If you have another way out and give up without affecting your life, you can be as happy as you want. If you are only good at this, there is no job to choose without social interaction, and there is no financial foundation to support you not to work, then you can only try to overcome the fear of social interaction by yourself.

Think of things simply. You don't socialize for the sake of socializing, but socialize for work and life, just like building your own personal design, just for work.

Besides, you have received a bonus before, which means that you have no social problems. You have the ability to do this job well, even better than others. Maybe it's because I haven't worked long hours, I have lost confidence, and my evaluation of myself is negative and not objective. You can try working first. Maybe when I first started working, I didn't have time and energy to think about social problems, so I wouldn't have fear.