I wear a size 40 coat, and my waistline is full of fat. If you lower your head a little, you can see layers of chin.

Fortunately, my sister is more beautiful every year. But she is still not satisfied with her words. Her latest name on MSN is "Yeah, why do you think I'm drifting?"

Bright? ! "

Yes, my sister's name is Dai Yaya and my name is Dai. We are three years apart, but we are almost two generations. We walked together and no one believed me.

Children are sisters. Yes, how can an elephant be a family with a light bird?

Moving to another city and leaving old friends is like transferring to another school. My sister soon had a large number of new friends, classmates and classmates; net

Friends and netizens, like snowballs, keep dating all day.

My life is very static. I type in front of the computer during the day. I like the job of computer typist. It's quiet and mechanical. Stay at home at night

Make couch potatoes and watch Korean and Japanese dramas and domestic idol dramas endlessly.

During the summer vacation, my father gave up all his work and prepared to take a family self-help tour in the car. "Yiyi, you can go wherever you want." old

Dad's face is full of enthusiasm and energy.

What a familiar way to ask questions. I was distracted for a moment. I don't know when a hearty voice came from-"Yiyi, whatever you want."

Aim at it! "

A boy who looks like a millionaire when he clearly has only 5 yuan in his pocket. It's such a warm and lovely tone, doing everything like this, so annoying?

I will dedicate all the beautiful things in the world to you, as long as you smile brightly. ...

Although I almost couldn't control myself in front of the hot and fragrant food stall, I finally only ate a bowl of bean curd vermicelli soup and gave him more than half.

If he doesn't do it in the bowl, I threaten him, "If I become fat ogita, do you think you can still lift me?" Ogita, ogita, beautiful cob.

Lord, this name makes me vaguely sad.

When my mother saw my slouches, a pile of voices called me, "Yiyi, Yiyi, we are counting on you this time. We'll go wherever you say. "

"Swan Lake" I tried to restore calm and gently reported a place name, "a rural place, not very famous." I tried to say flatly, "I've heard it before.

I'm sorry, I want to see it, okay? "After six years, the longing buried in my heart finally jumped out bravely one day.

I smell dirt and hay in the wind. Gradually the smell of water came out, yes, that's what he said, the smell of green water.

Dao, I know, Swan Lake is coming soon.

He said a lot that day, and he and I were very happy that day. Graduation performance of the classic ballet "Swan Lake", starring name.

The order was finally settled. The harsh teacher has 1000 choices, and he and I will play ogita who is turned into a swan by the devil.

The princess and the handsome prince desperate to save her.

He drank beer for the first time in his life, turned red and said a lot to me-

"When I was in the fifth grade, I watched the Spring Festival Gala and saw Yang li Ping's" Two Trees ". She is wearing a small Dai shirt, showing her belly, so she can see clearly.

Body movement from abdomen to navel. I was shocked. It turns out that dancing can make the body so magical. I secretly went to Swan Lake, which looks like a lake.

Like a mirror, it is clear and bright. I lifted my clothes and began to imitate. Seeing that my figure is so beautiful, I made up my mind to study.

Dance! "

"One day I stood on the ground with my legs crossed and almost fell down. I said I had to go down. I pressed hard and the whole person fell down. It's too painful!

Fortunately, the grass is soft, otherwise the ligament may be torn. "He spit spit tongue.

For the first time, he broke into the examination center of the dance school to himself, dressed in baggy clothes and flushed, and stammered, "accept me, accept me, me."

Learn to dance! "

The headmaster thought he was funny and casually asked him where he was from. He replied, "Swan Lake." There was a burst of laughter in the recruitment classroom. He didn't hear laughter, like

Spinning endlessly on tiptoe like a top, the movements are disorganized, but the limbs are incredibly soft, and everyone is silent at once.

"Swan Lake, outstanding people." The headmaster's face lit up with excitement. "Who did you learn from?"

"TV." He lowered his head and said, "But I have no money. Will you accept me? I must study hard and dance well! "

"Close the door!" The headmaster made a decision on the spot. "You were born to dance!"

Mom and dad took their sister to other places. I can see they want to leave me some space. I sat down by Swan Lake with my knees in my arms and let go.

Hair bands let my hair fall freely and cover my swollen face. I used to like to tie my hair in a bun, revealing a smooth forehead, a small oval face, and

Have a slender neck. I'm wearing a white badminton headdress, a bare-shouldered bra, a rustling multi-layer nylon yarn skirt and my arms waving like wings.

Spinning, is elegant and pure swan princess ogita, also true and unreal, lovely. Ogita and her prince danced a lyric pas de deux, sometimes snuggling up to each other and sometimes jumping into the air. That familiar feeling rings in my ears.

Orchestral melody, violin as passionate as a song, cello echo. He and I participated in the selection of graduation performance in one go.

The duet of this dance got the highest score, so we couldn't help being happy and going out hand in hand to celebrate.

"Why did you tell me so much?" There was no cup that day, so we put the bottle mouth together, you took a sip and I drank beer.

"Because I know that you are the best girl in the world for me ..."

"Stop it ..." I stopped him from going on. I don't need any gratitude or return from him at all, even,

I don't want him to know at all.

As if he didn't hear it, he stared at the brand-new dancing shoes on his feet and said, "Dai,

I must repay you in my way! "The second half of the sentence, he said very hard.

Where is he now? What are you doing? He has forgotten me for a long time, isn't that what I've been hoping for? dance

Prince, there is no way to break the spell of ogita who has become a fat man.

Yeah, who can break the fat man's spell? I don't want to stay any longer. I’m going home. Dad started the car quickly. Oh, my god, no.

Satisfied, the car left in place. Dad checked and announced that there was no water in the water tank.

"I'll get the water!" Yaya volunteered to carry water. "Ha ha, I haven't seen Swan Lake yet!" "

After a while, she came back with a person to help her carry the bucket. "Qin Lang, the ballet teacher." I'm Beibei

While busy introducing, Qin Lang has helped dad to add water to the water tank. "My hometown is here." Qin Lang said, "why are you here? Ordinary tourists can't find it here. "

"It's my sister!" Yaya put her head into the car to see if it wanted to introduce me to Qin Lang. Oh, my God, my heart has stopped beating.

Yes, that's him! I curled up and did not move. If I can, I really want to fold myself up and stuff it under the car seat.

Go down.

"Ha ha, she fell asleep, the car has air conditioning. Hehe, my sister is particularly afraid of heat. Is she fat? " Beibei explained enthusiastically.

The car started. "Let's take you back to the city. Anyway, they are all on the road! " Beibei warmly invited each other, and you can think of it with your toes.

Because Qin Lang is a handsome boy. They talked from time to time along the way, and Ya Ya asked Qin Lang if she could dance there.

"Every time I go home and see a mirror-like lake, people are like electricity. I can't help jumping up. "

He hasn't changed a bit. Every syllable of his struck into my heart like a nail.

I leaned back in the back seat, face inward, pretending to be asleep, and my heart was no longer strong enough to think about anything.

Near a crossroads, Qin Lang asked to put him down and left a sentence "Come and play when you are free", just like a cloud floating away.

Left, I quietly looked at his beautiful back. "Look, it's the same name as my sister!" Beibei cried. I jumped up.

A striking sign flashed outside the window-Yiyi Ballet Hall. I feel that my heart is about to jump out of my chest, but I am sad.

Heel, even if Yi Yi stood in front of him alive, he wouldn't recognize it. Nothing, nothing, I'm glad and sorry at once.

He didn't recognize me. If I saw his incredible eyes, I would rather die at once.

After coming back from Swan Lake, I became less and less active. Yaya proposed to go to Qin Langkai's ballet studio to learn ballet and put the others.

It's not a pity to throw away all taekwondo and piano lessons.

Yaya's dance career is progressing smoothly. Every time she comes home, she chatters like a bird. How can Qin Lang repay her and each other?

Three girls are making rapid progress. They were chosen to dance "Four Little Swan".

"Qin Lang bureaucratic invited us to drink tea with bread. He only allows us to drink black tea. You can treat it as a small thing by yourself.

Relieve hunger and eat less. "

"After lunch, we sat on the floor of the training room, and Qin Lang showed us a good film. British "Jump Out of My Sky"

Have you seen Sister Di? In other words, a boy's father wanted him to learn boxing, and he insisted on learning ballet regardless. Qin Lang

Jumping around with the people in the movie, as if the little boy in the movie was him ... "

"But, Qin Lang, everything is fine, but one thing-"Yaya suddenly turned around, "stingy! He has several treasures. Absolutely not.

You can touch it. We are going to rehearse the fragment of Swan Lake, and we want to borrow it from him and do it. He won't die. "

"What baby?" I can hardly help asking.

"I must have a good jump. I want to jump first among the four little swans. Will Qin Lang let me jump on the swan princess? Oh, auggie.

Tower, Qin Lang has been looking for ogita in his mind ... "At night, Ya Ya was still chanting Qin Lang until she fell asleep.

Beibei's face is full of sweet longing. Looking at her, I feel a little lonely, not sad, not jealous, just lonely.

Single. I rolled out of bed and limped to the living room. Standing in front of the disc rack, you can find the disc accurately at a glance-

Jump out of my world. I have bought it for a long time, but I have been afraid to read it, for fear that it will easily evoke the kind of loss and sadness in my heart.

The TV screen lit up a little, the melody of Swan Lake sounded, and Brett, the youngest son of the miner, made a beautiful jump.

Appear in front of me ...

In the training room in the morning, I quietly pushed open the door and a figure flew past me. Gee, I thought I got up the most.

What about the students who practiced early? I looked down and suddenly found a little blood on the floor. Take a closer look. Oh, my God, it's him.

He was barefoot, with blood on his toes and soles. Leo's soles are very thin. The harder you practice, the faster it will decompose. He practiced so hard that his shoes were finished soon.

Although the tuition has been reduced, the money for shoes is flying in the sky. I quietly bought a dozen boys' dancing shoes and stuffed them into his locker. attend a class

Seeing him wearing new dancing shoes, I looked around shyly and confusedly, and my heart was full of joy.

Later, I calculated the speed of his shoes consumption and sent him "shells" regularly. But he is very stubborn, except for class, he usually trains.

I still practice barefoot and don't want to wear shoes at all. I turned around and was covered in blood. Finally, I couldn't bear it, so I jumped out and accused him.

This is self-abuse. His eyes lit up, he grabbed me firmly and shouted, "Here we are. Now you can't run away, can you?"

When I was lost in memories, I watched the little actor Jamie Bell struggling in the street, reminding me that life is constant.

Jump out of the box and get rid of the bondage ... I was touched by a crisp feeling in the lake, and I finally said to myself: Otherwise, I'll go secretly again.

See the way he dances now?

The "Yiyi Ballet Hall" was very quiet, and no one was there when I went in. I took off my heavy platform shoes and stepped on the floor trembling.

Polished handrails and floor-to-ceiling mirrors all look familiar, as if they left yesterday. Suddenly, my eyes stopped, the training hall.

On the inner wall, a dozen pairs of ballet shoes with different postures were put into a big dance shoe. Bow round head type

Sample, really jump bandage on the stage, as if as long as tied, moving melody will spin on the feet!

I couldn't help but take it off. Every pair of shoes was marked with the year, ogita 1999, ogita 2000 … ogita 2004.

In 2008, my hands trembled a little.

"Who are you looking for?" I heard the door creak behind me, and a group of people poured in. A familiar voice asked.

"pa!" Ogita 2004 slipped from my hand. This is a pair of satin dances interwoven by dark blue, light gold and light pink.

Shoes. My first action was to turn my palm to cover my face, which was completely subconscious.

"Sister!" Beibei cried.

"Wow!" There are already girls screaming. I looked at my fat figure. I don't belong here anymore.

He came step by step, surrounded by a group of beautiful girls like swans, and I began to have difficulty breathing. He squatted down and picked it up.

A pair of beautiful dancing shoes. Brush a little dust off it with your hand. When he stood up, he gave me a little surprised look. I have a pair.

Delicate feet that are absolutely out of proportion to the huge body. At this moment, I really hope to get rid of this ugly skin, just like Princess ogita's last battle.

Defeated the devil's magic, revealing a delicate figure and a bright smile.

Miracle, it can't happen again, and I can't afford such danger.

The price is.

Six years ago, he and I became the best candidates for Princess Swan and Prince Alfred.

Co-starring in our graduation performance. Half a month before the premiere, when we rehearsed the duet,

When he helped me, he felt very hard, and it got harder every time. I'm gaining weight irrepressibly now.

In my sad and clumsy eyes. He gritted his teeth and endured secrecy.

Finally, one day, in the fierce rotation, the back of my skirt suddenly stretched open, and he worked hard for it.

In order to cover her, she danced very close to me. I shivered and felt his hot skin.

I didn't deceive the headmaster's criticism and offered to replace me. I don't know how many secrets are behind it.

Girls and children are waiting to be swan princesses on wheels. I cried and begged him to give me time, and I promised that within a week.

Get back in shape. The headmaster doesn't believe I can do it. He stepped forward, "I only recognize Yi Yi as ogita.

If she quits, so do I! "

The headmaster was angry because a student came out and threatened him. But his words are still valid,

There are too few excellent dancing boys in the school. He is the best candidate for the prince.

I also kept my word. I lost weight magically within a week and recovered my graceful figure.

Even thinner than before losing weight.

He looked at me with surprise and admiration in his eyes, and a sense of unease. "What's the matter with you?

Did you make this? "He muttered," will be all right? "

"Ha ha," I smiled with relief. "I'm throwing caution to the wind!"

I have recalled that glorious stage countless times, and I opened it like a petal after scene.

Take a good look at my ogita story, and he acted it well. The two of us, the prince and the princess, took pictures of each other.

The reflection is as beautiful as an unreal dream.

Jumping to the climax and touching the heart of the "swan's death", I will never support this kind of suffering.

I can't hold on any longer. "Boom", everyone heard the sound, and I fell to the ground, so light.

Like a falling butterfly, but its wings are broken.

The curtains were slowly pulled up, and my eyes were dark and motionless, and my neck was beautiful.

Buried deep in the wings ...

The swan that was shot is dead, and so is ogita. ...

Now, he is standing in front of me, the man who thinks about it day and night, standing in front of me alive.

In front of me, he seems to have explored something from my trembling eyes, and there are shadows in it.

Shadow, right? He tried to catch it, but he couldn't believe it.

He seemed very confused and confused, and we stood there in a daze, the air between two people.

It's all solidified.

"teacher!" Is the voice of the bud bud plugged in, "I want to come up with an absolutely excellent master.

Meaning. Isn't it that we all have our own advantages in m-girls? You can't decide a girl's honor yet.

Promotion to ogita? Ok, let's try to put on your baby shoes in turn. Whoever fits is who.

Teacher's ogita! "

He acquiesced. The girls cheered warmly. You pushed me and I pushed you.

Refuse to be at the front.

He squatted down and put on his shoes one by one. I held my breath again and again.

Breathing, "Oh-""Oh-"... one after another regretful voice.

These shoes are too small for anyone to wear completely.

"Forget it." Ya Ya is dejected and despondent, and other girls will plunge into the mountains.

"slow!" He Qingliang's voice stopped. "There is another person!"

My heart stopped beating at that moment, and then jumped wildly, with only one thought:

Run away I can't imagine how surprised he will be when my feet fit into such beautiful dancing shoes seamlessly.

The way the bus is going to fall down, I will die.

Run or run cautiously. Don't embarrass yourself. Don't embarrass Bud.

I didn't say a word. I ran and ran like crazy. I've changed too much, God.

Goose Lake, I can never go back. Let the past moment become eternal, let that elegant and pure Austria.

Gita is always beautiful in his mind.

I haven't been to school since my graduation performance that year. About my sudden fainting on the stage

The reason for the fall, mom and dad only said that it was a bad heart. I swallowed a lot of drugs and injected hormones, and my body was like gas.

The ball will expand. My classmates went to see her, but I refused them. He came also, "Yi Yi needs a rest.

She doesn't want to see anyone. "Aunt nanny diffuseness sent him. He bowed his head and went home. Second,

The next day, the third day ... after class, he kept coming.

I hid behind the curtain on the second floor like a shadow and watched him wander around my house.

The ball is spinning.

I asked my aunt to give him a letter, and the only letter I wrote to him-

"Qin Lang, for me, that moment is eternal, don't think too much, regardless of the future.

As long as happiness is in front of me, I will pay the price. Don't come to me again. If you go your own way, it's in front of me.

Your happiness will be completely broken. Surely you don't want that? Then please forget me and forget that one.

Ogita the Swan called Dai ... "

I watched him open the envelope and I watched him knead the letter paper into a ball. "Yiyi, Yiyi!"

Come out! Why? Why? ! "I looked at him confused to sad, and despair. gathering gloom of the evening

, his voice also shouted dumb.

"Goodbye!" He waddled away.

"Farewell!" I looked at his back and said goodbye silently.

The legs are getting heavier and heavier, the crowd is shaking, the sky is spinning and tassel curtains are hanging.

It fell, the lights went out, and endless darkness came again.

I'm so tired, so don't wake up. Now that you have said goodbye to him.

Well, it's really good to say goodbye this time. I gave up completely and let myself fall. ...

"Yi Yi, Yi Yi-"seems to have passed for a long time, continuously.

Gentle call, like my mother's hand holding me home.

I struggled to open my eyelids and saw my mother in tears and tears of joy. "okay.

Okay, you're out! "I slept for many days and woke up. This has happened to me for many years.

I look forward to many years of miracles. The hospital finally found a perfectly matched kidney source, and I had a kidney transplant, which was very

Through the dangerous period, infection period and rejection period, recovery is just around the corner.

Six years ago, the joy and harmony of being chosen as "Swan Princess" in the graduation performance was serious.

With the impact of kidney disease. The doctor said that my illness needed to be controlled by a hormone-containing medicine, so I took it.

After a few days, it was immediate and the weight increased significantly. Ogita, graceful and light on the stage, stopped taking medicine.

The result of half a month, the price is to add doses of hormone drugs and injections afterwards.

I soon became deformed and washed my face every day. I looked at the stranger in the mirror. I can't

Accept this earth-shaking change and never want to see anyone again. So mom gave up and developed well.

After our successful career, we moved to another city to reunite with our father and sister who lived apart.

The illness is getting worse and worse, and the dosage is getting bigger every year. I am getting fatter every year.

I was at a loss at home, and my parents and sister went to the exam. The main indexes of their kidneys are different from mine.

Match.

Here, people who have never known me will naturally accept a slow and depressed.

Depressed super fat girl. Only in the middle of the night, I will secretly listen to a piece of Swan Lake with headphones on.

Music. I feel my soul released from my heavy body, and I feel that he is still holding me and dancing.

Happy and beautiful as a fairy.

As long as I close my eyes a little, I can see swans floating on the lake. They are all affected

A girl forbidden by magic, Aogueta wears a corolla to lead the swimming. The prince raised his bow to shoot, and Aogueta stepped forward.

The prince was very surprised that the shore turned into a swan girl. Ojeta confided her tragic experience to the prince.

Tell the prince that only faithful love can free her from the devil's rule. The prince vowed to love each other forever.

She ... At the devil's command, Aogueta and the swans were forced to float away, and the prince left Aogueta behind.

She hung a feather on her chest and was determined to save the princess from suffering.

My body is recovering well. I sometimes gently press the wound. It is strange that

It's not a painful feeling, but a fiery one, not the one I gave hope and health again.

A kidney, burning inside me.

Now I can sit up without mom's help. I sit up by myself, pay attention.

When I saw the beautiful arch with embroidered slippers, I was filled with joy. I can see myself inside.

In the near future, soft waist, high neck, no longer layered chin, bit by bit.

Tina's posture ...

Even if I can't completely restore my former appearance, I am still the happiest, because,

Ogita finally broke away from the curse of fate and became a healthy and happy girl again.

"I really want to meet him, the man who gave me a second life?" The gratitude in my heart

It's so full that it's overflowing my chest.

God must have heard my wish immediately without a second's hesitation. sickroom

The door was opened with a bang.

I feel all the sounds around me, my roommate's cough, and the home where I share a bed.

Suddenly, the sound of pulling a stool and the nurse clamoring for medicine disappeared.

I didn't look back. I can't believe it, but I know it's him.

He approached me step by step and stood behind me. I smell the hospital.

Ogita! He didn't call my name, his voice was very low.

I turned slightly and saw him through the front of the blue and white striped hospital gown.

In fact, in the same position as my surgical wound, I was tightly wrapped in gauze.

"I can't believe it!" I mumbled.

"I can't believe it!" He also identical muttered, "I'll take you to the hospital, I only

Trying to save you. I asked the doctor to examine me, and a miracle happened. "

Our voices are trembling,

Although I have imagined it a thousand times and more than ten thousand times, such an encounter still makes me happy.

Want to cry!

He is holding something on his chest, that is, those deep sapphire blue mixed with light gold or light pink.

Satin ballet shoes, round-headed high heels with cross lacing.

He knelt down and gently helped me take off my embroidered slippers. Put my foot in carefully.

The shoes in his arms are just right, not a micron, not a micron.

He untied the long ribbon and carefully wound it from the instep to the calf.

On the stomach.

I wrapped it gently and said-

"I saved dozens of pairs of shoes you secretly gave me. Arrive every year

I bought a pair of the most beautiful ballet shoes the day you danced the ogita. "

"I don't have any extravagant hopes, just want to see you again one day, personally put it on you and buy it for me.

The most beautiful ballet shoes. "

I am at a loss, my mind is still blank, and his way of returning is too heavy and beautiful.

Yes

It took a year to finally put down my hand covering my face and spent a year crying heartily. Find it.

It takes a year to re-examine his courage,

It will take him a year to put on my dancing shoes himself, and my hand will hug his neck.

It will be a year before the prince and ogita go back to Swan Lake hand in hand.

Six years so gently, all slipped away at the moment of being entangled by him. ...

Beautiful dancing shoes were carefully put on my feet perfectly, and I finished the last one.

Small delicate bow, he looked and looked, leaned over and stared at me, suddenly gnashing his teeth-

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"ogita, I've been looking for you for six years, and now you can't escape!" For so many years, I only kept a pair of beautiful little feet of ogita.