Hong Hanyi witnessed
14K is a big gang in Hong Kong. Teddy Brother, the protagonist of this article, is a senior leader of the gang 14K. A series of changes have taken place since his life began to meet the Lord Jesus. This article is his personal witness at the opening ceremony of his "Shengli Drug Rehabilitation Center". Due to the complexity of the internal architecture of 14K, the editor is a little confused about what level Teddy belongs to.
You know, sin resists Jesus.
Before I believed in Jesus, I was in charge of the underworld in Hong Kong. My underworld gang is called 14K, which is the largest gang in Asia. I have more than 1 00000 younger brothers in Hong Kong, and the whole world adds up to100000. Before I believed in Jesus, I opened the largest disco in Asia in Hong Kong with the name of 348. I also run many different casinos. I have underground casinos in Thailand and the Philippines, which are the largest casinos in Asia. I also control European teams to play fake football, and gambling is my biggest income. My love life is more chaotic. I have four wives and many girlfriends.
I introduced my bad background to you to let you know that it is hard for me to believe in Jesus. In the past few decades, I have resisted Jesus very much. I forbid people to mention the word "Jesus" in front of me. If my brother mentioned Jesus in front of me, I would say he was crazy. "After all the bad things you've done in the underworld, do you still want to go to heaven?" All the underworld in Hong Kong know that you can't mention "Jesus" in front of Teddy. In the past few decades, I have defeated too many people who mentioned Jesus in front of me. I can't believe in Jesus.
The first time I believed in Jesus, that old face will never fade.
Until 13 years ago, more than 50 theologians from all over the world visited me. They told me to believe in Jesus. I was very sensitive when I heard the word Jesus. I severely criticized them. You can ask me anything, but you can't mention the word "Jesus" in front of me. Because Jesus is my enemy, I am particularly opposed to Jesus. At that time, there was a Hong Kong doctor, Dr. Liu, who was very courageous. He has a seminary in Hong Kong. He stood up and pointed at me and said, don't be afraid. God will change you. I said, don't change. Do you know how much I earn every day? I don't even know. All the gods and buddhas I worship are very good. You don't need Jesus. If you want to save, you have to save other triads. They said, can I go to your nightclub to preach the gospel to your brother? I said, "This is no problem." They said, "We are afraid of the underworld. When we preach the gospel in your nightclub, can you protect us on the spot? " I said, "Yes." I promised that they could often bring many priests and brothers and sisters in two years, but from the beginning, they only targeted me to preach the gospel. I said you were barking up the wrong tree. I invited you to my nightclub to preach to my brother, not to me. I don't need your Jesus to do anything. They said, "Brother Teddy, no, aren't you gangsters very loyal?" You are their boss. If you believe in Jesus first, many of your younger brothers will believe in Jesus with you, so if you are saved alone, many people will be saved. You should believe in Jesus first for your brother. "I think they have a point. I said, "Well, then take me to church. "
The first time, the church they took me to was a spiritual church, and their prayers were exaggerated in dialects. I thought they were a cult, so I left quickly and warned these priests not to take me to church again. You Christians have mental problems, but they haven't given up on me. Because more than half of the churches in Hong Kong were out, nearly 200 priests and brothers and sisters in Hong Kong called me in turn, which made me very headache and annoyed. My phone is ringing with Jesus and Jesus, and I hate them very much. One day, I called all the priests to my office to see me. I called them names and threatened them. I said, are you kidding? You have read so many books, but your behavior is more brutal than that of the underworld. How can you force me to believe in Jesus? Don't you know that faith can't be forced? It really is too much of you. You take turns on the phone and can't sleep. If you push me like this again, you will certainly deal with you. They said, okay, Teddy, don't be angry. We won't call you again! A male priest stood up and said, "Brother Teddy, can you go to church with us again?" I said, you all promise not to call me again. I don't believe what your Jesus will do to me if I go to church again. After I promised them, this time they took me to the largest and most luxurious church in Hong Kong, called Tongfutang in Causeway Bay, but I fell asleep as soon as I entered. After the service, they called me to the priest's room. They asked me how I felt. I severely criticized them. You must keep your promise. You promised me this was the last time. Didn't you see that I fell asleep as soon as I entered? I tell you, your Jesus can't help it, so you can't push me any more, or I'll really deal with you. They said, well, I won't call you again, but you have so many companies to manage and so many people to manage. If you encounter something that can't be solved, you can pray to Jesus and I will send you a Bible. I humiliated them then. I said, you read too much, and your brain is out of order. In such a big business, I pay attention to strategy and planning. I won't laugh and pray like you. I won't take your bible. My attitude is too bad. My wife wanted to be a good person and said, well, I'll take the Bible back and then push me out of the door, telling me not to scold them and say that they are all good people. My wife didn't believe in Jesus at that time. She took the Bible home and put it by my bed. It is this Bible that has turned my life upside down, which I never dreamed of.
Here's the process. I just told you that I was imprisoned for running a casino and controlling a team. In fact, the biggest sin in my life is that I was engaged in the drug business when I was young. At that time, the drug business was huge. At that time, I transported drugs from Thailand and the Golden Triangle of Hong Kong to the whole world. Because I was too old, I was condemned by my conscience at the age of 40. Drugs in those days were white powder, which was a terrible drug. A person who eats white powder is finished for life. One person in my family ate white powder, and the whole family suffered. One day I walked out of the streets of Hong Kong and saw many people smoking white powder. I'll wake up soon. Originally, I was the devil of the world, because I killed so many people all over the world by myself. I ended all the drug business at once, but it was too late to regret it. I have controlled drugs all over the world for more than ten years, which has harmed too many people. From this day on, I was condemned by my conscience. Later, I suffered from severe depression and couldn't sleep at all. I went to see a doctor and took a lot of sleeping pills. The doctor said that my depression was very serious, which made it even more difficult for me to see a doctor. I have been seeing a doctor for four years, and all the famous doctors in Hong Kong have seen it. All doctors say that depression will not be completely cured. I need to take two drugs for a long time to control it. One is a sedative and the other is a sleeping pill, but it has no effect after taking it for a year. One day, I had suicidal thoughts and suddenly saw a Bible beside my bed. I pointed to the Bible and told Jesus. I said, Jesus, if you really exist in this world, if you can cure my illness and let me sleep, I will believe you. For the first time in years, I fell asleep From that day on, I fell asleep as soon as I went to bed, and fell asleep as soon as I slept. I no longer want to commit suicide, and I am very happy at first. Until one day, my wife asked me to see a doctor. I asked her why she wanted to see a doctor. She said that your temperament has changed a lot recently, and you often laugh for no reason. She reminded me that I was crazy, so I thought there really was Jesus in this world. This can't be a coincidence. Insomnia has been a problem for me for many years. I have been seeing a doctor for four years and have never seen anything like this. It can't be a coincidence, so I thought.
Business blocked, hate Jesus
However, after believing in Jesus, terrible things happened immediately. I had seven partial companies. After I believed in Jesus, all partial companies began to lose money, and all casinos began to lose money. The team I control wants10 million to buy them every day and 70 million every day. I won a lot of money before, but I lost after believing in Jesus. So after I believed in Jesus, my pressure came from all directions. My brother also has shares. They came to me in droves. Boss, don't trust Jesus. We are very afraid of losing money. What is this Jesus and why is it so terrible? At first, I smiled at them and said, don't be afraid. They asked me a question and said, boss, we have been following you for decades. We have watched you make countless money every day in the past few decades, but we have never seen you smile. Why are you losing money every day now? I said, I don't know. As soon as they heard that they didn't know, they were even more afraid. They all think I have a brain problem, and my pressure is even greater. More and more people came to beg me not to believe in Jesus. This situation lasted for a year and I began to hate Jesus myself. I didn't earn much that year!
So I decided to leave Jesus for the first time. I was in Thailand that day and I was very angry. I lost the cross I wore, but now I will wear it all my life. This is a very important commemoration of my salvation. After I lost my cross that day, I swore at Jesus for the first time and then called my staff in Hong Kong. I told them that I would never believe in Jesus again. They were very happy to hear that I didn't believe in Jesus. My phone keeps ringing, and they all want to meet me at the airport for a celebration dinner, but they are too happy. I haven't slept an hour a week since I lost my cross. I was very tired after taking ecstasy, but I still couldn't sleep. I remembered that it might be because of Jesus, so I picked up the cross again and said to myself, Jesus! You're not that bad ... and then you put on my cross. It's really scary. I fell asleep before the necklace was tied. I slept until the next afternoon. I'm so scared that I don't know what to do. I immediately flew back to Hong Kong and ordered the priest to come out to see me. I pointed at them sternly. You told me to trust Jesus. A great event has happened now. They said, Brother Teddy, what's wrong with you? I said that I now believe that Jesus is dead, and if I don't believe that I am dead. They said, what is it? I said I had believed in Jesus for a year, but I was going bankrupt. I decided not to believe him. He threatened me not to sleep. Jesus is God. He knows I'm fearless, and I'm afraid I can't sleep. Now tell me, what should I do? At that time, a priest Li Hongze was very powerful. He is the president of Sun Hung Kai Properties China. He is also a famous theologian. He said, Brother Teddy, don't be afraid. Jesus loves you, not threatens you. I said, are you kidding? You love me enough to bankrupt me? What kind of love is this? I don't want this love. This priest is very powerful. He said, Brother Teddy, will you do business for your children? I said, of course not, unless I'm crazy, he said. That's it. If you don't let your child do odd jobs, are you afraid that he will be arrested by the police and sent to prison? I said of course, he said, that's all. Jesus doesn't want you to go to hell because all your companies are terrible. So, don't be afraid, close your side door. When you return to the church, Jesus will clear the way for you, and he will bless you more. His metaphor is too powerful. I said, thank you very much, Mr. Li.
I went to church for another three years, but these three years were very painful, because I had very wrong ideas at that time, and I thought I was loyal. I can't solve two things First, I have twelve regular women, many of whom are Hong Kong star models. They all live in luxury houses and wear French famous brands, so my expenses are too high. My seven branches have raised thousands of people. I'll open another one. Four classes in a casino can support 1000 triads, and I won't let go of my side door. Because I won't let go of my side door, and I won't read the Bible. The more I read the Bible, the more unhappy I am. Every chapter goes to hell, and the more you listen to the sermon, the more unhappy you are. So, I have been in church, and nothing suits me. I will leave Jesus for the second time. Maybe you want to save me, but now I want to tell you that I don't want to let go of my huge interests. I'm definitely going to hell. I don't want you to save me. Just don't start my company and cancel my alarm clock. My church worships at eleven o'clock. I set the alarm clock to wake me up at ten o'clock. After I cancelled the alarm clock, something terrible happened immediately. I suddenly became extremely scared, trembling with fear and my teeth were broken. All wet, I immediately jumped on the bed, hugged my girlfriend tightly, wrapped the quilt tightly and wrapped my head tightly, but I was more and more afraid. When I was too scared to stand it, I suddenly remembered that Jesus must be working, so I couldn't help it. I asked my girlfriend to set the alarm clock back, and sure enough, I calmed down immediately. I sat up and said to Jesus, Jesus, there is nothing I can do. I went to church for three years, and then for six years. Jesus closed all my businesses and took all my possessions. I'm completely broke and completely incapable of fighting Jesus. The third time, I had to leave Jesus.
Go through heaven and hell for suicide.
I was sitting at home that day, and I was still saying to myself to Jesus, "Jesus, I finally woke up now." So you're not trying to save me. You are playing a trick on me. You are torturing me, including scolding you in Thailand. What I see now is that you closed all my business, but you didn't open the way for good business. Do you want to save me? I don't believe you are saving me, but I have been fighting you for six years. I know I really can't beat you, but I won't play tricks on you again. I'm determined to kill myself now. You won't play tricks on me after I die. So what if you are a god? Then I swore at Jesus again, this time even worse, because he made me bankrupt, and I was very angry. Because I decided to commit suicide, before I die, I will scold Jesus until I have enough money. When I was exhausted, I began to write a suicide note.
I have seven children, three of whom are still very young. I began to arrange their lives. After I finished writing three pages, Jesus spoke to me, but Jesus didn't speak to me with his voice or with his thoughts. He just said a few words. He said, you are going to die, aren't you? Then you should die quickly. After you die, your oldest child will kill other children, because I live with my youngest wife. When I left my first wife, the older child was very angry. He called me a magic stick on the phone and tried to kill them. So I knew that Jesus' reminder was true, so I canceled the idea of suicide and jumped into bed to sleep. I slept until 4 o'clock the next afternoon, and I was the first one. Will you still save me?
Jesus said to me again, "You don't have to kneel down. You took a stool and sat in front of the cross in your living room. Go to the kitchen and pour a glass of water and a large glass. I have a lot to tell you. I did exactly as Jesus instructed, poured a large glass of water in the kitchen and sat under the cross. As soon as I closed my eyes, something wonderful happened at once. I fought with Jesus for six years and often scolded him. " It's all called Jesus, Jesus, but this time it's wonderful. I closed my eyes and suddenly called Jesus in a very kind tone, as if calling my father exactly the same. But I don't call him dad, I call him father God. I said, Father, don't blame me for not reading your Bible. Your bible is terrible. If I do as you say, I can do nothing. What do I think if you tie me to death? Jesus said, "You bad boy, close your eyes and come with me."
He lifted me up as soon as I closed my eyes. At the gate of heaven, I saw countless people hanging their hands. Jesus' hand only shows me. They are the sentences you mentioned. Actually, I'm not judging them. I am here to confirm those who have done what I said, and I will let them enter the kingdom of heaven. I said, doesn't everyone believe that you can get in? He said, of course not. You look dirty. How can you go in? I said, I'm not going in. where am I going? He said, you look down, I see countless abyss, very dark and deep, I can't see the bottom, and each abyss is different in length. I said, why is the length of each abyss different? He said, look at your crimes on the ground. If your sin on the earth is light, put it in a short time after death. If you commit serious crimes on the ground, I will put them in a long place after I die. I said, what's the difference between long and short? He said that short words will explode faster, and if you explode your soul, you will die together. I said, "Father, you have turned right from wrong. Why did you die young when you committed a misdemeanor? " ? Why do you die after committing a felony? He said: "Of course they want to die earlier, and they want to die in hell every minute. You don't think his feelings are over. I quickly pushed Jesus away, knelt down and grabbed his robe. I was so excited that I thanked him with tears. I said, Father God, thank you very much for raising me. If you don't raise me, I'll be miserable after I die. I will go down to read the Bible every day. You say.
In fact, I was very afraid of studying, and then I immediately went to the largest Baptist theological seminary in Hong Kong to study theology. I graduated from seminary last year 1 1 month (20 14). That hell is terrible. I continue to share with you, I saw the appearance of hell, which is not terrible at all, but the pain of hell is too shocking. The pain of hell is beyond our imagination. There is a place where the pain can be so terrible that we can't stand it for a second. In this world, absolutely no one has the ability to express it in words and words. It's terrible. After I promised Jesus, he took me to heaven again. I was even more shocked when I entered the kingdom of heaven. I was shocked. I can't believe what my eyes see. There is a place that can be so beautiful. This is a wonderful country. Its beauty is beyond our imagination, and its happiness is even worse. I want to shout it out when I am happy. This is happiness. There is absolutely no language or words to express its happiness. If I can stay in heaven for an hour, it will be a great blessing. Jesus corrected my wrong thoughts in the past. He said, now you know what hell is like. If you continue to be with your underworld, you will take them to hell. You can't stand it for a second. Can they stand it? Do you call this loyalty? You killed them, not out of loyalty. Now that you know what the kingdom of heaven is, you should begin to understand that the most important thing is where I will send them after they die, so what you have to do now is to go back and open the church at once (to be continued)