Among the four kinds of flowers and plants that I regard as life, lotus is the most precious. Unfortunately, I have loved it all my life, but I can't take out half an acre of square pond as the place where it lives. Just dug a big pond, planted a few perfunctory plants, and often worried about the leakage of the pond, hoping that the rain would save it. That's probably what I said: I'm not good at keeping in good health and treat its life as a weed.