My name is Liu Jing, a Capricorn girl born in 1988. Deng Ruijie and I grew up together and lived in the family area, which can be described as childhood friends. Deng Ruijie is 85 years old, three pairs older than me. I just can't remember when I started to develop from a quiet and lively personality. At that time, I went to the mountains and the sea with my friends. It is really going to the sea, because they all live in coastal cities. At that time, parents often told them not to run too far, and they were never allowed to go into the sea. But at that time, we just went in one ear and out the other and never cared.

At that time, girls were taught to be quiet and not to run around. I want to come, but I'm still young. I didn't think so much when I was young. Seeing other children running out of school, I naturally don't want to lag behind, and often secretly play with friends after school. Playing cards, playing marbles, skating, etc. In short, if there is anything new, those who have played at school will go home and continue with their friends.

I still remember that once a group of friends dived into the sea and went a little far to find crabs. I stayed on the stone for so long that I didn't pay attention to the time. I was trapped at the high tide, so I had to swim back. As a result, when I went back, my parents found that I was forbidden to go out after 6 pm. Secondly, snacks are only allowed to eat a bag of French fries and three chocolates a week. . . . .

Among our friends, only the male Deng Ruijie was not beaten, which made our friends wonder how he did it. How smart is it? Since then, I have often secretly observed Deng Ruijie, and I think it is this habit that has led to my sad unrequited love.

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2. Go to school together

Slowly, after entering school, the next partners began to go further; But in order to make my academic performance better, I always remember that Deng Ruijie is very smart, so I will ask anything I don't understand in my study. In this way, until the second year of high school, I watched Deng Ruijie begin to pursue a girl. That girl is the flower of her class. Her name is Wu Xiaoli, and her grades are good. She is the representative of English class.

I don't know if love has opened up the talent of sweet talk for Deng Ruijie, because I miss my head in my heart and often go to their floor. Once I asked a girl, "Let's go to the movies at the weekend. There's a shaved ice shop over there with a new taste. It tastes good." People think that I, a little girl in junior high school, just came to visit, but I'm not. I wonder what's so good about that girl. I found it really beautiful when I saw it. Girls have an oval face of a classical beauty, with a height of about 165 and a good figure. I've never seen her blush with anyone.

At that time, I hated it. I wanted to fall in love in high school, thinking that I wouldn't go for a long time. Sure enough, love makes people stupid. After the third year of high school, I found that Deng Ruijie's grades declined. His parents often said that he didn't go home until 10 at night. I just saw him coming back from the window, and I was wondering if I was going out on a date again. I was about to go out on a date at the end of the college entrance examination. As for it? Universities are definitely not the same school. Now Deng Ruijie's grades have dropped. What if I can't get into a good university in the future?

Just when I was worried about Deng Ruijie, I heard that Wu Xiaoli was going abroad and didn't take the college entrance examination. I was relieved, but I was worried that Deng Ruijie was sad, which led to the decline of his grades during that time. As a result, my parents scolded me and asked me if I was puppy love, so my grades dropped so badly; I think I felt very inferior at that time. Who likes me? I can only tell my parents, no, but I have a bad memory recently, so my grades may have dropped a little.

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3, heartache

Time really passes like running water. In a blink of an eye, Deng Ruijie graduated from university. Although he was only in a local third-rate university, he probably had an influence on him in his senior year. Three years after high school, I also officially entered the freshman year, studying in a local university that is not too bad or too bad.

Facing college life, I feel beautiful but I always feel that I miss him; But in the face of the pursuit of male students, I always feel that something is wrong; I still want to work with him after graduating from college, so that I can be more stable and let him know what I mean.

As a result, reality is slapping me, because the major is different. I am a liberal arts student and he is a science student. In this way, different industries are engaged in, and there is less overlap. But I don't think it matters. Since we are neighbors, let's express it quickly. Before the demolition of this old house, we didn't leave the society, but we just went to learn from him if we didn't understand the society. In this way, it is also an indirect and frequent meeting. Basically, we also make a special phone call every week to discuss it. It is better to start a business together than to discuss that the salary is not high.

This promise is still valid. As a result, he said that he was busy for a while, so I wanted to stock the insurance policy. As a result, one day he suddenly said to me, "Xiao Jing! Recently, I fell in love. My girlfriend and I are discussing the topic of starting a business together. I'll call you when there are any good projects! " At that time, I only felt that I was in love again, not that I was busy with work, so how could I have time to fall in love! Then I will wait until we break up. I'm 22 and he's 25.

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Step 4 get married

On-off and on-off, he and the girl Ran Jiajia have actually been dating for more than a year, and they have also taken us several times among this group of friends. I also joked, hey! This girl is nice and beautiful. I wonder what she does. Among them, I made a joke to show them the chat record and told him how to coax girls. Later, I realized that I was dying, and the result was never broken!

My job is a double break, and he is a single break, so we have less time to meet, and everyone is very busy; Those two people are both colleagues. In the passage of time, I heard that they also surpassed and broke up, but in the end they didn't score. I still remember the Spring Festival in 20 15, when he went to the woman's house for the Spring Festival. I still remember being in a panic at that time, just wanting to go together, so I can only wish him happiness in the future.

Sure enough, they decided to get married, held a wedding and sent an invitation to our family during the May Day holiday on 20 16. what can I say? I can only say congratulations. Although I invited my family, and I am not married, I can let my parents go out together, but I said to my mother, "Mom, we all grew up together, so send more." I will also fill in 1000 and send it out in the name of the whole family! "

On the wedding day, I specially wore a pink dress; I know I can't wear white, or it will steal the bride's shot, but I still imagine how good it would be if it were me and him. Pink yellow is also close to white. Looking at the lively and speculative atmosphere of the host above, I just stood in the corner and wept silently. Yes, I have been paying attention to him almost since I was a child, and I like him silently. I think it's been 13 years ~

Step 5 let go

I've been in love for so many years, but I've really let it go. I'd better find someone you love. Love is too tired!

After he got married, my heart still couldn't let go. I told my good sister that my work has not been smooth recently and I want to go out for a National Day appointment.

Good sisters are foodies, saying that they want to challenge themselves and go to Chongqing, Chengdu and other places to eat spicy food.

On the National Day, my sisters and I really went to Chongqing, where we ate authentic saliva chicken, spicy hot pot, old twisted dough twists in Ciqikou and chicken offal in Qianjiang. I still remember eating Chongqing's old hemp wonton soup once, which was the chaos in our north. At that time, it was really heavy enough to eat, and it became numb after eating for a long time; Then I found a lemon cocoa shop, thinking about quenching my thirst, and the storefront environment is good; You can drink iced drinks and chat with your good sisters.

In the chat, I also talked about my work. Although I have only worked in my work unit for three years, it is actually very difficult for me to climb up in that position. And at that time, in order to get close to him, I specially found a place near him, but now. . . . .

There is absolutely no need to sprinkle salt on the wound. We talked about starting our own business. I think it's better to start a business together and open such a drink shop. Look, their business is not bad, and there are quite a few products. But my good sister said, it looks good, but I haven't heard much about this brand. Secondly, who knows if it's just a nickname given by others or a brand-name store? At that time, I was in the store and asked the boss that it was a franchise store; We didn't say anything. We just searched online and found it was in Chongqing. Think about opening a drink shop like this here, facing the sea and warming bloom in spring!

We all look forward to a better life!

In this way, we opened such a lemon cocoa franchise drink shop, which was not vigorously promoted during the period, because the city is a tourist city, and the fruit there is very fresh; For products, more is to sell freshly squeezed juice.

I just want to advise all the girls here that they have a secret love for three years, because it is too long to pull out; Secondly, if that man doesn't reply for three years, it means that you really can't be together, and girls still need their own careers to live better!