It doesn't seem to be going well this year. The sudden epidemic ruined all my plans for next semester. I only ran half of the first two years and didn't learn a skill well. I also experienced a less friendly blind date, got my double certificate and participated in a basketball game. Although I won only one game, I attended a small meeting and went to Hangzhou, and my friends became fewer and fewer.

In terms of study, it seems that I can't learn well at home for half a year. It's good to go back to school, but remember to rest. Exercise is the same. Although it is difficult to persist in exercise, sometimes it will be uncomfortable if you don't train for a day, you should still remember to correct and adjust your mentality.

However, this year, I was really unhappy. Besides some emotional external factors, I also have my own plans, such as studying computer basics, running, playing ball and reading. These have not been well adhered to. I have become more and more skilled, my hairline has gradually increased, and my consciousness has become more and more blurred. Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing. COVID-19 epidemic, Kobe's death, the pain of doing homework at home, the loss of double certificates, and a bloated stomach. I still remember being overwhelmed by the teacher when I first reported for duty. I still remember hitting the coach while playing ball, and then waking up with chest pain three times in the middle of the night. I still remember my favorite unarmed fitness being teased by others but daring to speak out.

In fact, in 2020, I also thought about many things. I broke away from many unnecessary relationships and established better relationships with friends around me. It seems that going home to drink has become something worth looking forward to. When I decided to do the topic and read the technical book, I found that some contents were not as difficult as I thought, so I could concentrate on summing up one blog after another. From June to August, I successfully reduced from the heaviest 93kg in winter vacation to 82kg before school started, and now I am hovering at 80kg. Although running and playing less, I am really happy.

Many things have already passed the most difficult stage when they are decided to start.

202 1, I hope I can keep studying and thinking, keep fit, keep doing what I like, keep reading and be a positive person. The epidemic will stay in 2020.

Oh, by the way, there will be a trace of envy when seeing friends get married. I hope I can get out of my fear and understand my true feelings.