Write in front (if you are familiar with my friends, you don't need to read this paragraph, it's none of your business): Hello, everyone, since you are my spectator, please listen to me, be good! I'm very busy recently, and I'm still taking the postgraduate entrance examination, so I just want to see the following comments to reply to this blog: Praise me as a good girl, read and analyze the pros and cons carefully, and feel the same way. As for sympathy and comfort, pure expression and passing by, I at least don't hate it, but I didn't expect so many people to read this blog when I posted it, and I didn't bury anyone's meaning, so please comment and scold me blindly before I finished reading it. You must be surprised to see this, dear, but I decided to write directly, because I always tried to distort the topic when I wanted to talk to you before, and finally I didn't even know what I wanted to say. We haven't had a thorough and serious conversation in these years. I know you don't like this kind of conversation, but that doesn't mean you can hide forever. I want you to know that I am writing this not because I want to win your attention, or because I want you to do something or change anything, not because I want you to fight for my family, but because I really want to give up on you, not because I am tired or sad. This is just an independent choice made by a girl who is about to turn 23. 1, you can like me if I don't like it, and I can show it to you to make you happy, but you can't help liking me if I like it. This sentence is a bit circuitous, but I think it is easy to understand. Everyone has many faces and can behave differently in different environments. For example, I will sit at the table with a cup for a long time without talking and listen to your stories in the game with deep affection. I can also wait from 8: 30 in the morning to 11: 30 in the hot sun. I can also hold your skirt and greet your friends with a smile. I am willing to do this when necessary, even if I am tired of queuing to buy drinks at ordinary times, even if I hear some onomatopoeia inexplicably. However, I am a crazy and familiar person. I just like to chat with the big girls and boys at the front desk when I buy ice cream. I just like to play familiar jokes with people I have never met on Renren. Even if that person may come from your circle of friends, it doesn't mean that I can't get along with that person. Besides, I won't make too many jokes. Just ordinary classmates are not even friends. Besides, the other party is usually a girl. I don't know why you don't like it Sometimes I suddenly think of something and express it explosively, but it comes from your expression habit and is infected by you. I don't know why you don't like it You can't be a positive energy source. Of course, people are sometimes depressed. When they are frustrated and hit a wall, I want to tell you that it is because I trust you and have a little dependence. I want to get some comfort or advice to solve the problem, instead of scolding or "I don't know" or "how to do it" or the depressed expression sent by Fetion. I lost something I bought that I liked better, not to make you scold me like my mother, nor to comfort you because I made you feel bad at last. I don't want to stretch in the sun and sigh "It's a nice day today" when I hear an irrelevant "not good at all". I don't know what kind of mentality this habitual direct opposition expression is. All I know is that I can't even put my hand down in the middle of it. Of course, "weather" is just an example, and there are other things like "not cute at all" and "not touching at all". I always remember why I didn't receive a gift on my eighteenth birthday and finally got into a fight without a card. Although I don't mention it, I think it's not too much for a girl to ask her boyfriend for a music box, a doll and a lollipop as a birthday present on her eighteenth birthday. Although I will never do such a thing again, this is just an example, but many things are essentially the same. 3. We have too few hobbies. I remember that we started to get close because of roller skating, painting the street hand in hand and practicing fancy side by side, and then going out to play with other roller skating couples. Now we basically don't skate. What about other hobbies? Music? Ok, this is one, but the types we like seem to be very different. Because I have always loved words, I have higher requirements for lyrics when I hear a song. If the lyrics or ideas of a song are excellent, I can tolerate the melody of the song, the singer's voice and pronunciation a little. On the contrary, if the melody is prominent and the lyrics are not good, I would rather listen to its melody, even without lyrics. As for you, it seems that you pay more attention to the arrangement and the expression of the singer. Usually, what you highly recommend me to listen to is amazing vibrato or rich drums. Although it is really nice, if you pay attention to the melody and expression, isn't Mozart nice? As for sports, you don't seem to like any sports. If there was roller skating before, although I encouraged you to go swimming in the gym or something, I could see that you didn't like it, and then your back ached and your legs ached. I don't think I should force you to live the way I like. Everyone has his own way of life. Reading is the same as traveling. I took you out to play twice, once in Hangzhou and once in Xiamen, but I feel that you don't like it very much, just to accompany me. Although I was very happy at that time, now that I think about it, you don't have to go anywhere I want to go, and I am still in high spirits. You don't want to go anywhere else, so I didn't invite you on this graduation trip, because you don't even like traveling, let alone traveling. Reading? I still remember you falling asleep in the library. It's hard for you. You like playing with all kinds of headphones, and I have tried to like them. Later, I found that all the headphones that are not bad are similar to me at noisy intersections or cars. As for quiet places, I like to listen to my favorite things with a small notebook and its original headphones. The advantages and disadvantages of different headphones are not obvious in my eyes. I still care more about the audio works themselves. As for your favorite games, I admit that you can't learn with a low IQ. The game with the highest IQ that I can play is Xianjian. So, although we all like to watch reckless luxury, we all like to go shopping and buy nothing, we all like to watch movies with Ben instead of going to the cinema, we all like to eat McDonald's ice cream, and we all like to spit out brain-dead powder and self-righteous white people on the Internet, but because our main hobbies are different, I still want to say that our hobbies are too few. 4. Our outlook on life is different. For a long time, I always thought that our three views were compatible. Over the past year or two, I have gradually discovered that world outlook and values are compatible. In the outlook on life, the days we want, the understanding of the purpose of life and the understanding of family are so different. I used to think that we should all like a stable and happy life, but later I found that our understanding of the word "stable and happy" is different. In my opinion, stability and happiness do not mean that the car is at home, the money is in the bank, the food is on the dining table, and the home is on the sofa. Instead, even if one day the company goes bankrupt and the house is on fire, we can still hold a person's hand, listen to him and tell him that we are not afraid. Let's go to the public toilet tonight and get a job tomorrow. Everything will be fine. Quiet years also come from the desperate protection of dreams and family members, from heart-to-heart communication and mediation, and from the fearless struggle for happiness. My family, especially my parents, always put my happiness first. Even when I make choices that make them dissatisfied with my work, life and partner, they will only remind me, and they are never dissatisfied or even disliked because of face or interests, but worry about my happiness. If I insist on making a choice, they will definitely wish me happiness. 5. You don't know my strength. I can pour alcohol on my scraped knee and squeeze out the sand one by one, but that doesn't mean I won't hurt. At that time, the postgraduate entrance examination failed, and I didn't have a long brain to pour you bitter water. Then I said smoothly: "You said that my postgraduate entrance examination was three points worse than the first six grades, and the second six grades were almost one point worse. It's all because of Mao, "and then I said," Did someone screw you up in Band Six on purpose? " Before that, I was still struggling and hesitating, but at that moment I decided to leave you, but I was busy graduating and planning my trip in the next few months. Most of the things I complained to you before about someone messing with me were just spit. I think you should be able to understand that "I provoked whoever I recruited" is a colloquial phrase. Of course, there were two complaints that someone was really messing with me, but the other person was too strong, so I could only knock out my teeth and swallow blood. Worst of all, I will find someone close to me to nag me. I should make it quite clear. Of course, I am a strong girl, and I have encountered many crises in recent years. I've put up with F-girl and Swallow, and I've solved the cluster incident and laboratory incident in school by myself. I can also take the train from Nanchang to Shanghai, and then take the subway to Wuxi to see you. Even though I have been to Wuxi so many times, I still don't know what Wuxi is like, because I have been with you and you don't like going out. Even so, it doesn't mean that I fell in the mud. You can touch me with your feet, and I will get up and walk home to wash myself. Doesn't mean I'm strong enough to care about you, so it doesn't matter what I do. I seem to have asked you this question. You said it was because I was nice to you, and then you couldn't think of any other reason. I want to say that I am very dissatisfied with this answer, because I believe in one sentence: if you look at a person just because that person is nice to you, it means that you don't really look at that person. I am good to you not only for you, but if I am with others, I will still be so good to him, which is my characteristic; Similarly, the reason why you like it is not personal. You should like others if they are kind to you. I think besides being nice to you, I have many qualities worth liking. I have waist-length hair, clear eyes and flexible and slender fingers. I have many interesting and meaningful experiences and reading and storage to talk about. I know many things. I will cook a lot of delicious food, respect my parents and elders, and have a good popularity. I think I still deserve to be liked. At that time, when we were in contact, it was just a period of psychological depression and we needed company. I think this may be a mistake. We shouldn't be each other's food. The cartoon characters or stars in your collection are also very different from my personality, so you shouldn't really fall in love with me. I don't want to say sadly, "I won't be so kind to people again." If I marry someone in the future, I should be kind to him, and I hope you will be the same. I do not love you anymore.