After work, a person goes to the gym only because he is depressed, but also to end the feeling that the whole person is at a low ebb. During the 30-minute running, I saw all kinds of people and speeding sports cars on the street through the glass of the gym and guessed their lives. Some people are dressed in fashion, holding Starbucks coffee and laughing while walking with their friends. Some people just parked their yellow Lamborghini sports cars and took their girlfriends into the opposite high-end restaurant; Someone rode back on a public bike; Some people take their huskies for a leisurely walk. ...
In my eyes, those who walk into high-end restaurants, drive luxury sports cars and have time to walk their dogs should be regarded as relatively successful people, at least they will not strive for meager social information for the most basic life like me. I'm thinking, what should I do with my future life?
I was full of confidence in myself before, and I don't know where that confidence came from. I just think I am considerate, intelligent, honest, responsible, cheerful, positive, generous, wild and straightforward. I feel a little lazy and don't like to do exercises occasionally. There is no dead angle in 360 degrees. At least in the circles around me, I am a special case. . . . However, after the baptism of society, the tempering of life and the destruction of material, I found that it is not easy to survive and it is even harder to live a good life. The hardest thing is the accumulation of money. Seeing that others can drive a sports car at a young age, live in a big suite, travel around during their leisure time, learn photography today and learn painting tomorrow, I hate rich people very much, and I feel more and more that mistress and mistress are a sustainable and promising career. ...
Later, I told my mother these deviant ideas on the phone, and she scolded me. She told me that if I didn't live as a prince and a princess, I would honestly be a commoner, and the princess wouldn't feel the happiness of the commoner. A 20% discount on cloth can also realize the princess's pleasure. The best time for girls is when they are young and when they are coquetry. Does being a mistress deserve to be spoiled?
Well, although I still value work and money more than love, love is a luxury for me, but work and money are necessities. I don't want to work hard now and step into the family in the future. All my energy is on my children and husband, as well as washing and cooking. I don't want to be smoothed away by these trifles.
Because in this world, I am unique and I deserve to be cherished. Now I have nothing, but at least I am mine. If I smooth the edges and corners, I will lose myself like sand in the desert. ...
So, don't let reality smooth your edges and corners, and don't wronged yourself for a lifetime.