For example:
The following is the experience of a netizen.
Kneel devoutly in front of the Buddha statue, think three times, worship three times, and repent. When I read that "all the evil deeds I did in the past were born of greed and ignorance without beginning, I regret everything today", I left a line of tears.
It's true to think of the past because of lewd behavior. Wherever people go, they will be laughed at, attacked and rejected by others, and their interpersonal relationships will be very disharmonious. Some simple things are easy to get in the hands of others. It's my turn, but fate plays tricks on me, twists and turns, and goes on and on. When I finally managed to pass, it was already bumpy. My foster mother once said strangely that for some reason, the same things, such as education, license plate and so on, passed easily in other people's hands, while I wandered around like a fog. When I first saw it, it was far away, and it was difficult to get it, but it was not satisfactory.
I once lamented that fate was so bad that everything went wrong. Only by studying Buddhism can I know that this is karma. Long-term lust, long-term sy, karma has always existed. How can it go smoothly? I have also read the book "s precepts", and I was in a good mood at that time. I didn't realize that the time was up and the consequences would come.
I grew up at the end of France, surrounded by twisted theories that men want sy and enjoy happiness. During sy, I hesitated and regretted it, but when I wanted to quit, I met a pseudo-expert, which did a lot of harm. Saying proper sy in magazines helps to relieve people's tension and stress.
Now chronic rhinitis, prostatitis, often catching a cold, taking medicine almost every other day, your wife makes fun of you, and you become a medicine jar. Because of repeated fornication, after getting condyloma acuminatum, the sequelae left by treatment will ulcer every once in a while before the genitals, and it will be miserable to take medicine for a long time.
For the sake of long-term sy, I became addicted to alcohol. Later, I learned that I had given up smoking and drinking, and I knew that my addiction was hard to give up. Slowly, I unplugged my netizens, got in touch with Buddhism and converted to Master. At this time, I also vaguely know that it is karma, chance and opportunity caused by long-term sy. When I met Jieba, I read Brother Feixiang's article, so I went to the forum of Dizang altar and saw many people's articles about the bad karma after dyeing sy. I understand why I am unlucky, looked down upon everywhere, ridiculed, attacked, teased and rejected, and slowly accept these results, but I sincerely worship Buddha, learn Buddha and meditate.
Off and on for nearly a year. By studying Buddhism, participating in meditation and reading forum articles, my delusion and yy have been reduced a lot. When I first quit, when I bought breakfast, I saw my boss's wife, and when I looked down for money, my eyes always turned to her, and I was obsessed with sex. Afterwards, I was more than yy, and I was self-sufficient after sy. Drinking until midnight, I couldn't see outside, but I wandered around, ran to other people's windows and stared at women. Finally, sy satisfied my lust.
Once, my workmate and his 10-year-old daughter and I went out for supper and came back. The wine kept coming, and my heart rose again. I couldn't help reaching behind my workmate's daughter Fumo, but I regretted it afterwards. Knowing that alcohol was the initiator, I embarked on the road of abstinence from alcohol and color. After nearly a year, I kept the precepts, changed a lot, gave up drinking, stopped looking for xj, engaged in prostitution and abstinence, and my wife was unfaithful, but recently I was upset and looked for xj. Under her temptation, the old bad habits reappeared, broke the precepts and came back afterwards.
For several days, her words and evil smiles kept popping up. She almost ran to the toilet sy, hurriedly finished reading the Buddha Guanyin in Nanwu, and suddenly cooled down. I know that I didn't learn for nothing during this time, and with the blessing of Guanyin Bodhisattva, I suddenly woke up. In recent days, I have been watching myself, mentioning yy's ideas from time to time, and managing my own ideas.
I thought about my cause and effect, and I was deeply troubled by my habits from the beginning of the robbery. I finally repented in front of the Buddha, and I couldn't help but think of the past, leaving deep tears of repentance.
At first, I gave up drinking step by step, thinking that alcohol was the main curse. After successfully giving up drinking, I wrote my experience in my blog. According to netizens, we should be alert to addiction and preach Buddhism. Therefore, after learning about Buddhism, I gradually realized that fornication is the most deadly reason.
Go to the forum to read the articles of predecessors, quit, read their classic introductions, meditate on Buddhism, and abstain from lust for nearly a year. Many people admire me and look much better. I thought it was the result of the success of abstinence, and finally I slowly thought it was because of abstinence.
This time, however, I was upset, addicted and quit.