On a hot afternoon two months ago, a group of students were standing in a military posture. Perhaps afraid of being lazy, the instructor divided them into two teams, face to face and supervise each other. On that day, he stood opposite her, and the sun shone on her face at a 45-degree angle, with a slightly cold breath. The photo was imprinted on his mind. He is a college student and the monitor of his class.
On the way to visit the south campus, the boy found that a friend he knew was her roommate. I learned her name from a friend when I was studying in the evening. Because he found someone directly in the same group, he applied for a friend.
"Hello, we have become good friends, and now we can start chatting."
Friends, he is really witty. He sent his homework directly to others and told them to remember to hand it in. This is a difficult, boring and time-consuming computer homework, and everyone is anxious about it. Later, I heard her say, "I thought it was the academic Committee that urged me to hand in my homework."
Their feelings warmed up because the boy found the girl listening to the song and asked her what song she liked. Although the boys didn't listen, they listened, listened. Music makes them have the same language.
The girl said, "I like to share all the good music with you." You will not bother me, will you? "
He said, "How come?"
"Hi ~ I learned a song. Do you want to be my audience? "
"good!"
"See you at the gate of the library? You can also read books after singing. "
"Well, all right."
The boy was silly and really left with his schoolbag on his back. The girl didn't take anything She is wearing a sweater, a black leather jacket, blue jeans, black Chelsea boots, a long high ponytail, big fuzzy eyes and full lips. He was in a happy mood and secretly took a photo and sent it to her, saying, "I'm behind you, haha." The girl turned around and punched you in the chest with her little fist and said, "Who told you to shoot me?" It's almost deleted. "
The more they talk, the higher their status. They walked around the school for two hours. Next to the school lotus pond, he sang "Pride", which she said was very nice. Everyone likes Naruto, and not many girls can finish watching Naruto these days. She said it was so handsome to bring soil.
When sending her back to the dormitory door to say goodbye, she added: Your singing is really beautiful. You are very happy today.
The boy held the girl's hand and said firmly, then we are friends. The girl smiled sweetly.
? Once a girl said they were going to play downtown, and a boy said, "Why don't we go together?" She said, "Next time, you can't carry our luggage." They came back late. It's already nine o'clock. As soon as the boy received the news, he said to pick them up. I thought that with the help of friends, boys could accept her smoothly. While looking for each other, I was blocked by a van and missed it. When watching the positioning distance stagger and get farther and farther away, the boy realized that they had missed each other. The boy was anxious, ran back in one breath and finally caught up with them. When they met again, it was at the school gate, and the boy saw her at a glance in the crowd. She wore light makeup, eyeliner, lipstick and eyebrows today. The first sentence of a girl is: Do my earrings look good? But he heard: Do I look good today? "Good-looking"
Her roommates all went back to the dormitory early, leaving only two of them. The girl said that she was tired after a long day's ride and wanted to take a walk, so she went to the playground. They talked a lot that night. That night, he actually lost sleep, and her smiling face filled his mind.
? A few days later, he heard from a friend that he could buy a headrope for girls. He has never done this before, and he doesn't know what kind of headrope girls like for the first time. So I bought a lot, all kinds. Walking and seeing a tea shop, he didn't buy it on purpose, but unconsciously. He sent a message to the girl that I was downstairs and wanted to invite you to drink milk tea. When the girl came down and saw it, she was surprised to say that someone gave her a headrope for the first time. In the evening, the girl asked him what he wanted to eat. He said to bake gluten, and I'll pick you up by the way. The girl said: no, no, I'll send it directly to you. When the girl appeared in front of him, she was holding roast cold noodles, roasted gluten and a cup of three-spell milk tea. Later, he has been looking for this milk tea, but he can't find it anywhere. ) He took things back to the dormitory, and all his roommates cast envious eyes, saying that your boy is really good, and you have rushed to the flowers at work. This is the first time he has received so many things, and he feels very warm.
? Later, class parties (he gave up the election and stopped being a monitor), and people in the university were better at playing. It is her turn. The topic is to read to an oak tree to a boy. She looked around and the boy stood up voluntarily. Everyone started booing and surrounded them. When she finished the last sentence: "I love you, love your mighty body, and I will stand with you in the image of a tree." Someone pushed the boy behind him, and the boy took the girl into his arms and whispered, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." After dinner, the boy caught up with the girl and they walked side by side. The girl asked, "Why do you like me?" He said excitedly, "I just regard you as a friend, but slowly I found that we got along very well and fell down carelessly." They talked a lot that night. On the way back, the boy said, "Let's see whose hand is bigger." When the girls put their hands on it, their fingers were locked. Before leaving, the girl said, give me a hug. The boy felt very happy at the moment he hugged each other.
The next night, they went to see the movie Good Times together. The boy gave the girl a popcorn, and the girl gave it to the boy. At the climax of the film, the boy held her in his arms. On the way back, the girl said, "I am very happy with you." When he returned to the dormitory with popcorn, he found that his roommates were hugging each other to watch a movie.
? A few days ago, he already knew the girl's birthday. He wanted to give her a romantic and unforgettable birthday. So he ordered a KTV and a big cake in the afternoon. Unfortunately, an hour before going to KTV, he was cheated by the internet and the account of a QQ friend was stolen. The fraud gang took all his money under the guise of transferring money. Because of his lack of social experience, he chose to call the police, but the police had to let him make a statement. As a girlfriend, she has been with him all the time, which really touched the boy. After recording the confession, the boy ran to find the girl and the girl stood at the door. She kissed the boy gently on the face (you kissed me gently, I was crazy). He sang two love songs for the girl, confession, hug and taking photos (the girl was never allowed to take photos, so she promised him today). During the evening self-study, their class organized a movie, reading the love letters written by boys to girls, which read the acquaintance from grade one to grade seven. The boy took the girl's hand and kissed her gently on the back of her hand, telling the mistake that all boys who fall in love for the first time will make: "I will never marry you in my life." She said, "We work together." Boys also prepared birthday gifts for her and put them in the dormitory. After the evening self-study, he said, "I have prepared a gift for you. You wait at the door and I'll get it for you. " So he shared the cake with his roommate and came out with a present. On the way to send the girl back to the dormitory, he hugged her for the first time and kissed her on the forehead. The boy was very excited that night and ran four or five laps in the playground. The girl sent a message saying, how did you know I wanted a black beret? Because the boy's heart is very thin (this is both his shortcoming and his advantage). Because he didn't eat, the boy said he would come out for dinner to see if the hat was suitable. The boy saw her untidy hair for the first time, and her long hair fluttered like a fairy, just like a fairy. You are as popular as a foreigner, and your secular name becomes unimportant.
? We broke up after seven days together. How sweet they used to be and how painful they are now. Maybe they don't get along, because their personalities are diametrically opposed. One is emotional and the other is rational. But in fact, girls have never loved boys (no one suddenly doesn't love another person, but that person suddenly discovers this fact). The night before the breakup, the boy intended to give the newly bought headphones to the girl, but the girl refused and asked if she could return them. This earphone is because boys know that girls like listening to songs, and they have agreed to buy it for her a few days ago. Facing the sudden indifference, the boy was at a loss. I'm going to talk it over on my way back tonight. After class, a female best friend who just met for two days clamored for a girl to go shopping with her. The boy walked behind them and looked at them from a distance. In the cold wind, her best friend uncovered her clothes and held the girl in her arms. At that moment, the boy felt really bad inside, which was what he wanted to do most. They were going to school, and the boy went up to them and said, can I go with them? The girl said coldly, can you not follow me? "Ok, be safe" That night, the boy stayed up all night.
? In the last class the next morning, the boy said with a wry smile, "Can we still be friends? You don't have to give me an answer in a hurry, just think about it. " In the afternoon, the girl said, "Let's meet."
The girl said a lot of grievances: "I feel very depressed. I still can't like you and have no feelings for you. I want to be free. Let's break up. "
? The boy smiled and said, "Why didn't you say so earlier? I thought it was something. Suddenly it was so cold that I was shocked. "
? The girl repeated, "Then let's break up, break up, break up."
? The boy stopped talking, took out his headphones and said, "Here. You like listening to music and bought it for you just to thank you for spending this time with me.
? The girl said, "All right."
? The boy said, "Remember our bet?"
? The girl said, "Don't forget, I'll take you to eat whatever you want." When she said this, she smiled and felt particularly relaxed, as if she had put down a big stone in her heart.
? That night, they went to eat buffet hot pot with the girl's roommate, and the girl sat in the middle. They talked and laughed as if they had never loved each other. On the way back, the boy said with a wry smile, "This is actually the life I want. I should have known that I should just be friends. " Girls also responded excitedly: "Yes, yes, just be friends."
? The boy thought he was such a free and easy person, but in fact he was wrong. They can't be friends. They know each other too well to go back. Girls are still wary of him and deliberately avoid alienating him. The boy is in pain. He felt like a mute. No one can understand his sadness. Earphones have been ringing, "there are many people waiting for love. If you don't presuppose that you will care about me, don't you exchange your life for a misunderstanding with you. "
? When a boy fell in love for the first time, he really liked it and fell in love deeply. He hasn't slept well since the day he broke up, and he can't sleep when he thinks about it. He doesn't understand why this happened, whether he did something wrong or he wasn't good enough.
? The most correct decision the boy made was to spend money on going to the gym. Because he can't sleep every day, he goes to exercise, thinks while running, sweats and takes a bath, and his mood will get better. Boys began to take the initiative to learn how to dress, learn hair styles, buy a lot of clothes, start investing in themselves, take care of their skin, shape themselves, and look for ways to save their predecessors on Zhihu. The first step to save your predecessor: completely disappear from your predecessor's world and create a happy life for yourself to relax your predecessor. As time went on, the boy changed a lot. Because of his constant exploration, he finally found his truest self and gained an independent personality and thought. Loving yourself is the beginning of a romantic life.
"You have learned a lot of knowledge and theory, and one day it suddenly coincides with your experience, and it really becomes your thing, because at this time it really enters your subconscious and becomes your belief. This is the so-called epiphany. When you change some important beliefs in your subconscious, your destiny is rewritten. " I know this sentence very well. As you may have guessed, that boy is me. My story may not be amazing, but what I want to say is that I successfully realized my epiphany and found myself. During this period, I was also depressed because I felt insecure in front of her. I want to put on the most beautiful mask and remove my inner disguise. She is so beautiful that I feel inferior. We need to take action to experience, just like what we have learned, theory needs to fit in with experience in order to really make you realize it.
-I want to commemorate my dead love with this article.