"They despise each other but interact with each other, and together they make themselves mean-this is the true face of the so-called' friends' in the world."

If we can avoid violent ecstasy, there will naturally be no sadness.

My misfortune lies in my inability to refuse. I am afraid that once I refuse others, I will leave a rift in each other's hearts that will never heal.

Only if you try your best to control yourself can you not go crazy.

Wake up in the morning and get out of bed, and become the original funny character who is shallow and ignorant and good at camouflage. Cowards are afraid of happiness. When they touch cotton, they get hurt, and sometimes they get hurt by happiness. Before I get hurt, I want to part ways quickly. I released the usual funny smoke bomb again.

Because of cowardice, I escape from life, so I don't resist pride in the darkest sink. Because of pride, I don't choose to live, so I refuse vulgar optimism.

Today, I can't talk about happiness or misfortune Everything will pass. In the so-called "human world", the only thing I want to take as truth is this sentence. Everything will pass.

I still think it's no use complaining to others. Instead of this, it is better to bear it silently.

? I even think those reproachful words are the eternal' true meaning' of this world, but I just don't have the strength to practice that' true meaning'. That's why ... you can't get along with people. That's why I can neither resist nor defend myself.

Naive trust is really the source of evil.

If we can control the vulgar ecstasy, there will be no sorrow that goes deep into the bone marrow.

The passage of time is equal to everyone's recovery, and perhaps it is also redemption.

The same thing happens day after day, just following the same routine as yesterday.

If we avoid exultation and sorrow, the biting sorrow will not come.

Angels fly through the air, hide their wings according to God's will and fall to every corner of the world like parachutes.

Osamu Dazai

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impression

I'm sorry I was born a man. I can't feel this sentence. I can't understand Ye Zang's inner sadness, inner fear and inner darkness. Perhaps only Osamu Dazai, the author who shaped the life of Ye Zang, can feel the same way. Ye Zang has an enviable family background, extremely clever brain and handsome appearance, but these have not stopped him from stepping into hell step by step and losing his qualification to be a man.

From beginning to end, I don't understand why he is so alert to the world and this person. Without hesitation, he put on a mask and survived. This dress is the whole childhood and youth. He is a good boy who studies well during the day and is loved by his classmates, teachers, family and servants. At night, he was lonely, lonely, panicked and scared in his room.

In his short twenty years, he was full of gloom and no one could save him. When he was a child, he was often ill, which made people vulnerable. Maybe when he is sick, he can only endure his illness helplessly and silently in his dark cabin, lonely and fearful. Therefore, his weak personality may make his servants treat him badly and invade him. He is trying to please everyone around him, and he is pitifully "pleasing" the world. He lived carefully under the mask of painstaking efforts until he was seen through by a man who had no sense of existence. During this period, he had a terrible idea of killing Wuyi, but it was quickly dismissed. In order to spy on Wuyi, he pretended to go in with Wuyi. After he successfully boarded Wuyi, Wuyi gave him two predictions. In this way, he spent his youth in suffering.

The person who completely indulged him in depravity appeared-digging wood. He said in his self-report, "When I talk to people, I am always alert to the terrible silence. I am taciturn by nature, so I will take the lead in laughing and joking desperately, but now this fool who digs wood is unconsciously qualified for the role of this clown. " In fact, there are many such people in real life. We timidly put on masks to peep at the world, but there are always times when we can't hold on. Ye Zang went to the abyss under the guidance of digging wood. He paralyzes himself with alcohol, women and drugs, so that he can be isolated from the world for a short time. These things need money. He learned to pawn, sell his body and rely on women to make a living. Even drawing cartoons has become a channel for him to make money. Wuyi's prediction is wrong. Instead of becoming a famous cartoonist, he drew some vulgar cartoons to maintain his decadent life. "Cowards are afraid of happiness, and marshmallows can hurt people." He met his wife, a kind and simple girl, and he wanted to change. I seem to vaguely see the light. However, "pure trust is really the source of evil." His wife was defiled. Digging wood and he just looked on coldly, and then went to drink. Nobody tried to stop it. The evil of human nature gradually made him want to escape from all this. Before that light fully shone on his gloomy heart, it became a bigger haze hanging over him, which he could never recover. Why did he become like this? Just as the proprietress said in the postscript that it was his father's fault, the proprietress said: The Xiao Ye I know is very frank and smart. If he doesn't drink ... no, even if he drinks, he is still a good boy like a god. "

The world is indeed full of hypocrisy, deception and cruelty ... but he knows too well that he can't accept it and can't change it. He can only obey the ugliness of the world, live miserably, escape from life and sink into the darkness without resistance. In our opinion, we can't understand what kind of sadness can create such a personality, but some of his actions let us see our own shadow.

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Contradictory theory

Fall into this world

This is a doomed accident in this life.

Humble, timid, depraved

Just to drag out an ignoble existence

I know it all too well.

There are too many hypocrisy, cruelty and deception in the world.

beyond the pales of

Cannot change

Indulge in depravity

No Longer Human

Lose the right to be a man

no

Just want to escape from all the ugliness in this world.

No Longer Human

Lose one's qualification as a person

I never thought of it that way. I think the author Ye Zang is not that they don't want to be human, but that the ugliness of this world makes them willing to give up their qualifications to be human.

From the perspective of Ye's hiding, there are many similarities with us. What we see is not the bitterness and darkness of the style of writing, but the similarity with us and our own changes.

What suits you is right, be firm in your subjectivity, face everything calmly, and everything will pass.