Is it love? It seems not as pure as love, but I like to call it a kind of love. Maybe they really love each other. Tian Xiaoe, she's just a la Traviata. Although her experience is somewhat complicated, she is a pure girl. Although she has the idea of breaking the shackles and longing for freedom, she has no courage to break through the cage alone. The final result of her obsession with men is that she can't afford to be destroyed. Sadly, alas. It can be said that Tian Xiaoe is the reflection of many women who have fought against the ethical code, and the birth of Tian Xiaoe is doomed to be a tragedy. Born in poverty, she was forced to become a concubine and became a tool for others to indulge and "preserve health". Maybe she doesn't even count the delivery tools. Except Guo is in her room once or twice a month, she has to pee in the pot. The greatest happiness of her life was like a mirror, which was smashed to pieces until the black baby appeared.

Heiwa is just a naughty child who ran away from home for the first time. The first time I saw her, he was willing to put all his enthusiasm, confidence and enthusiasm into love. He can give everything to marry her as much as possible. In the end, his young years left a strong impression on life, but when the novelty of love passed, he did have a "rebellious body" and a lasting affection for a woman, but his pursuit of life was more important, so that he began to make a revolution and eventually left Xiao E to become a bandit. Although it is true that he can't give her glory, it is also true that he can realize his life value higher without her.

I think there should be a first love between Heiwa and Tian Xiaoe. They may really want to love, but he didn't know how to love when he was young. Tian Xiaoe doesn't want much, but they live a stable life. She feels that no matter how hard and tired she is, she can face it together. But Heiwa doesn't think so. Heiwa wants to be a hero in Tian Xiaoe. He has his own self-esteem He wanted to get ahead, but it backfired. He became a bandit leader, which was almost far from his wish. He didn't want his beloved Tian Xiaoe to see him down and out. While he was struggling, Tian Xiaoe desperately waited for him but had to survive. He is doomed to fail Tian Xiaoe's love, Tian Xiaoe's phrase "As long as you are here, I am not afraid of anything", and Tian Xiaoe. Young people give love the courage to love, but forget to give him the wisdom to get along with.

Under the background of that era, Heiwa still wanted to be the hero of Little E, but Little E didn't want any heroes. She just wants to live a stable life with Heiwa. But Heiwa is gone after all. He never imagined that without Tian Xiaoe, her only lifeline would be gone. Tian Xiaoe was desperate. She is so desperate, as long as someone treats herself better, she can deliver everything, so she and Bai Xiaowen are together, but she is still looking forward to Heiwa coming back to take her away one day, but her fate is always so bumpy, and Tian Xiaoe's life is too bitter. She didn't wait for Heiwa to take her away as before, but waited for death.

Perhaps it can be said that the vigorous time when I met her was not the most appropriate time.