It's no secret that I like staying up late. I stayed up late, in a daze. Sometimes staying up late is really not sleepy. When I finish writing and save the document, I will have an abnormal sense of satisfaction.

The phrase "staying up late is a dog" is said to myself almost once a day.

However, no matter how sleepy during the day, no matter how many flags are set up, they are forgotten at night.

There was a time when I stayed up hard, as if I had a grudge against the sun. The bright day is not my own at all. Only when night falls can the whole person inject an incredible vitality.

When I turned on the bedside lamp, it was like a beginning ceremony, which made me formally enter the amusement park after a day of disaster and suffering. I feel relaxed and relaxed: I am free.

During the day, you don't have to face a world full of contempt chains, and you don't have to care about other people's eyes.

Night is the time for you to get along with yourself.

I also know that staying up late has many disadvantages. I often see people in the circle of friends forwarding the words "staying up late = sudden death, the harm has just begun" and "staying up late is not inspirational, it is overdraft". You don't have to click to know what it is.

In Weibo, we often see the news of sudden death after staying up late, or someone who stayed up late for a long time went to the hospital for examination and found that he had symptoms of premature aging.

Yes, I admit it's terrible.

Forget it. Who can stand premature aging?

In our twenties, we are described as the newborn sun, the best time, but now we are old-fashioned because we stay up late.

Every time I discussed skin care with my friends before, I didn't agree with the fairy water and the little brown bottle. It seems that my student days have just passed, and I feel too young to use those things. But one day standing in front of the mirror, I found that my dark circles were getting heavier and heavier, and there were more and more pimples on my forehead. Suddenly I feel that I am drifting away on the road of grade three.

When I was in college, I occasionally went to sing k games with my friends all night. The next morning, I was still full of energy and tireless. Now I can feel the obvious trance and hardship, and I can clearly hear my heartbeat until late at night.

In my early twenties, I finally lost the inexhaustible energy and tireless body I imagined, and my passion could no longer support my life.

Getting old is not a big deal. Drink hot water from the beginning, force yourself to go to bed early, pay attention to your health, control the intake of tar content, and avoid headaches after drunkenness.

However, even though I know it's bad to stay up late, I still can't quit.

The stay-up party in the circle of friends is self-contained, and even if they know all the truth, they are still willing to sneak around in the middle of the night.

In order to show their diligence, people often ask, "Have you seen the city at 4 am?"

Party member, who stayed up late, sneered and retorted, "Don't mention the city at four in the morning. As long as it is early in the morning, when have we never seen the city? "

Probably, the color of the night makes people feel covered, and the night seems to be a reason to wave, a wild and crazy opportunity.

There are too many rules in this world. You should put on makeup, wear formal clothes, smile politely, remember to say thank you at any time, never cry in front of people, even if you are angry, tell yourself, "Forget it, it doesn't matter."

We don't like this, but we must abide by the rules of the game. Hide your true self in front of your parents and take care of each other in front of your lover.

No one knows the crying and numbness in our hearts. We can only wait for the arrival of the night and give ourselves a chance to examine ourselves.

You can lie prone on the bed, walk around barefoot, sit on the carpet, code words, eat instant noodles, drink, and don't wash your face or make up.

Only this time, you don't have to worry about other people's feelings, don't worry about offending, don't worry about being laughed at and chanting.

Fin,

Every day, I struggle between "swearing not to stay up late" and "continuing to stay up late". Even though I categorically say that staying up late is a belief and I am free, I still can't help but be afraid of aging.

Forget it, put up another flag: I'll go to bed early tomorrow and stay up late as a dog.