The clock pointed to 6: 15, and Li Peiyu looked in the mirror carefully before going out. The color of lipstick is moist and natural, and the thin skin looks delicate and white. The slightly loose blue-gray cashmere coat just covers the slightly fat figure after delivery.

She still looks like a charming young woman in the mirror.

There is a party for college students at 6: 30, which is the first time after graduation for nine years.

The students have a group, and the monitor has issued a list of participants in the group.

Among them, she paid special attention to Xu Wei.

After breaking up, Xu Wei went to Guangzhou, and they broke off contact.

Fate is so strange. Two people who once loved each other are scattered in different corners of the world. After nine years, a class reunion gave them a chance to contact again.

My husband is still lying in bed watching his mobile phone. He likes to browse the news on his mobile phone after supper. In the living room, the mother-in-law took pains to chase her two-year-old son with a bowl. She has repeatedly gently reminded her mother-in-law not to chase her children for food, but the old man always responded to her with a disapproving attitude.

Li Peiyu has never been supported by her husband in raising children. What she can do is to take care of the children as much as possible when she is not busy at work. But now she obviously has no time and closes the door a little angrily. Sometimes, she thinks, she can only be cruel, out of sight and out of mind.

The party is arranged in the hotel affiliated to the university. There are more than forty people in the class, and more than half of them are here. In the resplendent hall, Li Peiyu saw Xu Wei sitting in the crowd at a glance.

He looks well maintained.

The figure is still as tall and symmetrical as when I was a student. It's just that my face is a little fat. Although he lacked the sunshine and vitality of his student days, his successful career also endowed him with mature charm full of ambition.

She sat down and exchanged a few commonplaces with the two most familiar female classmates in this city. At this moment, Xu Wei came along. He patted her on the shoulder. She pretended to have just seen it and made a surprised expression: "Xu Wei! Are you all right? "

"Not bad, and you? I haven't heard from you for several years ... "Just then, a male classmate came and hugged his shoulder, which was his roommate in the dormitory. Xu Wei was obviously happy, too. Two people shoulder to shoulder, walked to the front of another table.

When he left, Xu Wei took a card from her pocket and handed it to her. That's a collective business card printed by the monitor, with everyone's contact number and work unit on it.

The female classmates around her told her that Xu Wei first worked as an attending physician in a public hospital in Guangzhou, and later was dug into a private hospital with an annual salary of one million.

At dinner, Xu Wei sat at the table next to her. She could feel Xu Wei's eyes coming from the side from time to time, and she ate some spirits.

After dinner, they went to a KTV opposite the hotel to sing.

The reserved private room was very large, and the students threw themselves on the sofa in twos and threes. A male student whose name she can't name is singing "old boys" with a microphone.

Xu Wei sat in the corner near the door. She saw him editing something with his mobile phone. She subconsciously pays attention to her mobile phone.

Sure enough, the text message came: "Are you doing well now? It's too noisy here, let's find a place to talk! "

Her heart seemed to miss a beat, and her face was slightly hot. She replied, "Good."

Singing, laughing, drinking and clinking glasses ……KTV is full of people. In the chaos, Wei Xu exchanged a few commonplaces with his classmates and got up to leave.

As soon as the phone shook, she received another message: "I'll wait for you at the entrance of the hall."

She pretended as if nothing had happened and continued to chat with the female classmates around her, but she was thinking about what excuses to make up to leave in the future.

Suppressing the panic and excitement in her heart, she chatted absently for another 5 minutes, then stood up and said to the lesbian, "Go out for a while", grabbed the bag, pushed the door and left the KTV room.

Out of the hall, sure enough, she saw Xu standing at the door. His hand with a cigarette naturally hung down, his fingers were still so slender, but his eyes were fixed on the empty space ahead.

It seems to be thinking about something, and it seems to be thinking nothing.

She has never seen him like this. He doesn't smoke in college.

"Xu Wei ..." She let out a cry gently, much a few minutes in the tone of cowardice.

Xu Wei also smiled at her, her eyebrows curved, revealing a beautiful white tooth, and her smile was still so warm. She felt more suitable at once.

He's still Xu Wei!

"It's still early, let's find a place to sit!" His voice is still beautiful, but a little more hoarse than he remembers.

She nodded, and she also wanted to go farther away so that her classmates wouldn't bump into their embarrassment.

Xu Wei waved and stopped a taxi. They took a taxi to a western restaurant called Milan Style.

Milan style is a famous western restaurant in this city, which has been open for many years.

When I was in college, it was her birthday one year, and Xu Wei took her to eat a steak. In order to save money, he invited her to eat steak, and he ate instant noodles for a month.

Nine years later, Milan has been redecorated and looks more emotional. There are many people in the booth in the hall. Xu Wei asked the waiter for a private room.

The waiter said, "Sir, the minimum consumption of small bags is 498 yuan, is that all right?"

Hearing this, the Li Peiyu quickly said to Xu Wei, "sit in the hall. You just ate, how can you spend 498 yuan? "

Xu Wei gave her a warm smile: "You don't have to save me this money."

The waiter led them into a private room called "Seine River". They ordered some drinks, fruit bowls and western cakes at will. He remembered that she liked vanilla ice cream best and ordered an ice cream banana boat for her.

The sound insulation in the private room is very good. As soon as the door is closed, the noise outside has nothing to do with them Soft piano music flows smoothly in the private room, and the warm yellow light sets her face like a pearl with a soft luster.

He couldn't help saying, "You are still so beautiful."

She blushed slightly and bowed her head. What a wonderful atmosphere. The soothing music made her feel relaxed, but his words and eyes made her feel inexplicably nervous.

Those past days passed through her mind frame by frame like silhouettes, which made her feel like she was dreaming.

She looked at his face and thought about these years, and suddenly she felt like crying.

02

They are college classmates. Wei Xu is from Guangzhou and Li Peiyu is from Qingdao. She goes to school at home, while he is not far from Wan Li.

Li Peiyu is a beautiful woman in Qingdao, with tall figure, fair skin and outstanding temperament. As soon as he entered school, several boys pursued him at the same time, and Wei Xu was one of them.

After chasing for half a year, she finally became his girlfriend.

In fact, she liked him from the beginning.

Although Xu Wei was born in Guangdong, her mother was from Shandong. Therefore, he inherited the tall physique of a Shandong man, 185, with fine features and looks a bit like Taiwan Province actor Ehan Juan. Wei Xu not only studies well, but also plays basketball well. Such a boy is very popular in college, not to mention he pursues her wholeheartedly.

He was her first love. He frankly talked about his girlfriend in high school, so strictly speaking, Li Peiyu is not Xu Wei's first love. At first, she was also worried about it. However, in any case, during their four years in college, they were a couple envied by their classmates around them.

Li Peiyu never wanted to be separated from Xu Wei. At that time, she always thought they would get married after graduation. It is best that he can stay in Qingdao. If his parents don't agree, she has made up her mind that she will follow him to Guangzhou or some other cities.

Young hearts are so persistent that they can live or die for love.

In order to be together, they met in their junior year to review the postgraduate entrance examination. But Xu Wei was admitted, but Li Peiyu was not.

Under the arrangement of her parents, she entered a local bank. She majored in medicine in college, which was chosen by an uncle at home. In fact, she was not interested in medicine, but now she has given up, and she doesn't feel sorry. Wei Xu returned to Guangzhou to continue her master's degree in medicine.

When the holiday begins, Xu Wei will come to see her.

She remembers a holiday when Wei Xu came to Qingdao by train to see her. They embraced happily and excitedly in a small room in the hotel. At that time, Xu Wei's cell phone rang. He hung up several times, but his cell phone kept ringing.

He had to pick up the phone, and there came the angry voice of his mother: "Did you go to Qingdao to find her again? I sent you living expenses to study at home, not to fall in love! We are your only sons. You will go back to Guangzhou after graduation. Your father and I don't agree ... "

He hung up angrily.

But the two people have no interest in hugging, just sitting by the bed like puppets.

Li Peiyu was in tears. My heart hurts like it is twisted. She felt that she was slowly losing him.

She charges and counts money at the bank counter every day, and associates with adults with vague faces, while Xu Wei is waiting for an unknown but certainly brighter future in the beautiful campus.

Besides, Xu Wei's parents don't agree with them, and they haven't let go for so many years. Now that Xu Wei has been admitted to graduate school, their opposition is more intense.

Since that meeting, Li Peiyu has gradually reduced contact with Xu Wei. The longer she stepped into the society, the more she realized that there was an insurmountable gap between them.

After working for two years, Li Peiyu has been alone. There are also young men who pursue her in the unit, but she has closed her heart. She thinks that no one can compare with Xu Wei.

The family was anxious and began to arrange blind dates for her. She didn't want to worry her parents, so she went to a venue to take pictures.

Later, she chose her current husband, and her family was very satisfied. My husband's family is local. My father-in-law works in the municipal government and enjoys the treatment of deputy county level. My mother-in-law is a housewife. After her husband graduated from college, he took an examination of civil servants under his father's arrangement and got a stable job.

They met several times, and when they were together, her husband Ray seemed honest and considerate to her. She really can't find anything wrong.

When two people go to the movies together, he always helps her with her bag carefully, and he also helps her with the milk tea she has drunk, so that she can concentrate on the movie. This thoughtfulness is very similar to that of Xu Wei.

She is tired, too, like a boat drifting on a lonely sea for a long time. She wants to dock and have a rest. Who do you live with?

It's not that person, it's a little less passionate, but if you can live longer, it's ok to be appropriate.

Although there is little friction in married life, it is also very comfortable. Just married for three years, she has never been pregnant. At this time, my mother-in-law was anxious and called again and again. Both she and her husband feel an invisible pressure. They also went to the hospital for an examination, but neither of them found any substantive problems.

The husband asked her, "Have you ever had an abortion?"

Her husband's tone made her feel embarrassed. She and Xu Wei have had so many times, but she really has no experience of miscarriage. At this age, apart from her husband, Wei Xu is the only person she confides in. Compared with her classmates and friends, she is a very traditional girl.

She said indignantly, "I didn't!" "

The husband added, "That's because you messed up your health in the past!" " "

Her hand holding the test paper trembled with anger. That man, seeing that the test result was not his own problem, made trouble without reason and impatiently put the blame on her.

Tears swirled in her eyes: "Ray, have you talked about fewer women than me?" Now is not the time for you to brag about your love history with me? Shameless! "

My husband pulled out a joke at the corner of his mouth: "I am a man, can I be like you?" No matter how I come, I can't hurt myself! "

After getting along for so long, she found her husband still has such a dirty side for the first time.

She vaguely felt that she had married the wrong person, all wet! She threw the newspaper on the floor and left in a hurry.

After coming back, they had a cold war for several days, and no one spoke to anyone. But after the cold war, life will go on.

Six months later, she finally got pregnant. The days of pregnancy are still comfortable, and her husband is more humble to her than before. When she is tired, she often offers to take her to a restaurant. Mother-in-law will also send them some stupid eggs regularly. Later, she thought, it should be the happiest period in her marriage.

The baby was born, weighing eight and a half pounds, and it was a boy. The mother-in-law picked up the child and cried with joy: "Oh, look how well I have raised the child!" " How fat! "

Mom went to buy her rice, and the whole family surrounded the children, and no one asked her.

The baby is so fat that the doctor won't let her give birth naturally, but she has always wanted to try. She has been exercising in order to give birth naturally, and she doesn't want to leave regrets for herself and her children.

Seeing her resolute attitude, the doctor said angrily, "OK, but let me tell you first, it is possible that you will not be born in this life, and you will have to have another caesarean section and suffer twice!" " "

She gritted her teeth and nodded in agreement. She said, "Yes, doctor. I know. " The doctor brought her a large stack of signature materials on fertility risks, and she signed them page by page without reading them. She didn't dare to look, so she didn't have the courage to live.

Sure enough, as soon as she was born, she almost killed her. The child's head is too big, his hair is almost visible, but he can't get out of the pelvis.

The midwife was sweating profusely and shouted, "Take a deep breath and push hard! It will come out soon! "

She felt her eyes blurred and white. She cried and shook her head: "It hurts too much ..."

The young midwife said to the old midwife, "Sister Sun, what shall we do? Why don't you push it upstairs and cut it for her? "

She knew in her heart that she was going to have a caesarean section, and she said with tears: "Cut it! I can't be born! Have no strength ... "

Seeing that she still had the strength to speak, the old midwife startled her: "Cut what?" It's too late to cut it Is it okay? ! No, we can use tweezers! I'm telling you, forceps are dangerous to children, and the clips on the head and arms are broken. We don't care! "When you talk about posturing, you must ask your assistant to get tweezers.

She doesn't know where she got the courage. As soon as her eyes are closed, she will die, as long as the child can come out. In her chest, Cheng growled like a wild animal, which made her feel savage and horrible. Her head was hazy, and her voice seemed to drift across the river from far away. ...

"Come out!" She heard the happy voice of the young midwife.

She seemed to relax all at once. The midwife said that her lower body was torn badly and she had 1 1 stitches. She didn't feel any pain at all, but she collapsed on the operating table and was left to be fiddled with.

Now, she is not happy to hear her mother-in-law holding her grandson and exaggerating that she has raised her well. It turned out that she was very grateful to her mother-in-law and husband for taking care of her. Now it seems that the care given to her during pregnancy is not for her face, but for the children in her belly.

At the beginning of pregnancy, she had a bad appetite, so Ray bought her delicious food and coaxed her to eat. In the late pregnancy, she was afraid that the child would be too fat to give birth to a child and would not dare to eat it. Mother-in-law came to live here, cooked chicken soup and braised trotters for her regularly, and raised her like a fat ball. By the time she was born, her weight had increased by more than 60 kilograms.

1.65 m, 1 10 kg's slim figure can't be found any more, and all the clothes can't be put on. I am panting after climbing the stairs. After giving birth to a child for more than a year, she has been spent in fatigue and inferiority.

Later, thanks to her husband's accident, she was able to lose weight. ...

03

"Yu Pei, are you okay these years?" Xu Wei's voice brought her back to reality.

Looking up at Xu Wei's gentle eyes, she wanted to show a smiling expression, but when the corners of her mouth touched, two lines of tears involuntarily flowed out.

She tried to restrain herself. After all, it was the first time we met, and she didn't want to look too embarrassed.

But those grievances and bitter emotions, like floods, can't be closed. Later, she cried and trembled and lost her temper completely.

Xu Wei moved to her side across the table and held her tightly in her arms.

Xu Wei's action made her feel ashamed and ashamed, as if crying for his hug. Ashamed, she couldn't control the avalanche, and her face was twisted with tears. She just buried her head in his chest and cried happily. ...

After crying for a long time, her mood calmed down

She ate with Xu Wei awkwardly.

Of course, when it comes to eating, in fact, neither of them has any appetite, just catching up with each other and sharing their living conditions in recent years.

Wei Xu told her that he planned to open a branch in Qingdao when he came back this time, which was decided by him and several other hospital partners. In other words, he will stay in Qingdao for quite a long time. After the new hospital is completed, he will often come here for business inspection.

Hearing the news, she was a little delighted and vaguely felt that she had something to rely on. But she is also confused. She was afraid that something would go wrong if she couldn't control it.

Please see: the taste of cheating (part two)

(The original title of this article is: "Li Peiyu's Love Growth History")