The unknown secret is that human love has never only the taste of hormones, but the taste of mixing. Some are like onions, ginger and garlic, and some are like overnight meals. If I eat a gram, I will have indigestion for a few days. Utilitarians' love breath is like mala Tang, which was very spicy at that time, and the sequela that followed was like getting angry, which was out of control. A ghost like me could not stand it. Only true lovers, their breath, such as Millennium Ganoderma lucidum, such as iceberg snow lotus, nourish the body and mind.
I am a very picky eater. Oh, no, ghost, maybe I have stayed in the world for a long time, and I will unconsciously feel that I am a normal person, but I am completely different from them. I won't fall in love with others easily. There is almost no love in me. I just want to absorb good love factors to survive. My life is sustained by these elements of love.
Although I am hungry for food, I also have an emotional cleanliness. I haven't found a clean love recipe to fill my stomach for several days. I'm sallow and emaciated, and I'm malnourished, but I still can't tolerate myself foraging for those turbid smells that aren't called love. I feel sick when I smell them.
I wandered around the street for several days, but I didn't find a suitable target. At this rate, I will get seriously ill. I don't want to go to the hospital for an intravenous drip. It's too painful. I leaned against the wall, my hands hung in front of me, my head bowed, so desperate. I'm going to another place to look for prey. What is the smell, such as the nectar of poplar branches, refreshing? I woke up suddenly and was late for dinner. I'm so excited. I haven't met such advanced food for a long time.
Where does the smell come from? I started the smell navigation system and found a signal from a girl. The signal is very strong. It should be near me. I looked at this girl. She is a student in a nearby school. She is wearing a white knitted sweater and blue jeans. She is not enchanting, but makes people feel beautiful and charming.
I quickly floated to the girl and wanted to "plant strawberries" on her white neck. Just as I bent down to smoke next to her shoulder, the girl actually bent down. TV plays and novels will tell you that she is tying her shoelaces. These are routines. No, she picked up a lipstick on the floor She ran to the front and said to the female executive with a portable LV bag, "Hello, I dropped my lipstick." Maybe I accidentally took out my lipstick when I answered the phone just now. The female supervisor gave her a look, took the lipstick, nodded and walked on.
"Lipstick is like fashion, it makes women become real women." The lipstick found by the girl is the latest model launched by Dior. Having a high-grade lipstick is probably what every girl will yearn for. At that time, even if girls took lipstick for themselves, no one found it. By the way, I'm just a passing ghost, not an advertiser.
How can you pick up that lipstick? What if you steal her lipstick? More importantly, I am ready to absorb your love nutrients and soothe my thirsty soul. I have to wait for you for a few minutes before I can eat. I looked at the girl in front of me and thought to myself, save my strength, try to float forward and get close to the girl.
I came to the girl. I reached out and grabbed her in case she walked around again. I opened my mouth and tried to do it. The girl stared at me with big bright eyes. "You want to ask the way, don't you?"
It's my turn to be confused. How can humans see me? I was found by that girl. I quickly scanned her in my mind. She is really human, and I am not a species. Why did all my defenses completely fail in front of her? Is it because of lack of sleep and malnutrition recently that the magic has actually failed?
"I ... I ... I ... I'm so hungry." My hand stopped in mid-air and I haven't recovered yet.
The girl touched my hand: "Your hands are so cold."
"I'm used to it. Here's the thing. It doesn't matter. " I just blurted it out. For us ghosts, there is no temperature without boiling blood.
"ah? It seems that you are really hungry and can't speak clearly. " The girl probably thinks I'm hungry.
The girl looked at me in white, and my handsome appearance attracted her deeply. She stared at my face for a few seconds. "You are so beautiful."
"Many people praise me so much. You really have a good eye. " Standing in the center of the world, I am so handsome.
"It's just too thin." The girl looked at my bony fingers and said. I like my fingers very much, especially my little finger. For the first time, I had the impulse to reach out and touch that girl's face.
"You are a backpacker, right? Come and visit this city? " My sallow and emaciated appearance reminds girls of travelers who have been down and out. I have never found myself a wandering poet. The girl in front of me looks like a harmless person. I haven't met such a simple-minded person in the world for a long time. If she knew that I had come to draw her love, she might faint.
"Yes ... I spent all my money on the way." I did as the girl said, and the prey won't fly away. It's not too late to do it again in a few days.
"Let me take you to dinner." The girl took my hand and immediately went to a nearby restaurant.
If I were not so handsome, would I be treated so well? Don't waste my time on fitness and diet, or I'll be sorry for my face.
The girl's hand is smaller than mine, but she still tries to contain my hand in her palm. "Why are your hands so cold that they can't heat up?" The girl rubbed my hand and said. I am a cold person, I can't feel the warmth of the outside world, but I don't know why, but I feel my little finger is a little hot. It is said that the little finger is the most important thing in the world, because it is connected with the heart.
"What do you want to eat? It's on me." The girl handed me the menu directly from the waiter.
My heart suddenly flies like an open grassland over thousands of grass, mud and sheep. I don't eat, no, I don't eat your human food.
I hesitated for a long time, but still didn't place an order. The girl thought I was worried that the price on the menu was too expensive. "Order whatever you want."
I shook my head. "There is nothing to eat."
"Well, I'll help you decide. Drink a bowl of soup to warm your stomach first. " The girl looked at the menu carefully. "What soup would you like to drink?"
I seem to have seen someone sign somewhere saying: drink a bowl of Mengpo soup and take a trip to Naihe Bridge. Presumably, this Meng Po soup should be delicious on earth, so try it. I did not hesitate: "Meng Po Tang is good."
"Ah?" The girl's surprise puzzled me. "There is nothing on it. Why don't I order you a glass of Luo Songtang? "
I don't understand you humans anyway. Just be happy. "It's up to you, I'll listen to you."
The girl ordered the dishes recommended by the season, fearing that I would not have enough to eat, and asked the waiter to "add a large portion".
"I don't know your name yet." While waiting for dinner, the girl chatted with me, trying to dispel my anxiety.
"Oh, my name is Gust." My accent still smells like a foreign language.
"What a special name." The girl did not show any surprise when she came back. Maybe she thinks it's my alternative humor. "Well, I'll call you Xiao Gou." The girl read it several times: "puppy, puppy, it sounds like a puppy." It's better to call it tick. " The girl relished: "Hook, hook, this is much easier."
I just want to say that I am a ghost, not a dog, and Gou Gou sounds like a dog. Can we still talk? "Well, tick, that sounds good." I said something against my will in front of her, saying it was cold.
After a while, our order arrived. The girl said that she had just eaten and was not hungry. Let me eat as much as possible.
I was embarrassed to refuse, so I picked up a spoon and began to eat. For me, food will not be absorbed, and eating it means not eating it, but I still pretend to be delicious seriously.
The girl sat opposite me, sliding the screen and looking at the mobile phone. Although it is true that I am handsome, as a normal person, no one likes to be watched all the time while eating. This girl is very understanding.
I noticed that the girl was browsing a boy's circle of friends and refreshed it several times in a row, all of which were just browsing, without praise or comment. There is a trace of sadness in his eyes.
Then, she clicked on her Weibo, entered the first word, and the browsing history automatically popped up below. It must be a constant search, and then clicked on another girl's Weibo to view it.
This is the love in the world, right? Be careful. The invention of friends circle and Weibo is so good that it won't leave any visitors' records. If one day, it is technically cracked who has been secretly browsing his circle of friends and Weibo, I think this is really unacceptable. After all, mankind always needs a tree hole to hide secrets that cannot be told.
I'm thinking, maybe, to some extent, I'm a lot like that boy.
It's good to be a ghost. I'm heartless, I'm not tired of living, and I don't have to worry about my feelings. I'm glad to know that.
Affectionate since ancient times, I don't want to be troubled by this.
I just looked at this girl quietly. It is my gentleness not to disturb.
"Long-term understanding will not become love over time, just like the daily climate in winter. You can't add today's temperature to yesterday, so tomorrow will become a warm day. " I haven't read many books, but this sentence is quite impressive.
I can completely enter the boy's spiritual interface and enter a private letter, "Once upon a time, there was a girl who loved you for a long time." But it can't reverse things. If you can explain clearly, why does this girl sit opposite me and invite me to a "stranger" for dinner?
I really want to do something for this girl, but I can't seem to do anything. After all, feelings can't be forced.
Wait a minute, this is the first time I have the idea of helping human beings. What is wrong with me?
I told myself: I am a ghost, and I don't have any worldly desires.
"You drink juice, which is delicious." I moved the juice in front of the girl and the girl smiled. She bit the straw and sucked the juice. Her smile suddenly made me feel a little distressed.
At the moment, what I think in my mind is not how to choose a good day to absorb the love elements in the girl's body to get energy, but how to make her happier.
I am hungry, the blood pool of my life is decreasing, and I am obviously going to collapse. Why not start with her?
Love will reduce the resistance of one's mind and make people weak and at the mercy of others. From the moment I met a girl whose magic disappeared for no reason, my world seemed to have changed. Is there so-called love in my body? My elders who have seen me for a long time clearly taught me that ghosts can't have feelings, and they must constantly absorb the emotional atmosphere of human beings.
Am I dying of illness? No desire to eat. This girl obviously exudes a full love factor. As long as I take a bite, I can feel less uncomfortable, but I can't bear to hurt her.
I can feel my hands shaking and my face turning green. Because I haven't eaten for a long time, I know that I am very ill this time, and my forehead has been sweating. My heart is rolling. If ghosts also have tissues and organs, every cell in the body seems to be tearing and becoming particularly uncomfortable. Head on the table, hands on your stomach.
The girl was completely frightened when she saw this situation. She took my hand and said, "What's the matter with you?"
I have no spare strength to answer her. From her voice, I clearly felt that she was about to cry.
Yes, anyone will panic when they see such an emergency, let alone this earthly girl.
I heard someone shouting: it can't be food poisoning. There was a lot of noise, but nobody came to help me. They all ran away from the restaurant.
The girl put her hand over her mouth and left me at once. Sure enough, everyone was indifferent to the disaster. I have some regrets. Why didn't I attack that girl earlier? I feel my body is hurt. On second thought, it's a good thing that she left. Otherwise, she will definitely be my target when I am so delirious. I can't estimate the sudden lethality myself.
I try my best to feel the electric field around me. I want to send a wireless signal to contact my companion. This is my way of asking for help. I find it difficult to move my fingers. I tried to hold the table with my hands, so I had to hit Morse code.
I hit it hard and suddenly found someone holding my hand tightly, and my little finger seemed to return to the temperature just now. "Come on, drink this cup of hot milk quickly." This is a familiar voice. It's the girl just now. She's back. She didn't abandon me. No, to be exact, she never left my side.
She raised my head. She must not know that milk is useless to me. I can't drink it myself. She broke my lips and tried to pour milk into my mouth. The milk ran down my lips and I didn't drink a bite. Her hand rubbed against mine. "Why is it still so cold?" I felt her tears dripping on my hand.
"I called 120, and the ambulance will come right away." She always comforted me.
She took my little finger and said, "You'll be fine. Don't be afraid, I'm sure. A hook hangs, and it will not change for a hundred years. " She hooked me, our little fingers hooked each other and our thumbs pointed at each other. The promise made in this way is the most credible, and it is "not allowed to change for a hundred years." Encyclopedia explained that this is a very romantic way for lovers to make lifelong vows. If the retractor works, why do many people finally break up? I'm laughing in my heart. It's your childish game again, but I don't know why. I felt so warm at that moment.
The girl ran to the door and looked into the distance. "Why hasn't the ambulance come yet?" She ran to me again and put my hand on her shoulder: "Hook, be patient, I'll take you to the hospital." She wants to take me to the hospital. Although I am thin, she is younger than me. She tried to pull me up from my seat, but I still couldn't stand.
She put my arm around her neck, and I hung my head and put my lips on her neck. She smelled delicious. I long for her unique taste in love. I can take a bite and a sip to replenish my blood, but I don't. I don't want to hurt her at all.
I leaned against her and felt her warmth for the first time.
She dragged me and hobbled along. Every step is difficult, as if walking on thorns. I am too heavy for her.
When I came to the zebra crossing, it was a red light and I had to stop.
My health is getting worse and worse. I'm on the ground. For mankind, time is life. At this moment, I finally had a profound understanding. I know, I am a ghost, even after death, I am still a ghost, just thinking that I must endure the pain before I die, I feel so uncomfortable. Therefore, I am really great who can survive in the world. If I live, I should treat life well.
That girl has been chatting with me, but I have no strength to answer her. She probably thought I was in a severe coma, and the 30-second traffic light was more painful for her.
"If you insist, I won't let anything happen to you." Perhaps it is because people will forcibly release their hidden explosive power when they are most helpless. Girls don't know where the power comes from. She looked both ways behind my back. There seems to be no traffic coming. She's ready to run. God, she's going to run a red light. She's going to die. She just wants to take me to the hospital.
Does she do things without thinking? When the vehicle comes, even if there is an accident, the driver is not responsible. After all, she is a pedestrian who runs a red light!
In this way, we ran to the middle of the zebra crossing, thinking that we could safely cross the zebra crossing, and there were no cars on both sides.
Suddenly, a big truck came from the left. The girl was frightened. Her pupils are wide open. She looked at the truck coming towards us on the left with frightened eyes. In this case, even 0. 1 sec is long, and the ending will be completely different.
I heard the driver slam the steering wheel and brake hard. "No, she will be fine!" This sentence popped up in my brain. I want to protect her. This is the first time. I am so determined that I seem to have human feelings.
I don't know where I got my strength. I suddenly pushed her to the zebra crossing a few meters away. I did it. I didn't let the van near her at all. She is safe at last.
I smiled. I was so tired that I knelt down on the road.
Fortunately, the big truck stopped a few centimeters away from me. The vehicles behind stopped at the same place and didn't go any further.
I lay on the ground and felt a kind of blood boiling in my body.
The girl rushed to my side and shook my body desperately. My stomach churned and I vomited everything I ate. I don't feel so bad anymore.
The ambulance came and put me on the bus. The girl kept holding my hand: "You will be fine." There are two lines of tears on her face.
Strangely, I feel that this time my hands are warm, my body is warm, I am no longer the cold ghost, I have human thoughts and feelings.
I held the girl's hand and didn't let go. I said to her, "Don't cry. I will always be by your side, and I will always protect you. "
I began to believe in human love.