Bi Feiyu's "Tsing Yi" tells the story of Qing Yi in autumn. /kloc-When she was 0/9 years old, she played the Goddess Chang'e flying to the moon. If the play becomes popular, people will naturally become popular. After several performances, the venue was full. She became selfish and fame and fortune became heavier. She occupied the stage and refused to let Teacher Li Xuefen, Chang 'e in the B file, but Li Xuefen had a warrior foundation. In a military performance, Li Xuefen won everyone's applause.
Colleagues are enemies, even mentoring. Shinohara Qiu Yan stood in the curtain and looked at Li Xuefen coldly. Her inner jealousy was burning. Backstage, two people clashed, and Shinohara Qiu Yan splashed a glass of boiled water on Li Xuefen's face.
This is a matter of self-destruction. Although Li Xuefen didn't pursue her responsibility excessively later, the road of Chang 'e in autumn was also broken, and she was arranged by the leader to teach in a drama school.
Later, although she got married and had children, she believed in her bones that she was Chang 'e. Only when Chang 'e stepped onto the stage can she find herself, say a word and smile, and that is her true self.
The opportunity came, but it was 20 years late. The owner of a cigarette factory named "Run to the Moon" is going to perform again. Joe, the head of the team, is more excited than Qiu. A dying troupe finally got a sum of money and was about to open.
The 40-year-old voice remains the same, which makes Zhang Bing very surprised, and firmly believes that "Running to the Moon" will definitely become popular again. But Qiu is not satisfied with himself. She walked on the road, looking at her plump figure, full of resentment against her own meat. Women are all the same, and she is used to starting a new life by losing weight. She decided to lose weight at once and went to the hospital to get several bottles of diet pills.
Qiu Yan's excitement is beyond words to be able to play Chang 'e again. On that quiet night, she could only celebrate with her husband Miangua. That night, Qiu Yan didn't seem to be herself, and she was even a little slutty. For more than ten years, Miangua felt his wife's fiery enthusiasm for the first time.
Xiaoyu Qiu Yan can come on stage again, thanks to the boss of the cigarette factory. The boss's name is Xiaoyu Qiu Yan, and he is naturally her fan or admirer. Their first meeting was grand and warm, but in the end they couldn't avoid customs. Xiaoyu Qiu Yan slept with her boss, and she was still timid. She is no longer a delicate flower in her teens. What the boss wants to conquer is not her body, but she can't say what it is. It should be his own wish.
This replay, there is also an important figure, Xiao Yuqiu Yan's apprentice Chun Lai. She has so many students, and only in spring can she see hope. Chang 'e's hope, her posture, her eyes and her movements are naturally graceful. Qiu Yan looked at spring as if he had seen himself 20 years ago.
There is no doubt that Chang 'e in B file is spring. Since the rehearsal, many people have found signs that Xiao Qiuyan works too hard and too hard. Although I lost 65,438+00 Jin of meat, my skin relaxed a lot and my face relaxed soon. After losing weight, her spirit is getting worse and worse, her energy is exhausted, her voice is getting thinner and thinner, and she is even on cloud nine.
In a rehearsal, Xiaoyu stabbed and sang. This is a shameful thing. She was completely absent-minded and distracted. Why doesn't she have this life? She saw herself and Chun Lai in the big mirror. Spring is so young and elegant, but she is old and even ugly. She was heartbroken and became jealous. She tasted jealousy.
They rehearsed in the dark. Xiaoyu Qiu Yan doesn't know what happened to her. Looking at the spring, she unconsciously took her into her arms and stroked her. This embarrassing scene became a knot, an invisible knot.
In fact, it is not difficult to imagine that Qiu regarded spring as his own when he was young. She misses and misses. If only she were young.
In addition to rehearsals, spring is often silent and as quiet as a glass of water, but this glass of water will make waves. She's going on strike. She's going to jump ship. The news made Xiao Yu Qiu Yan stunned. This can't be done, absolutely not. She can't leave at this critical moment. Qiu Yan suggested that you play file A and I play file B in spring. When spring came, Qiu Yan threw a stone.
It suddenly dawned on her that she was an old woman, still clinging to the A-corner. Chunlai is her apprentice and her own hard work. Similarly, she gave up and her mood became better. The weight began to rise, her face became rosy and her voice recovered, but the crew noticed that Xiao Qiuyan did not give up losing weight, but gave up Chang 'e, and every rehearsal was held in spring.
Just when she felt that she had completely given up, Zhang Bing gave her hope again, saying that at the premiere, Spring played half and Qiu Yan played half, which made Qiu Yan cry with joy.
The day of the premiere is getting closer and closer. Qiu Yan's body is not normal. She is pregnant. The crazy night she was with melon, she got carried away. The child came at a bad time. Qiu Yan hates him, hates melons. It is imperative to get rid of him as soon as possible. The operation was too late, so I had to take medicine.
The atmosphere in Qiu Yan's house has completely changed, cold and severe. Miangua doesn't know that a child has quietly arrived and will quietly disappear, but he knows that there must be something wrong with life. His wife was originally a shining star on the stage. He picked up a bargain when she was down and out, married her and went home. Now Qiu Yan is back on the stage and will become a big star again. Sooner or later, she will fly to the sky. This family is not far from the day of dissolution.
After taking the medicine, Qiu Yan finally got rid of a little life as he wished. In the last rehearsal, she played the finale, and the mentor and the apprentice were on the same stage, which was a great event. As soon as Qiu came to power, he sang "Guanghan Palace", which is the biggest and most brilliant part of the whole "Running to the Moon". Huang Er's adagio changed from the original board to flowing water to high notes, which lasted for fifteen minutes.
Just after Qiu Yan performed the last performance perfectly, she fainted. Her stomach was very painful and her body was bleeding. But she's patient. After coming out of the bathroom, Qiu Yan was surrounded by people. Zhang Bing patted Qiu Yan on the shoulder and sincerely praised you. You are Chang 'e, Xiaoqiu smiled feebly.
She suddenly saw spring coming, her boss. Chun Lai snuggled up to the boss, upturned face, all smiles, talking with the boss all the way. The boss is resolute, like a big shot traveling incognito. The boss smiled kindly and nodded while laughing. Shinohara Qiu Yan keenly captured strange symptoms from their expressions, and her heart thumped.
On the day of the premiere, Qiu Yan sat in front of the dresser, fantasizing that she was the bride to be married. She quietly put on makeup, touched the background color, painted her face red, put on rouge, and waited until the makeup artist hung up her eyebrows, put on a Qi Mei spike, covered with water gauze, put on a headdress and wig, and a lifelike Tsing Yi immediately appeared in the frame. Shinohara Qiu Yan stared at the mirror. She is so beautiful that she can't recognize herself. Even Chun Lai didn't recognize her and looked at her in surprise.
She firmly believes that at that moment, she is really autumn and really Chang 'e.
? The curtain was opened and the red skull was uncovered. Shinohara Qiu Yan opened her sleeves and the bride married herself. Without the groom, the world is the groom, and everyone is the groom. Little Yu Yan's nervousness on the stage was fleeting, and she soon relaxed. In these two hours, she stretched out, bright and beautiful. The whole world is cheering for her, and she is obsessed with it, getting deeper and deeper, and doesn't want to end these two hours.
Qiu Yan played four games in a row, but she didn't give the ball to Chun Lai at all. Why did she give it to her? She is the real Chang 'e. Four days later in the afternoon, it began to snow again. Qiu Yan has a high fever, an unbearable stomachache and a constant heat flow in his lower body. She had to go to the hospital. Bloody medicine keeps flowing and the intima is seriously inflamed. The doctor asked for an operation, but she refused. She had no time. In the end, she can only hang water to relieve inflammation. But she fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was already dark and the snow was getting heavier.
Spring has put on makeup, and Xiaoyu Qiu Yan looks at it. The spring of makeup is more beautiful than the fairy. She is Chang 'e. There is no Chang 'e in this world, and whoever the makeup artist makes up is Chang 'e. When the curtain was raised, Qiu Yan saw the boss of the tobacco factory sitting under the stage. He smiled kindly like a great man and clapped slowly like a great man.
At this moment, Qiu Yan knew that Chang 'e was really dead, and Chang 'e no longer regretted it on the snowy night when Xiao Yu Qiu Yan was forty years old. Cause of death unknown, 48,000 years old.
Qiu Yan sat quietly in the dressing room and asked the makeup artist to give her hanging eyebrow. She was surprisingly quiet, which made the makeup artist shudder. Then she walked out of the theater in a thin costume. She came to the door of the theater and stood under the street lamp. She began to sing, but she still sang Huang Er adagio to the original board, flowing water to the high cavity. Snowflakes were falling, and many people suddenly surrounded the entrance of the theater, blocking many cars at once. More and more people, more and more crowded cars, but there is no sound.
Shinohara Qiu Yan was present, and applause broke out in the theater. Shinohara Qiu Yan was dancing and singing when someone discovered something strange. They saw water dripping from Shinohara Qiu Yan's trouser legs. Water drops are black in the light. They fell into the snow and became black holes one by one.
Autumn is persistent, and she lost herself in persistence. She has been pursuing Chang 'e all her life. For Chang 'e, she gave up morality and slept with the boss of a cigarette factory. For Chang 'e, she tried her best to lose weight. For Chang 'e, she had a crazy abortion. For Chang 'e, she broke her promise to give her horn to Chun Lai.
But she still lost, lost to her apprentice Chun Lai, lost to the years, because there is no Chang 'e in life.
Persistence in dreams is good and valuable, but once everything goes too far, it will become stale, and the end of persistence is madness.