Qiu Zi went to the South to study in Normal University, and Qiu Zi wanted to be a junior high school Chinese teacher and go back to the prairie to teach the children there.
Qiu Zi is taller than most southern girls, about1.75m, even taller than some boys. She is a little fat, but healthy and strong.
On the first day of studying in the south, Qiu Zi was picked up by a sophomore. The senior is about her height and looks average. The acne on her face is obvious and her skin is very white, but she is cheerful and talkative. Qiu Zi learned that the senior's name was Chen Yipeng, a southerner and a member of the Institute of Physical Education. They chatted very well and soon added WeChat and QQ to become good friends.
Qiu Zi is cheerful and careless, and laughs happily every day. She thinks that friends in the south are easy-going and easy to get along with, and she has made many friends and joined many clubs.
Chen Yipeng, a senior, asked her to join his long-distance running club and run with boys and girls in the Institute of Physical Education every day, and soon became one with them. Senior Chen Yipeng often calls Qiu Zi out to invite her to drink milk tea, invite her to have dinner together, go to the library together, and take her to various scenic spots in the south during holidays. Qiu Zi's affection for the senior is growing day by day. He thinks that the senior is a kind, gentle and sunny boy.
Qiu Zi's roommate often talks about her and her senior. Every time Qiu Zi blushes, she doesn't know what to say. Grassland girls, if they don't like it, they won't be coy, they will directly refuse, and even if they like it, they will bravely pursue it.
Qiu Zi is going to wait until after the sports meeting to tell his seniors.
Soon, the autumn sports meeting is coming. Qiu Zi won the women's1500m, 4x400 relay and high jump. Qiu Zi is from the Chinese Department. There is no girl who runs better than her in their college. She thinks the first place must be hers.
During the preliminaries of the Qiu Zi run1500m, the senior specially came to cheer for Qiu Zi and feed her with water and glucose oral liquid. Qiu Zi was very happy, which strengthened Qiu Zi's remorse. She told her senior that if she won the first prize, she would tell him a secret.
In the preliminaries, Qiu Zi won the first place in his department, and then compared the first place in each department with the first place in other colleges. This other college is specialized except the Physical Education College.
Qiu Zi just went to the senior happily. The senior students are chatting with his brother in their class. She seems to have heard her name.
"You don't really like black Qiu Zi, do you? She is too dark. "
"Yes, Peng Ge, you are so white, Qiu Zi is so dark, and you two are in heaven and earth."
"In addition to being a little dark, Qiu Zi has good facial features. You people don't understand."
A group of people were booing there, and Qiu Zi was a little angry. She wanted to rush up and interrupt them, but she also wanted to know how the seniors felt about her. She believes that the seniors are not so vulgar.
"Stop it. Qiu Zi and I are just good friends. I won't like a black girl. " The senior was accused of being guilty. Maybe he liked Qiu Zi at that time, but he was afraid of being laughed at in front of so many people's eyes, so he chose to turn his back on his heart.
Qiu Zi is like falling into an ice cave. It turns out that seniors don't like her black either. Qiu Zi quietly turned away. No one knows, Qiu Zi sunny heart, began to have a cloud.
Qiu Zi was absent-minded, and finally only got the third place. When the seniors came to see her later, Qiu Zi saw a trace of disappointment in his eyes. But it was fleeting, and the seniors smiled at her and took her to celebrate.
Qiu Zi began to feel a little sensitive and self-abased, stopped laughing every day, and began to avoid her seniors slowly. Qiu Zi quit the club and stopped running with them. Everyone thinks that Qiu Zi has changed.
Qiu Zi, who used to be careless and smiling, is gone. Her roommates were worried about her. They tried to ask Qiu Zi what happened and racked their brains to make Qiu Zi happy. Qiu Zi seldom left the dormitory at first and went to the library to read books alone. She refused when the seniors came to see her. Senior slowly gave up and came to Qiu Zi.
Qiu Zi started to buy sunscreen, stopped braiding, cut her hair short, kept a diary and continued to write articles.
Qiu Zi bought a gym annual card and started to work out, sweating profusely. Only then did Qiu Zi feel that her soul had returned to her body.
She met a boy in the gym, who was a PE student in her same session. His name is Song Xin. He is tall, from Shuai Shuai, with wheat-colored skin and a good figure. He said that he was a part-time coach in the gym, and everyone in the gym called him A Xin.
A Xin is very enthusiastic, but Qiu Zi is a little exclusive to sports students, so he doesn't pay much attention to him.
But that man is Qiu Zi's full-time coach, although many times, Qiu Zi said he didn't need a coach.
But the other party is more persistent than her. Every time she practiced in Qiu Zi, she helped Qiu Zi correct her movements and pointed out the wrong practice methods. Qiu Zi gradually stopped rejecting him too much, and sometimes Qiu Zi would accept his help and do some stretching exercises that needed help.
A year later, Qiu Zi turned white to be invisible to the naked eye, and her figure changed from chubby to slim, with shoulder-length hair and delicate facial features, becoming a flower in the Chinese Department.
Qiu Zi received many love letters and gifts from boys, but she was not happy at all. She felt as if she were not herself.
One day, A Xin invited Qiu Zi to go to the gym. Qiu Zi thought he would go anyway, so he didn't refuse.
Qiu Zi went downstairs on the stairs and saw A Xin standing downstairs in the dormitory, wearing a gray shirt, black sweatpants and a cap, kicking stones on the side of the road bored. The girls around him would slow down and secretly look at him. A Xin, really handsome, with a height of more than 1.8 meters and a slim figure, is a male god in the eyes of many girls.
Qiu Zi suddenly doesn't want to go with A Xin. She felt out of place with them. She doesn't want to experience that kind of sadness again.
But Qiu Zi went downstairs. When A Xin saw Qiu Zi, his eyes lit up and he came over.
"Qiu Zi, you have come down. Let's go to the gym first, and then go to eat. I know there's a delicious bibimbap restaurant in the school recently, and I'll treat you to it later. " A Xin kept whispering in Qiu Zi's ear, but Qiu Zi was a little absent-minded.
Then Qiu Zi saw the senior. A year later, he also met Qiu Zi. He was a little surprised at the changes in Qiu Zi, becoming white and thin and very, very beautiful.
A Xin also saw the senior. He also knew the senior and said hello to him.
Senior should be a cry with a smile, and then turned to Qiu Zi, "Qiu Zi, long time no see! You have become much more beautiful. "
Qiu Zi replied politely, "Thank you."
Then he walked on. A Xin was surprised, but he immediately followed Qiu Zi. Then he saw that Qiu Zi's eyes were red, and he seemed to understand a little.
He followed Qiu Zi silently, without making any noise. When he arrived at the gym, A Xin asked Qiu Zi to exercise alone. He thought Qiu Zi might want to be alone, so he looked at Qiu Zi from a distance. He knew that he had long liked Qiu Zi, and he didn't know what it was like. Does Qiu Zi like that senior? There seems to be a story between them.
When Qiu Zi finished practicing, A Xin silently handed towels and water, and A Xin always accompanied her silently.
"Song Xin, have you ever liked anyone?" Qiu Zi sat on the floor and took a sip of water.
"Yes, I liked a tall girl in junior high school, but she called me short in front of many people in the class. So I am a loser. "
Song Xin also sat down.
"At that time, I was very sad and fell into a shadow. I run and exercise and play ball every day. After that, I didn't like contact with tall girls. Once bitten, twice shy. Now that I think about it, it was really childish at that time. If you have someone you like, you will be hurt and easily lose yourself. "
Song Xin smiled to himself and continued: "However, there is nothing wrong with liking someone. What is wrong is that you deny yourself and are not confident in yourself. The person you like may not like you, but you have to like yourself. "
"Do you like yourself?"
"Yes, you know that the first time I met you was in the autumn sports meeting last year. At that time, I thought that this girl with pigtails ran really fast and ran really smartly. At that time, I liked you very much. "
"Do you still like me when you knew me at that time?" Qiu Zi seems a little incredible, "but I'm black and ugly. How can you do this? "
"I don't think you are ugly. I think you are beautiful. Your skin color is your most special symbol. I looked for you everywhere, and I haven't seen you since. " When Song Xin looked at Qiu Zi, there was light in his eyes. "Although you have turned white now, you are also very beautiful. Whether it's black or white, as long as it's you, I feel beautiful. You don't even know how happy I was when I met you at the gym later, although you seem to reject me a little. "
"I refuse you is not your problem, it is my own problem, but I don't understand. I lost myself. " Qiu Zi sighed a long breath, "but later, I will find myself. The self who is confident, happy and chic despite the darkness. "
"Then can I accompany you?" Song Xin looked at Qiu Zi expectantly.
"Of course, we can be better and happier together." Qiu Zi looked at Song Xin and smiled. Then they all began to laugh wildly. People around think they are crazy, but so what? They feel happy.
Qiu Zi took part in the school composition competition and won the first prize. Her article was recommended to the provincial competition and won a good ranking. Qiu Zi became the chief writer of the school newspaper, and her articles and novels were published in the newspaper.
She doesn't care about her skin color anymore. She and Song Xin often look around by bike. She is going to write a bicycle travel book.
Later, the senior found Qiu Zi again and apologized for his words. Qiu Zi ignored him for a long time and forgave him, but Qiu Zi didn't keep in touch with the elder. She thinks that some people miss it and it will be forever. Looking ahead, there is a better view ahead.
That autumn was the only way for her to grow up. When she was young, she always got hurt. However, no matter what she loses, don't lose herself. There will still be scenery in front of her.