If it is ok after three generations, there is no need to worry about moral and legal condemnation. If it is one or two generations, it is absolutely impossible. Legally speaking, being close relatives is a disaster for future generations. Basically, they are all mentally retarded and deformed, which also forms a burden on the country and family. Morally it is incest, which makes you and your family look up. Your cousin will be even worse. Let go and focus on friends' circle of friends. There are many goddesses there. That is the national treasure, waiting for you to explore and develop. If you are not confident or lack of ability, go to purgatory to make yourself stronger. For example, do this, read and learn knowledge, make your speech meaningful and elegant, learn to do business and make money to build your own money empire, and turn fitness into a male god.