I used to be a fat girl of 140 kg. When I walk on the road, the boy opposite always looks at my best friend. I feel that no matter where I am and who I am with, I always play the role of a "green leaf". I feel very inferior. I never act like a boy, because I can imagine their disgust and a look of seeing a ghost after seeing me coquetry. Other girls coquetry makes people feel "in love with you", while I coquetry makes people feel "afraid of you".
After a summer vacation, I lost a full 30 pounds and became a fat girl with a weight of 1 10 kg. After school started, everyone asked me if I had liposuction. I am no longer the biggest and most conspicuous girl in the crowd, but I am beginning to feel confident. I still insist on running 10 thousand meters on the playground every day, rain or shine. Every time my body hurts, I tell myself that it's the dead fat struggling.
Now I've lost 90 pounds, learned to make up, studied fashion magazines carefully and explored my own dressing style, and occasionally met strangers when I walked down the street.
Now I believe that I can accomplish many seemingly impossible things through hard work, such as losing weight, and I also believe that I deserve to be loved.