I know this state very well. After graduation, I went to work in a small magazine. When I first entered the workplace, I worked as an editor with a low salary. At this time, you can only choose to do things in a down-to-earth manner and accumulate experience, and this wait is more than two years.
Ask yourself, over the past two years, I have not tried my best, but I feel exhausted and at a loss. In fact, I want to do a lot of things, such as writing poetry, calligraphy, practicing Mandarin and oral English, and keeping fit ... But looking back, I didn't do what I wanted to do, and almost all my precious time was wasted in endless entanglements.
I am not so much influenced by my parents as I am not firm enough to stand at the crossroads of my life. They have been asking me to test teachers, but I am not interested in teachers myself. I want to stick to my own ideas, but the salary at hand has made me doubt my choice many times and was disturbed by other people's suggestions and opinions. I began to work while taking the teacher exam. After the exam, my parents were full of hope. I seem to have pushed myself on a road that cannot be turned back. Once I started, countless relatives were concerned about your grades.
Holding a book in the office every day, telling myself to study hard during office hours, so I closed the book and went to work thinking about the exam. When I come home from work, I want to read a book, but I haven't written that manuscript yet. I can never balance my time. I didn't do well in my work and exams. The more you come last in the interview, the more you can't fight back, and there will always be some complaints and dissatisfaction with yourself. Until later, the purpose of my exam was to prove that I was not a bad teacher, because I failed the exam. A friend comforted me by saying that it's good for you to take exams while working, and you can get an interview every time. I know I have a problem. In fact, even if I study while working, I can succeed as long as I allocate my time well, but there is an obstacle that prevents me from moving forward. Now I know it's my own mentality, which is not supported by firm beliefs and reasonable planning. I just blindly pursue the template life in the eyes of others, but that may not be suitable for me.
I want to make a change and try to jump out of this company that makes me a little lazy. Even if I fail, at least I can find the answer in my heart and get a peace of mind. On National Day this year, I resigned. The only thing I can't bear in the company is Sister Yang. In fact, it is under the influence of her thoughts that I have more courage to pursue the work and life I want. I was still writing when I came, but this time, I was relaxed and seemed to understand a lot at once. I am very confused in these two years, but I am also very grateful to stick to myself in confusion. This is a kind of gain.
Now, I enjoy my time most. I read and write quietly, write down my inspiration and mood at any time, exercise enthusiastically, and leave all my troubles behind. I want to recharge my batteries seriously and settle in a corner of my life, no matter what the pace, but I must remember to move forward and look like live high wants.
Time is fast, we have a lot of things to do, what we need to do to stick to it, I can roughly sum up as follows:
1. Be sincere and have firm beliefs. Life is very long and short. If you like, do it while you are young. Don't leave any regrets.
2. Self-discipline, plan your own time and overcome procrastination and laziness.
3. Learn to precipitate, and don't rush for success. Anyone's success is a long process. If you don't succeed, don't let the impetuous heart break the original pace of progress.
4. Set phased goals for yourself, gain a sense of accomplishment in each realization, and realize them step by step.
5. Learn to refuse unnecessary communication. Don't waste any more time if it is not necessary. Don't make friends just to make friends. When you are really strong, you won't lack like-minded friends.
5. Be positive and optimistic, always adjust your mentality, cheer for yourself, and learn the necessary metacognitive strategies.
May we all walk more smoothly on our own road, live the life we want, work hard, it's never too late, come on!