1. Living in Wuhan is a course worth celebrating. For me, there are two biggest challenges. One is the lack of support from my husband at home, and the other is the tension and fear of getting along with others.

When I come to a strange place, I don't worry about getting lost and being cheated. What should I do? Can I learn anything? What should I do if I meet bad people in a strange place? I'm not worried about this, and I'm not afraid of it. My only worry is what to do if I don't get along well with the friends I want to meet, what others think of me, and how can I get along with them?

3. When I know this card point, I have the consciousness to do things in the direction I don't want. I also met people I thought I couldn't reach before, and then I got along with them with awareness to see what was going on at the bottom of my relationship with them.

The first person I met was my classmate+best friend whom I hadn't seen for more than ten years. I used to pass by Jinan and didn't want to contact. The fear in my heart is that my appearance is not good enough. I am old and my skin is not good, which makes people see that my life is unhappy. I am not satisfied that I am not at home. My belief is that I have to dress appropriately and beautifully to meet my classmates, but now I am eager to contact others. When I have the courage to take this step. I don't have that many interpretations in my mind. What comes out from the bottom is my poor appearance, afraid to meet familiar people.

I haven't seen Xiaoyao. I've been thinking about what kind of people God will arrange for me to be with. Can I get along with people without any attachment or judgment? I don't think I can do it. I will worry about what will happen to people who are not my favorite. Actually, I feel comfortable living in a single room, but I know I can't experience moldy meals with people. What are the stages? What's the point? I found that Xiaoyao and I still belong to the same kind of people. We can get along and talk. Cheerful, enthusiastic and comfortable to get along with others, but Xiaoyao stayed for one night and left.

5. Then I met Yan and stayed with me for the second night. She's just the type I wouldn't touch before. I wanted to change rooms, but then I changed my mind. If you escape today and meet this type of person again in the future, you still can't get along, so you just bite the bullet and move in. Yan belongs to a relatively small person, full of top-notch temperament, long growth time and high spirituality. When I met her, I was very high. I can't help but classify me and her into two categories. When I talk to her, it's like you and us. I am attached to her and attached to her external image. When chatting at night, I asked her to answer. I could see that she didn't ask her, and she didn't want to talk to me in depth. I felt embarrassed, but she didn't. She thinks it's normal, but I don't. I feel embarrassed to live together without talking. Later, I thought it was my restricted belief. People are different, not all people can talk to each other, and not all people should sincerely open their hearts to each other. I understand your needs, and the other party also has the need to refuse, so I know I can ignore them.

6. Zheng Hong, a person I have always known but never met, I am worried that she will be disappointed when she sees me. Why do I feel this way? I should behave well to satisfy others. If I don't behave well, I want to avoid being unwilling to face it. In fact, I am still dissatisfied with myself and my growth image, so I will be more nervous when I see others. Even if others don't think so, I will unconsciously interpret various scenes. Just as I wrote this, I suddenly realized that I have been doing it according to the standards of good people. What should I do? But I don't like it. So I'm embarrassed. My fear of getting along with others comes from that I don't like it, but my belief tells me I have to do it, so I automatically react to escape this uncomfortable feeling. I always thought I had trouble communicating with people? Actually, it's not. It's internal division. On the one hand, I don't want to do this, on the other hand, I limit myself to do so. In fact, I just need to make myself comfortable and get along with others. For example, I always feel that I must be warm, polite and say hello when I meet you. I don't want to, but I still want it. Self-worth is not high, and I always want to please. Be seen. In fact, when you see the light, others can see you. Instead of this, it is better to grow up and let yourself live as a bright light.

7. Thanks for meeting Cong Jie, Yun Xiu, Shi Lingling, Lawyer Liang, Hu Meilai, Xiao Fang,.

8. Walking on the road in Wuhan, it is raining. I took an umbrella and sailed to my desired destination. There are several wrong intersections, strange places, unfamiliar places, and I am not flustered at all. I noticed, because I have a clear destination and a clear route guide. Even if I make a mistake, I have a clear target route in my heart, which can lead me back to the right route, so I am in no hurry.

So is our life. We are confused, flustered, anxious and miserable because we have no goal, no route guidance and no tutor's guidance. Even if we all have the ability to see whether this matter is right or not, we can't succeed and can't persist.

9. There is another consciousness today. I am afraid and run away from sincere and wise people, because I think I am fake. When the fake meets the real one, I will feel guilty, dare not approach, and will slip away easily. Maybe I want to express my sincerity, but I can't. I only have falsehood. The bottom layer of falsehood is fear of rejection, fear of injury and fear of not being recognized. So I just leave to isolate and escape.

10. After talking about money and energy in the afternoon, my shoulder hurts, but I can't see the underlying reason.

1 1. I had breakfast in the hotel this morning. I want to eat another bowl after eating medicated beef powder, but I don't have the courage to ask for it. Various entanglements, various interpretations of my mind, if I can eat so much, it will make people laugh. Later, I kept asking myself. Do you really want to eat, or do you think you can't get back to your roots if you don't eat too much? Ask repeatedly. I really want to eat, that's my answer. So I went to ask for another beef powder, obviously feeling the unhappiness of the guy who cooked the powder, but finally I said thank you to him loudly. Emotion is his, and he has the right to have it. Does not affect me. I still ate a bowl of beef powder happily and contentedly. Satisfied. I'm really sorry if I don't eat.

12. I don't feel anything about energy. The field energy is obviously insufficient and the field control ability is not good. I always feel that Zhou Fan, a flash body, has been degraded by these arranged energies for several grades.

13. On Saturday night, I went to my sister's house to accompany you and met Miss Yu Qian, Miss Catkin, Miss Liu Feng, and a teacher, Yue Yue and Yuanyuan. This atmosphere feels love and is accepted and allowed by the housekeeper. Teacher Yu Qian prepared pizza. Thank you most, Mr. Liu Feng, for hugging me twice. Thank you for giving me strength. The teacher is so powerful and loving. And so sincere. Hugging the teacher is so healing. Be yourself, the most beautiful light in live high.