and reconciled with her mother. Her mother once made Yi Nengjing feel guilty about not having a son. After she entered the family, she brought this guilt to her children. If she can't jump out of this spell, this guilt will continue to circulate.
Through self-adjustment, Yi Nengjing finally jumped out of this spell and gained a new life. She said that everyone has spent his whole life trying to find out who he is. Many women think that their roles are daughter, wife and mother, but they often forget that there is another role besides these roles. After rebirth, she began to live for herself.
At this time, many different voices jumped out to accuse her and attack her. Yi Nengjing, what makes you so selfish that you can find a boyfriend ten years younger when you are in your forties? Many people say that she is a bad influence on all women, but Yi Nengjing doesn't think so. She said she just wanted to jump out of this era.
She said that when she left school, the teacher asked her what she wanted to be. She said that she wanted to write a book. The teacher said that writing a book was an act. Now she is asking what kind of person you want to be, such as compassion, kindness, courage and wisdom. Yi Nengjing chose wisdom, kindness and courage. The teacher said yes, that's it, be kind and brave, and do nothing for it.