And if sunrise expected, May 4th ascended the throne and became Yong Zhengdi, and May 8th finally died. Once I couldn't figure out why Ruoxi couldn't get her heart in May. Was it because Ruoxi predicted the end of May and didn't want to share joys and sorrows with him? Now, after reading the original book "Walking on Thin Ice", I understand that wishing for a single-minded and eternal life is the greatest malice to Lan Ruo and Minghui. Even if Mei ascended the throne, Ruoxi was doomed to die of depression.
Mei loved three women in her life. These three people are Defoe Jin Minghui, Fang Fujin Lan Ruo, and Ruoxi who loves but cannot. Of the three women, I admire Ming Hui the most. Although she aimed at Lan Ruo, she knew that the more she faced Lan Ruo, the more she proved her humility in love.
Minghui and Mei didn't meet several times before they got married, and they didn't say a word, but every time they met, Minghui was unforgettable. When Minghui first met Lord Baylor, he was leaning on the bridge to see the scenery. From a distance, he looks like a fairy, and he is indifferent. Since then, Lord Baylor's smile has occupied Minghui's heart.
The Qing Dynasty practiced the principle that mothers depended on their children. Compared with other brothers, May's birth is so different. Minghui's father was very opposed to this marriage, but Minghui went her own way and was desperate to marry Mei. At this point, Minghui didn't know that she was just calculated by Mei.
Mei apparently agreed to this marriage, but in fact she wanted to use the rights of uncle Minghui and her brother to do things for herself. Although Minghui only knew it afterwards, she has never regretted it since she married Mei.
Before her marriage, Minghui was a famous girl with temper and skill in Beijing. After the marriage, she propped up the whole palace by herself, keeping the house in good order so that Mei could do what she wanted with peace of mind. May is thoughtful and steady, so Minghui will restrain her temper and dare not do anything about May. She put away her pre-marital elegance and set her mind at ease to be the woman behind the May 8th Movement, but she wanted to win the hearts and minds of the people.
But May turned and married Lan Ruo. Even if Lan Ruo doesn't have him in his heart, he loves him without hesitation. Minghui can't stand Lan Ruo, but because of Mei's love for Lan Ruo, she can only take a small private trip to get back at Lan Ruo. Although Minghui can be tricky in the face of love, she is the only one who deserves plum blossom.
Mei never gets carried away when she is praised by the Eight Immortals. Mei was scolded by the emperor, but she was still supercilious. When the new year comes, May doesn't want to be seen as a joke. She lied that she was not feeling well and hid at home. She could have stayed at home, but she stood alone in court, fighting for May 8th. During the Spring Festival, the couplets written by the emperor to others are all greetings, and only Ba Fujin is absorbed in introspection. With a smile, thoughtful manners and elegant manners, she silenced all those who wanted to see Mei's jokes.
Ruoxi was deeply impressed by Ming Hui's humiliation and couldn't help saying to Ming Hui, I admire what you just did. It's really hard to get you to be so generous and decent in the face of all kinds of eyes.
Minghui smiled: What are you afraid of if you can't afford to lose now? What I can do for Lord Baylor now is to preserve his dignity. I just want everyone to know that we don't need anyone's sympathy, and no one can step on us. In fact, you can, too, if he exists in your heart.
Minghui can afford the king's facade. She is more flexible and responsible than May. What Lan Ruo was most worried about before his death was that he would bear the title of "May Day Fujin" after his death, and he would be buried in peace and unable to meet his beloved castle peak. In order to reassure my sister, Ruoxi begged Mei and Lanruo to divorce. May hesitated. Mei divorced his wife and needed the emperor's nod. At this time, Yongzheng was trying to find trouble with Mei. If Lan Ruo divorced without authorization, would Yongzheng not be caught?
At the critical moment, Minghui suddenly appeared, personally grinding ink for May 8th, freeing May 8th. She told Mei that if Yongzheng wanted to make trouble with him, everything he did was wrong. Why should he care about making more mistakes now that the end is sealed?
Ruoxi was deeply moved and offered to thank Minghui. Minghui didn't want to have anything to do with Ruoxi, and deliberately said: You don't have to thank me. I did it for myself. I've been fighting with your sister all my life, but your sister has never been in love. What a big joke. I've been fighting imaginary people all my life. I don't want to fight with her underground. She is leaving, and I am glad to see her off.
Minghui said she did it for herself, but her mouth was hard and her heart was soft. If she really does it for herself, this is the best time for her to get back at Lan Ruo. As long as she doesn't agree to May's divorce, Lan Ruo will definitely be upset. But as a woman, she sympathized with Lan Ruo's experience. So I would rather be punished by Yongzheng, and let Lan Ruo leave with peace of mind.
I admire Minghui very much. She does good without leaving a name, does not want to owe others a favor, and does not want others to be ashamed of her. It's a pity that Gege, who dares to love and hate and is a good family, has never entered May's heart.
Minghui has always wondered why she has made so many sacrifices for May, but she still can't get the attention of May. If Lan just smiles casually, she can make Mei miss her heart, forget it? Is this life? In fact, Sister Mingyu's words tell the truth that she is not taken seriously.
Mingyu is Minghui's own sister. When she reconciled with Ruoxi, she said: My sister was very smart since she was a child and didn't want to do anything. The Ming Hui Gege in the Forbidden City was not a hollow name. Although your sister is an outstanding equestrian, you haven't seen mine. Compared with my sister, your sister is just a firework, a little more refined and less practical, but women are still a little more refined.
There is a saying in Marriage in the Prosperous Age: A woman is too strong to be cherished or even pitied. Why doesn't she know? She refused to show weakness and didn't dare to look forward to it, but because she didn't want to be disappointed and was afraid of getting hurt.
For May, Minghui washed her hands and made soup, restrained all her brilliance and lost herself. She knew that Mei liked Ruoxi. In order to make him happy, she proposed to Lan Ruo and let Ruoxi in. No woman wants to share her husband with other women, and neither does Minghui. But as Defoe in May, as long as May is happy, she is willing to give everything. She is not without pain, but this kind of pain is more tolerable than losing Mei.
A woman like her is the most suitable housewife anywhere. But it is precisely because she has the ability and doesn't know how to show weakness that May thinks that she can do anything and face anything. Later, Minghui was distressed by Yongzheng, always aiming at May, and ran to the palace to satirize Ruoxi, which led to Ruoxi's abortion. Yongzheng ordered Mei to divorce Minghui.
Mei thought that Minghui could adjust her state without him, but she didn't know that her heart was already riddled with holes and couldn't stand any harm. After the divorce, she set a fire at home and set herself on fire.
At this time, Mei cried and said with emotion: When she was alive, she was the only one who stayed by the couch day and night; When everyone abandoned it, only she was relieved; She fully supported me when I argued, and she agreed with me when I abandoned her. There are pearls around me, and I'm still looking for them everywhere. Who in the world is more stupid than me? I tried my best to get her, but I never cherished her. I only see her superficial scheming, but I don't understand her inner tenderness.
Yes, if Minghui doesn't love Mei, why should she be jealous with Lan Ruo for an unnecessary love? How can she be so anxious and sad that she can't eat because Mei is good to Lanre? If she doesn't really love Mei, how can she be willing to go to jail with Mei and suffer with him?
Mei missed Minghui, which was the biggest loss in his life. Nothing is more painful than losing the person who loves you the most. Without Minghui, who will pity him, share joys and sorrows with him, and be willing to pay for him and be his strong backing?
When Mei saw Lan Ruo, Lan Ruo was only 15 years old. She is a dashing and unrestrained girl on the grassland. She was attracted to May because she accidentally followed Amar back to Beijing to report on her work. That day, the weather was surprisingly good. Lan Ruo is riding a horse on an uphill slope. She is very good at riding horses, and her laughter spreads all over the forest like a bell. She was so happy that people couldn't help laughing.
Mei tried to get to know Lan Ruo and begged the emperor to marry Lan Ruo, but he was surprised to learn from his mother that the emperor was going to give him Lan Ruo as a blessing. Mei was so excited that he searched many places before finding the precious jade bracelet with phoenix blood. He wanted her to be happy, but on their wedding night, he lifted the veil and found Lan Ruo crying.
Mei noticed something was wrong and sent someone to investigate the reason. It's a pity that the person who went to investigate was discovered by Lan Ruo's father. He turned Qingshan into a striker and killed him on the battlefield. Lan Ruo was pregnant when she knew about it. She was very sad. Not only was she ill, but she also lost her child. Since then, she has been chanting scriptures every day, and she has become more and more indifferent to May.
Mei once told other brothers that the love between men and women is just icing on the cake, and it doesn't last long. He was used to the indifference of the world since he was a child, and lived deliberately for big plans. Whether it's Brother Ten, Brother Jiu Ge, Brother Fourteen, or his marriage with Minghui, he calculated it step by step.
But Lan Ruo wasn't. He really likes this girl. His life is full of too much pain, and Lan Ruo's laughter makes him feel happy and relaxed. He is calculating every day, and his nerves are tense. Lan Ruo's appearance is like a good medicine, so that he can have a rest.
As the saying goes, what you can't get is the best, and what you can easily get is often not cherished, and what you can't get is even more reluctant. If you get it, you won't cherish it.
Taking Mei as a person, if Lan Ruo is as lively and happy as before after marriage for a long time, Mei will not think that she is different, but will pay attention to a woman with a completely different personality from Lan Ruo. It was Lan Ruo's two faces before and after marriage that made Mei doubt herself. He is the Eight Immortals King that everyone praises. How many women want to marry him, but Lan Ruo suffers from marrying him. He can't accept this reality.
Minghui is Zhu Shazhi, because it is too easy to get, so I don't know how to cherish it. Lan Ruo is like Bai Yueguang. The more you can't get it, the more you can't let it go. He hoped that Lan Ruo could regain its former happiness. In order to get Lan Ruo's love, no matter how indifferent Lan Ruo is to him, he will send someone to take care of Lan Ruo's daily life.
For women who can't be spoiled, servants will bully others. However, in the king's place, no one dared to target, even Di Fujin, who could only taunt her with words.
May likes Lan Ruo, so he was very happy when he found that Josie and Lan Ruo looked like each other. He took Ruoxi's hand and watched her kick the shuttlecock carefree, as if he had seen Lan Ruo in the past. He hoped that Ruoxi could replace Lan Ruo and round up the regret that he and Lan Ruo could not fall in love.
He gave Lan Ruo a bracelet and a whip. Although he always told Ruoxi, at first he found that Ruoxi and Lan Ruo were similar in three points, so he took care of her. Later, it was found that Ruoxi and Lan Ruo had completely different personalities, especially Ruoxi said that I controlled my own destiny, which made him agree with Ruoxi.
However, if the sunrise knows clearly that Mei's devotion to Lan Ruo has become a habit, it is as if his eyes will show disappointment when he sees that Xi Xi can't ride a horse. He and Ruoxi are together, but they just want to make up for their love for Lan Ruo.
Lan Ruo never loved May from beginning to end. She thinks that Mei investigated Castle Peak and caused Castle Peak to die. This hatred made it impossible for her to face May calmly. On May 8th, I never defended myself, and I didn't speak my mind until several years later. At that time, he just wanted to know why Lan Ruo was unhappy when he married him, and never thought of hurting Castle Peak. He didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of him. He was very sad.
He feels that some things don't need to be explained. If Lan Ruo hates him and makes himself feel better, he is willing to bear this injustice. But because he didn't explain, Lan Ruo misunderstood, and both of them were very painful.
Later, Mei had no hope for the throne and was ill in bed. Lan Ruo said: I once couldn't get rid of hate because of love. If the sunrise says, since I put it down, there will be no pain. I used to hate you, but now I know that the person who has always made me unhappy is myself.
Lan Ruo loved Castle Peak all his life. Even after he died, he was the only one in his heart. For Lan Ruo, she leads a miserable and happy life. Happiness is because she and Qingshan really love each other and experienced the sweetness of love when they were alive. Unfortunately, because she was worried about the death of Qingshan, she trapped herself in hatred and lived in sadness all her life.
If May can tell the truth earlier, maybe this marriage will be different, and maybe this is their destiny. There are many regrets in the world. Love without asking is the most common regret in the world. Mei and Lan Ruo were doomed to be victims of the emperor's balance of power because of their untimely birth.
May likes Ruoxi, and Ruoxi is interested in May. Ruoxi is a person who travels through the past, and his mind is the idea of equality and monogamy advocated by modern people. Before staying with Mei, she also wanted to like her sister Lan Ruo's husband. Isn't that terrible? But when I think that I am not Lan Ruo's sister, I feel less guilty.
When Ruoxi entered the palace as an official, he often wrote to Mei and told each other his thoughts. Mei gave her a jade bracelet with phoenix blood, which she has been wearing all the time. Mei thinks Ruoxi is already his woman. So he told Minghui that he likes Ruoxi, and only if Ruoxi is with him can he be happy.
In order to make Mei happy, Minghui can only endure jealousy and tell Lan Ruo about it. Only if Lan Ruo doesn't object, take the initiative to mention this matter with Ruoxi, and Ruoxi can get married peacefully. Lan Ruo doesn't love Mei, but she knows Mei. He is loyal to others and will be kind to Ruoxi. Since May is interested in Ruoxi, she is willing to promote this marriage.
Who knows Lan Ruo told Ruoxi about it, but Ruoxi firmly opposed it. I can't face Lan Ruo with a clear conscience, and I don't want to be among a few women. I don't want to be jealous of May, and I don't want to be polite to Defoe Jin Minghui because I don't have a strong family background. I call her sister. What I want is the love of two people for life, and I can't tolerate others.
I only feel ridiculous when I look at Ruoxi's refusal with such confidence. Since she wants her own love, she shouldn't know that Mei has a wife and children still with him, thinking that Mei is only by her side. What she did was unfair to Minghui, Lan Ruo and Wang Hong.
Seeing that Ruoxi and Mei have been in love for many years, even settled down and lived in the grassland privately, and then refused to marry Mei after returning to Beijing, I finally understood the reason why Ruoxi could not be sincere. Because Ruoxi wants not only power and wealth, but also love her alone, so that the beloved person is willing to die for her and let go of all greatness.
The prerequisite for her to marry Mei is to ask Mei to give up fighting for the throne. May spent half her life plotting power. This matter has been integrated into his life. How can he let go? If the sunrise thought that she advised Mei to put down the throne, she loved Mei too much and didn't want to see him die in prison. I think that love is selfish. To truly love someone is to understand his thoughts like Minghui, and he is willing to accompany him even if there is an abyss ahead.
Ruoxi is different from Lan Ruo and Minghui. They have only loved one man in their life, but Ruoxi is different. She loved many people and asked for too much love. She is with the May 4th Movement. After the May 4th movement, Ruoxi had no birthright in the palace, but everyone in the palace knew that she belonged to the May 4th movement.
No matter out of courtesy or upbringing, she should pay tribute to the queen, but she has never given her a good look and never really looked at the princess for the New Year. She was in a bad mood, and the emperor asked the queen to comfort her. When she saw the queen, she never smiled. If the sunrise is very conscious, she deliberately tempted the May 4th Movement, saying that she wanted to be a queen and kept him away from thinking about the princess.
Mei refused, and Ruoxi sighed: You still don't love me enough.
I really find it ridiculous to see her so lost. The Queen and Nianfei knew the May 4th Movement before her, and they were very famous. Why do they want to abstain from sex? Just because Sunrise likes May 4th, let May 4th revolve around her? Did she pay more for May than the Empress, or did she have children for Yongzheng, and had a brother like Nian Gengyao to help the emperor?
She has nothing but wants everything. It's just a pipe dream. Originally, she could have died in the palace, but later, she and Mei couldn't stand Mei's kindness to the Queen and Nianfei, so they moved out of the palace and became Mei's side Fujin. She knew in her heart that this marriage was nominal, but she never considered that she had a wife and children on May 14.
The arrival of Ruoxi disrupted their lives. If Zhaoxia is willing to explain to them, she only has the emperor in her heart, or she is dying and just wants to find a quiet place. But she didn't explain anything. May 14 likes her and goes to her room all day. What woman won't feel bad?
After reading the original book on thin ice, I hate Ruoxi more and more, and I also understand why Mei lost to Mei. Because Ruoxi and Mei are the same kind of people, they are too affectionate. They don't cherish what they get easily, and only regret it when they lose it.
Perhaps, this is what they get for not respecting their feelings and wanting to be alone in love, but losing everything!