Beijing time is 2065438+June 9th11:0051:00. At this moment, I am sitting alone on the train to Nanjing. I am very lucky and grateful for taking this step bravely. I am very grateful to Qian Jun for giving me this 9-day trip, which made me crazy again. I asked Qian Jun if I need to work overtime for the next two days. Qian Jun said I don't need to work overtime in the office. I'll keep asking, so wait at home. He replied, well, there should be no problem with your trip. This sentence made me feel the love of God instantly. As Qian Jun started the franchise project on June 1, I was able to take time off to attend the baptism of the Great Buddha Temple in Nanjing. After learning the good news, Aunt Xue helped me. Luckily, I bought this lucky train. Although I haven't bought a train ticket back to Tianjin on the 9th, I believe there is no problem. With this luck and gratitude, I will go to the Buddhist temple to meet Aunt Xue and Sister Deng, and accept the devout baptism of the Buddhist temple together.
However, I have bought a ticket and agreed to go home with my mother on the Dragon Boat Festival. I feel a little guilty. I can think about going to the Buddhist temple to pray for my parents this time. I hope my grandparents, grandparents, parents, brothers and sisters, everyone around me and I can live a healthy, safe and happy life, just for peace and happiness ~
At 7 o'clock in the evening, I arrived at the gate of the Buddha Temple. Aunt Xue, Sister Deng and my brother were waiting for me at the door. I am so happy and excited. They stayed with me, became attached to Christina and bedding and got a room card. I am lucky to be next to Aunt Xue's bed. It's nine o'clock after a bath, and I'll have an early class at four tomorrow morning. Practice is my own. No matter what others do, make good use of this opportunity and cherish gratitude ~
102 room, Datong store, the feeling of school, lights out at nine o'clock, whispering after lights out, rustling of packages, flashing of flashlights, snoring, voices, plastic bags ... and I fell asleep with my heart in my arms, and people got up before four o'clock in the morning. Sitting in bed now seems like a lifetime ago, yesterday in the dormitory, today in the Big Buddha Temple ~
June 2, 2065 438+09
I get up at four o'clock in the morning, wash my face and start my morning class at half past four. I was very moved when I first read the Bible. It is also the first time that I feel that the scripture is sung so beautifully (singing hymns), and my whole body is relaxed. My brother and I recited the Buddha's name, and my chest felt uncomfortable, and then gradually disappeared behind me. When I turned to recite the Buddha's name, my eyes couldn't help but get wet, and I felt inexplicably moved, so I wanted to cry, and my voice trembled unconsciously.
After the morning class, I lined up for breakfast and met my sister. Her eyes and Deng Jie's eyes seem to be shining with beautiful light. Breakfast is white rice porridge, Chinese cabbage vermicelli, radish strips and olive vegetables. When everyone has finished breakfast, the masters will read the Bible. We all found that after the masters read the Bible, the food became sweet, and they respected every grain of rice, without wasting a grain or losing anything.
After breakfast, it is brother's enlightenment and accumulation of good deeds. The greatest career in life is resentment. Only by letting go of me can I get inner peace.
At nine o'clock, I attended the ceremony of offering sacrifices to the Buddha and walked around the temple. I feel the power of Buddhist scriptures. When the master elder brother was chanting, a burst of chest tightness began to attack. We know that this is the effect of Buddhist scriptures, with the Buddhist name: the west receives Buddha, Amitabha Buddha, and we walked around the temple for a week, which was sacred and shocking.
There is no class in the afternoon. The five of us, my brother, my sister, Deng Jie, Aunt Xue and I, wrote memorial tablets, and our relatives and friends came to mind one by one. Whether we are dead or alive, I hope we can all get rid of the predicament and go to the western world.
After dinner, my sister happily invited us to eat watermelon. The watermelons and cantaloupes bought by Deng Jie are so sweet, which is also the heart of my sister and Deng Jie. As long as we work hard and persist, I believe there will be no difficulty. I will face myself bravely, face life and come on bravely!
After eating watermelon, we went to the Buddha Temple and asked our senior brother for advice. Senior brother told us to read Buddha honestly, not to be distracted, and to practice from the heart. The Buddha gives whatever he wants unconditionally, but how much we can accept depends on ourselves. We are deeply compassionate and respectful, and let go of all shackles. Sometimes the shackles in our hearts are for ourselves, not for others, nor for the Buddha, but for ourselves.
At eight o'clock in the evening, I was grateful and knelt for a long time, but my knee didn't hurt or numb at all. After standing up, I felt my legs relaxed and shocked. Some things can't be explained, but what we can do is to accept them respectfully and gratefully, and be grateful for this karma, Amitabha, good night!
June 3, 1965 438+09
This morning's class, the pharmacist Buddha, was given to fellow initiates who left yesterday to eliminate disasters and prolong life. To leave in the Big Buddha Temple is to die in bliss. May peace be with you ~
After the morning class, we had breakfast with the masters. A basin, a pair of chopsticks, a bench and a row of tables are neat. People sat down respectfully. After all the people sat down, the masters began to recite the scriptures. After reading the scripture, the volunteers began to leave leftovers in everyone's bowl intimately. This morning, it was millet porridge, cabbage, peanut beans and, of course, olives. Everyone eats well. At the end of the meal, volunteers asked whether to add rice and vegetables and distributed steamed bread. At first they thought it was for adding rice. Later, when I saw Aunt Xue, I realized that steamed bread was also used to wipe the rice basin, and I didn't know until I finished eating it. Don't waste a grain of rice. Sitting opposite, an old woman wiped the rice basin three times with steamed bread, and there was not a grain of rice left in it. The respectful hand wiped the rice basin over and over again. It is not so much a rice basin as her own heart. After eating, the old woman sat at the table. After supper, the masters read the Bible again and again. Although they don't understand, the sacred ceremony taught us not to waste it, but to continue everything ~
Master said: Oral work is the biggest business. Don't complain or resent. When you think others have problems, you actually have problems yourself.
Walk around the Buddha in the afternoon, sit quietly for one hour in the morning and recite the Buddha's name for one hour in the afternoon. My brother said that I should concentrate on reciting the Buddha's name. I only thought about this Buddha's name and read it to myself. I don't want to make myself unhappy, or I can't live without them.
The conversion at night is sacred and solemn. During this period, Sister Deng and Aunt Xue advised me not to get married, let alone escape. As long as you don't get married late, the voice in your heart is stronger ~
June 4, 1965 438+09
The morning class starts at 4: 30, and I get up at 4: 00 for several days, feeling that my life value has been lengthened. Thank you for this opportunity and the guidance of the masters. With the chanting process of the masters, my body and mind relaxed.
Master's enlightenment, monk means the beauty of getting along, a scene where four or more people have no contradiction, harmony and stability. There are two kinds of human life: life and spiritual life. Life is produced by the love of parents. Be grateful to your parents, no matter what happens later, whether it is good or bad for you, and appreciate the continuation of life. Improve your parents with gratitude. Spiritual life is intangible. Buddhist temple is not a hospital, but it will heal people's hearts and continue their spiritual life. As long as you believe, you will get a lot of feedback. If you believe, you will only be given two points, and you will honestly recite the Buddha ~
In the morning class and afternoon class, I will sit still for an hour and recite the Buddha's name every time. Amazing, amazing. To overcome yourself, just recite the Buddha's name and be relaxed and happy ~
My sister is very good today. From morning class to evening, stick to it all the time. The power of faith praised my sister. My sister is a very careful person, and my brother is a very caring person. I am very grateful to meet you ~
Grateful for three nights, kneeling for nearly an hour at a time, but they all persisted. Although my leg muscles still hurt a little, they are much better. It's amazing. At the end of each gratitude, I feel extremely relaxed, grateful to the Buddha Temple, grateful to Master Ren Huan, and grateful to the masters of the Buddha Temple.
June 5, 2065 438+09
Master's advice is to do things slowly and in a hurry. Don't put off till tomorrow what you can do today. When you meet an emergency, you should do it slowly and calmly, and you will find the best solution. Infatuation is always formed when thinking about yourself. Thinking of others is a career, and thinking of yourself is a career.
When I was studying in the morning, I heard from my senior brother that monks have seven opportunities to become secular in their lives, while Bhikuni has only 1 chance in his life. Master Ren Huan said that although there are seven opportunities, I won't, but if the Big Buddha Temple needs money, I will make money and continue to make money. Master Ren Huan's compassion and great wishes are admirable and appreciated.
Today, I heard from Sister Deng that the renovation of the Great Buddha Temple was completed on 18, and the seventh Buddha was officially started on 19 in February. We are 17 Seven Thanksgiving Meetings of Buddhism. We are grateful for this opportunity and our fate with the Great Buddhist Temple.
At noon, my sister made a wish to take a photo with Master Yi Sheng. Driven by her great wish, Aunt Xue went to the guest room and asked for the master's WeChat. I didn't expect Master Yi Sheng to pass. We are very excited to make an appointment with the master. Master was lovely and agreed to our needs. I am especially grateful.
June 6, 1965 438+09
It is raining heavily today. Although it is raining cats and dogs outside, the Buddhist temple is quiet. How willing Master Ren Huan and your brothers are to complete the renovation of the Buddhist Temple. There are roofs on the roads of Buddhist temples, which provide shelter for scholars. It is not only a harbor outside the body, but also a real spiritual harbor ~
Master Ren Huan said that life has four stages: grasping life, perfecting life, exerting life and completing life.
Master inspired us that each of us should improve our own life before we can help more people, help ourselves and leapfrog others.
This evening was shared by fellow initiates. Many family members are relieved to play the Buddha Seven in the Big Buddha Temple. Master said that everything is made by heart, and chanting Buddha is to purify one's mind. Sincerity means repentance, prayer and wish, and the Buddha is satisfied. Take refuge from disasters before doing merit. The first person to share it was my 25-year-old brother, who came to play Buddha Seven for the second time. Due to shoulder and neck pain, he went to the Buddhist temple on the recommendation of his friends. I didn't feel anything when I played Buddha Seven for the first time, and then I asked my friends. My friend said that you should meditate, be grateful, repent wholeheartedly, and focus only on one Buddha name. The second time he came again, this time he recited Buddha Seven seriously every day. And an old couple. The wife is delirious and in poor health. He brought his wife to play Buddha Seven and sincerely repented. His wife gave up the habit of smoking three packs of cigarettes a day and the wine she had to drink at every meal. The original white hair turned black, and it was the blessing of the Buddha that showed their sincerity. They confessed to the child who had been aborted before. At that time, the family was too poor. I hope the children can get out of trouble, have fun and sincerely wish them well. There is also a child in a wheelchair who can miraculously walk a few steps with crutches, from the previous inferiority and resentment to the brave face to accept it now. It is Buddha's strength to stand up bravely. Praise him for his bravery. Another aunt shared her mother's story. Her mother had a cerebral infarction and was paralyzed for several years. In recent years, her condition has deteriorated and she is in a vegetative state. She made a wish to the Buddha. If her mother's life is over, she will take her away. If not, she hopes her mother will get better. Shortly after she came home, her mother left with a smile. Before leaving, she told her mother that no one should go, only Amitabha and Guanyin Bodhisattva could go. Mom left with a smile. Thanks to fellow initiates for sharing, I am more convinced.
Thank you for this trip to the Big Buddha Temple, which gave me the courage to face my own affairs, thank you ~
June 7, 1965 438+09
I didn't sleep last night, and my mind was clear. I listened to the Dharma Name and Heart Sutra again and again, but I still didn't fall asleep at two in the morning. At four o'clock, master got up and washed directly. My chest was stuffy and depressed. When I entered the Buddhist temple in the morning class, I couldn't help crying and kept flowing. I don't know why, maybe my unjust relatives and creditors are making peace with themselves. After the morning class, my chest was not stuffy, and I went straight back to the dormitory after lunch at noon.
Today, I heard from my senior brother that the Buddha who belongs to the horse is a bodhisattva. The Buddha was born with lotus flowers in his hand. The Dojo of the Great Buddha Temple is the Dojo from Amitabha Buddha to Guanyin Bodhisattva, Tibetan King Bodhisattva, Pharmacist Buddha and Bodhisattva, and there is a sense of belonging in my heart.
In the morning, Master revealed that he had no desire, no desire, no persistent desire to go to Elysium, and no persistent desire to preserve the real world. Everything is empty. Keep an upright attitude, cherish the present and seize every minute of it. Our life will go where he belongs.
In the afternoon, the singer is still the protagonist of Master Yi Sheng. He and another senior performed perfectly, which made us all experience an auditory feast. After thousands of turns, the Buddha's voice played beautifully and took us away. Exactly, we flew away with the voice of Buddha. For the first time, we realized that the Buddha's voice was so beautiful, conveying infinite energy and happiness.
In the evening, there is a question and answer session. When fellow initiates asked questions, Master patiently revealed that everyone actually had an obsession. Break my hold, honestly recite the Buddha, throw away your delusions, and everything will be fine. Everyone has a Buddha in his heart. As long as he is sincere and believes, miracles will happen.
June 8, 2065 438+09
I slept well last night, and I woke up in good spirits and in a better mood this morning.
In the morning, Master revealed that one Buddha is all Buddhas, and one pure land is ten pure lands. Don't be persistent, don't split, don't cap wisdom ~
I met many predestined friends today. Liu Yilin is a teenage boy. He likes to talk about it. Ask if you are full when you meet. Then touch your stomach. Aunt Xue told him several times not to touch the girl's stomach, but she just couldn't remember. Ha, ha, ha, ha. It's helpless for him but cute. Through Yilin's mother, I learned that they live in Taifeng homeland, and the fate is so wonderful. And my brother in the distribution department. My brother is from Heihe. He likes to capture smiling faces and has a pair of eyes that discover beauty. My brother also took photos of me and Aunt Xue and developed them as souvenirs. I am especially grateful to my brother. Thank you for your happiness. And sister Fan Songsong in a wheelchair. He said it was his own name, and he wanted to relax himself, so it was called Songsong. Because he couldn't walk, he felt inferior before he took a wheelchair. He himself said that the silent master changed him. The health camp turned her from a bitter orange with inferiority into a little sun. Love can legalize everything. As long as he believes, nothing is impossible.
June 9, 1965 438+09
Today is the last day of playing Buddha Seven, and it is also the most sacred day: sending the holy ~
Master enlightened me: greed, infatuation and infatuation will have corresponding results. Always take care of your intentions and have a sense of introspection.
Tears can't stop flowing when chanting Buddha's number. After the formal ceremony of sending Buddha, the masters began to sing hymns, and their chests were stuffy. When they walked around the temple, the tears began again. I know this is not sadness, but happiness and reconciliation with myself. Everything related to them has died in the western paradise, which is very sacred and solemn.
Thanks to my brothers' companionship and gifts, I also met many predestined friends, such as Liu Yilin, his mother, Fan Songsong, Wang Xinxing and Wang Changsheng. Everyone is stubbornly facing life and trying to live.