We have been apart for a long time, and I have been immersed in sad emotions. I can't get rid of it. My mind was occupied by thoughts and memories, and tears collapsed several times. Normal working days are ok, and you can escape from busyness, but whenever it comes to weekends, sunny days are even worse.
I couldn't stand my cowardice and decided to visit his former city. Decisively bought a plane ticket, in fact, the true portrayal in my heart is that I am afraid that a person will feel uncomfortable after a long vacation, maybe he knows that he will come back to me (even so, I dare not bother him, I am afraid that an incomplete love will only make him leave in disgust).
Take an early flight, watch the sun rise gradually, and arrive in Nanjing two hours later. The weather is unbearable, the sun is warm and the air is fresh. Perhaps my heart has been hazy for too long. Looking at such a blue sky, my heart has cleared up. Qinhuai River is crowded with people, and everyone seems to be accompanied, talking or laughing.
And I just wandered around casually, without purpose and direction, and my mood fell to freezing point. The clouds in the sky are free and arbitrary. I remember that he liked clouds very much. I wonder if he will be moved when he sees them. Afternoon sunshine is always so warm and makes people feel tired. After making a wish, a person sits on a bench with a lonely back.
Finally, I enjoyed Nanjing in the sunset, which was quiet and beautiful. That was the first time I was so close to the moon, but so far away from you. This trip is over, but the real trip has just begun, because the road ahead is long and I want to go alone.