On May 24th, her mother-in-law was hospitalized for high blood pressure. Unexpected medical expenses and accompanying work make me more anxious and tired.
Get up at 6 o'clock in the morning, make breakfast, around 7 o'clock, the baby wakes up, get a baby, it's almost 7: 30, then take a bite by yourself, then rush to the hospital and go back to work.
My mother-in-law was also afraid of affecting my work, so as soon as she was hospitalized, she offered to let her second daughter come and help me take Bao Xiao to work normally, and also offered to buy food in the hospital without me delivering meals.
But I understand that when people are sick, their hearts are very fragile. I really hope that my family can pay more attention to it. So I insist on cooking every morning, frying a few dishes and sending some to my mother-in-law so that she can eat enough food for one day.
If conditions permit, in fact, it is best to send more meals, so that patients can get psychological comfort and help with treatment. But the conditions in our family obviously don't allow it. Bao Xiao took care of her aunt, but she came with her five-month-old child, so she had to help look after Bao Xiao and make sure he was safe.
Moreover, Bao Xiao and her second aunt are not very familiar. On the first night, I went to the hospital to deliver food to my grandmother. Bao Xiao cried with her second aunt at home. She had never cried so badly. Aunt wants to coax the children, but Bao Xiao can only stand helplessly and cry. From then on, I basically went home to accompany Bao Xiao as soon as I was busy with the hospital and work unit, and at the same time I had to do housework.
My mother-in-law was hospitalized on the fourth day because she was too busy and tired. I only brought dishes prepared in advance for her mother-in-law and bought ready-made breakfast for myself and her mother-in-law.
But I suddenly felt dizzy this morning and it lasted for two days. On the morning of the third day of dizziness, I suddenly began to feel sick and want to vomit, and then after two days, I didn't feel dizzy at all. I didn't understand what was going on at that time. I thought I had some terrible disease, too. Now I know that this should be caused by the heavy poison of food and unclean food.
Last Saturday, my head was still a little dizzy. My mother-in-law's examination results consulted experts, gave treatment advice, and said that she would take medicine for half a year before reviewing the situation. I finally breathed a long sigh of relief.
However, that night, Bao Xiao began to make noise, refused to sleep by himself, and had to hold it. He woke up as soon as he put it down, but he had to hold it all the time. I feel dizzy. Bao Xiao caught a cold, and my period came at a bad time. I feel like I can't take it!
I was lying in bed, sleepy and tired. Bao Xiao knelt beside me and cried. I'm so bored that I can't wait to shout: I'm not dead yet. Why are you crying? The feeling at that time was really-want to die!
I was out of control, but I was afraid to attack the child. I just got up silently and pretended to go to the bathroom. No sooner had I closed the toilet door than I heard Bao Xiao crying outside! Her crying woke her father and he called her to his position. I was relieved and quietly returned to bed from the toilet.
But just lying down, her father came to my room with Bao Xiao swearing, and he didn't put it on my bed or bring it to me. He just held the child in his arms and his mouth was filthy. At that moment, I really wanted to kill him! His mother is in hospital. He hasn't been there once. I'm exhausted from work. He scolded me when he was taking care of the children. What a pity!
However, I didn't have an attack because I didn't want to argue with him any more. Just struggling to get up, holding Bao Xiao, a person silently endure until dawn the next day.
The next morning, I found that Bao Xiao caught a cold and began to have a runny nose. This is the last day of May, May 3 1. Grandma was discharged from the hospital, and the dark clouds on her head finally cleared away, and the warm sunshine shone on me again.
On June 1 day, the diet slimming training camp and postpartum rehabilitation training camp I attended officially started, and I looked forward to it for a long time. My health has just improved, but I still feel sick. Fortunately, I can adapt and am very satisfied.
Everything is getting better except Bao Xiao's cold. I'm so happy.
However, when I went to work in the morning, suddenly Dabao called from grandma's mobile phone. Didn't Dabao go to kindergarten? Why are you calling? I won't know until I ask. Dabao said that the teacher said that she had a low fever and asked her to go home. I went home at noon that day at 36.8, and I didn't burn.
But the next morning, I began to cough, and I coughed very frequently and badly. Bao Xiao's cough is getting worse, and taking medicine doesn't help. Take them to the hospital decisively at noon. The doctor said that cough is related to allergies. They all got the flu. I had a check-up and took medicine. I was relieved that their illness was under control.
That night, Bao Xiao slept a little better, but I felt a sore throat, and it was getting more and more painful. I got up the next morning and started running nose. I was infected, too.
Today is June 5th. After three days of cold and discomfort, I finally feel better today. I have no runny nose or cough. It should be better. Two babies are much better.
Life is like this. Accidents always appear when you are unprepared, which brings you pain and trouble. However, with the passage of time, they will eventually pass. The world we live in is a world with increasing entropy. Don't try to control everything, because the only constant in this world is change.
Accept chaos, embrace change, and make progress every day in chaos and change! Come on!