It's really the best modern novel I've ever read. It's very long and has recently been made into a TV series.
The heroine is a "rich second generation" ... a rich girl, and the hero was undercover at first, married a woman, and later his identity was revealed as a criminal police. The man ruined the woman's home for his job, and the two divorced.
Finally, the woman forgave the man and his wife, who went through a painful ordeal. The man accompanied her, and then the man was ordered to go to Port-au-Prince to participate in the peacekeeping disappearance, and the woman looked for him. Two people have experienced all where you are going, and finally have a happy ending. . . Many plots in it have earned enough tears, and my eyes have swollen for several days after reading this novel. . . . .
The suicide note left by the man to the woman before he participated in peacekeeping-
Dear Mrs. Lu,
Forgive me for calling you "Mrs. Lu" before proposing to you. I really want to give you back an ordinary girl's dream. From acquaintance to love, to marriage proposal, I lack a lot of you. I have fantasized about having a romantic love with you countless times, and then lighting candles on the beach at night like a silly boy, begging you to marry me. But I'm really sorry about this dream. If I can come back alive, you won't see this letter, and if you receive this letter, I will definitely be gone, so will you forgive me for calling you Mrs. Lu here?
I'm sorry, Mrs. Lu. At this moment, what I want to say most is that I'm sorry.
I think a man's greatest responsibility is to give his beloved woman a stable and happy life, but I have never given you peace.
Mrs. Lu, I really wronged you to follow me. From the day you married me, your happy life came to an end, and you have been in turmoil and anxiety ever since. I let you worry, let you suffer, and put a lot of undeserved grievances on you. Where will you go? You have experienced everything, but today, you have to bear my bad faith. ...
Mrs. Lu, this time, I broke my word again ... I promised to pick you up when the orchid blooms at home. It's a pity that I will never see the flowers at home again. I lied to you again. I always lie to you, right?
So, don't cry and call me a liar, I don't deserve it, okay?
I'm sorry, I left you with the arduous task of raising DuDu and the puppy. It will be hard for you alone. If a man is willing to share your pain, don't hesitate to let him join you.
Although I always say that I can rest assured that my own wife is by my side, but, wife, this time, I can't be by your side. ...
? Honey, remember what you promised me? Don't frown like me, it will be ugly; Stop biting your lips, it will break my heart. ...
? Dear, don't make me feel sad in another world. I like the way you smile. It's beautiful.
? Mrs. Lu, wife, off-year ...
? I really want to read all your names at this moment, but is there a chance? Maybe we have to wait for the next life.
? Young lady, if there is an afterlife, I beg God to let me meet you again. At that intersection, under that banyan tree, you ran out with a cake and ran into my bike.
? However, I will never let us miss more than ten years. I will accompany you with the memory of this world, grow up with you, watch cartoons, fall in love, watch movies, eat popcorn, walk into the marriage hall hand in hand, and spend every day of my life with you and your children. There is no more thrilling turmoil, only a dull life to complete us.
? Xiao Niannian, were you still wearing a lovely little princess dress at that time?
? I will keep hope.
? north
brief introduction
What's the big deal about going north! ?
Isn't it just a face that brings disaster to the country and the people, plus a fascinating fox who doesn't want to die? Even gave him the position of vice president of the company! That's all. Why did dad lose his mind and marry her to him?
She doesn't want such a husband, and she obviously married her for the money and power at home;
She doesn't want such a husband. Since she got married, she has been as cold as ice and as hard as stone.
She doesn't want such a husband and doesn't go home at midnight every day. She is tired of waiting and worrying.
She doesn't want such a husband, even if they are making a fool of themselves, other women can call him away with a phone call;
She doesn't want such a husband. She pointed at her nose and scolded her, but he helped others.
She didn't want such a husband, so she left the divorce agreement in front of him. "Lou, I've had enough! Let's divorce! "
Who would know that she and he have been married for two years, and they are walking hand in hand, sleeping together, heart to heart, but so far apart?
If everything can be done again, can she go back to that summer and not pick the most beautiful lotus in the lotus leaf? Then, she wouldn't fall into the pond, and she wouldn't be saved by him, so she would hold hands with him from now on, but she would stay away from him. ...
(Part I)
"When do you want to lie to me? ! "She collapsed in a rage and slapped him in the face, which was particularly clear at the top of the mountain in the silent night.
That crisp voice has the power to shake everything. It seems that after this slap, everything settled down, except his sparkling eyes, which stared at her painfully in the dark by the light of the stars ... lazy.
"I didn't lie to you." He squeezed the words out of his throat and reached out in pain, trying to wipe the tears from her face. However, his hand only dared to stretch out half and stopped in the air. On his ring finger, his wedding ring shines, and the light cuts people's hearts like a cold blade. ...
Her heart, cut by this cold blade, was dripping with blood, and the smell of blood rekindled her anger. She stared at him, gritting her teeth painfully. "Lou to the north! I admire you for telling lies with your eyes open! Landing north! I'm not as stupid as you think! What do you think you're doing that I don't know? Let a boy become a son-in-law, which is an opportunity that every man eager for success can't miss! You talk nonsense! From beginning to end, you married me just to use me! How did your so-called brother die? What are you and Yingying doing again? Do you want to use Tong's family to get back at He's family? I'm just a pawn of yours, right? Right? ! "
Facing her screaming He Wen, he just looked at her silently and sadly. Her eyes only contain hatred and resentment.
Those eyes intertwined with hatred are like a sword, and the same deep wound is engraved on his heart. He wants to get close to her and use his warmth to make their wounds stick together and heal. However, approaching at this time will only make the wound deeper and deeper. ...
Her silence made her feel desperate and cried out in despair, "Isn't it?" Talk to me! Why don't you answer me! Answer me! "
He closed his eyes slightly and took a deep breath. With breathing, the pain in the upper left corner of his chest intensified. "Missing,no."
She suddenly smiled, smiled with tears, and smiled with helplessness and despair. "Lou to the north! Good for you! Do you deny it? It doesn't matter! I know it, just like I know your big lie! Lubei, you swore to heaven at your brother's grave that everything you said was true, right? Ah ... then tell me, the four glasses of wine in front of your brother's grave, one for you, one for me, one for your brother, and one more? Whose is it? "
The corner of Lu's eye jumped slightly to the north, and a strange light flashed in his eyes, but he did not speak. ...
She sneer at 1, continued, "is such as jiao isn't it? Tell me, isn't Jiao Ru dead? Where is she buried? Why is Yingying buried with your brother? Why? "
There was an obvious surprise on his face and a wary light in his eyes. "Read ..."
"oh! Are you nervous now? " She smiled on her back, tears streaming down her face and dying. "Lubei, who have you seen the movie" Two Little Boys and No Guess "with? Make you afraid to set foot in the cinema again? Make you afraid to watch this movie again? Who are you asking about CAPOUPASCAP? "
Finally, once, she can make Lubei speechless; Finally, once, you can see the gloomy gloom in Lubei's eyes; Finally, once, I can step on his confidence and laugh at him. ...
However, she would rather not have this opportunity, which made her feel more painful than at any time in her life. ...
Lubei, seeing you like this, I am more painful than you ... Do you understand? Her sad eyes conveyed this sentence to him, but a sad smile stretched out between her eyes, like petals crushed by the night wind, withered helplessly. "Is the land northward as charming as Yingying?"
She heard her voice so small and hoarse that she was very reluctant to say it. ...
She saw his surprise magnified to the limit in his eyes, and then, in his pupil, it was a black ink. ...
Although this is a fact that she has long understood, she can look at him and stop arguing, and personally admit that the pain on the verge of collapse still makes her heart unbearable. ...
She covered her mouth and shook her head desperately. Tears washed down her cheeks like rain. Finally, she walked on the door, shivering. In tears, she could not see his face clearly. The whole top of the mountain, only her hoarse voice asked, "Rupert! Why don't you deny it? Why didn't you say it? Landing north! Why are you doing this to me? Why? "
At present, she cried into a tearful person. Why did she tear her heart out over and over again? She asked him that his heart was like a needle, his face was cold, but tears were winding down. ...
"I'm sorry, miss ... I'm sorry ..." He seemed to speak with all his strength, but his voice was so weak and hoarse that he couldn't hear clearly. ...
She listened to his hoarse voice. She has never hated the word "I'm sorry" so much. She has never cried so sadly in her life. The intense pumping made her even difficult to breathe. She was out of breath and didn't say a word, but she still gritted her teeth. Word for word, very clear. "Liu Bei, I hate you, I hate you for saying sorry to me! From then on, I never want to see you again! "
Say that finish, she opened the car door and rushed into the night.
(Part II)
He has always been very calm, and no matter how big things are, they are easily resolved without trace. What happened?
She wanted to ask him, but she didn't even have a chance to ask him. Because Lubei is completely out of control, there seems to be no such person in the room.
He likes fitness. One room in the house is the gym, so he shuts himself in the gym and plays sandbags.
Even with the door closed, she could hear the loud noise of her fist hitting the sandbag. At first, he just played silently. Later, he entered the state and added a roar to his fist. ...
The frequent growls, with an angry fist rhythm, are like an angry liger, spreading his hatred at will. ...
She had never heard him shout like that. He is such a carefree person. ...
She wanted to open the door and rushed up to ask him, Lubei, what's the matter? I'm your wife, let me share it with you! I am willing to share it for you!
However, she felt that it was not the door that really separated her from him, but another invisible door, which stood between them and was more difficult to break than this one. ...
The only thing she can do is to sit quietly by the door, with tears in her eyes, listening to his roar. The punching and kicking seems to have hit her heart. It hurts, it hurts. ...
As soon as the door lock rang, she jumped up and rushed to the door.
It's him! It will only be him! Their fingerprints only recorded him and her!
But why is he like this? He looked extremely tired, pale as a sheet, as if he had suffered a major blow, and his eyes were full of vicissitudes. ...
Such a man broke her heart and immediately threw herself into his arms. A day of waiting and worrying turned into tears. She whispered in his arms, "Lubei, you scared me to death!" " How's it going? what can I do for you? "
He pushed her away lightly, without even looking at her, picked up the car keys and went out.
He never pushed her away. Even when the relationship between them has not improved, he will only take the initiative to hug her and never push her away. Now, he is so cold. What is this for? For Yingying? Is Yingying so sad because she is dead? Like you got hit hard?
He has no feelings for Yingying, has he? Although she knew this was not the time to be jealous, the idea came out involuntarily.
Seeing that he was going out without saying a word, she suddenly felt depressed and her lungs ached when she breathed. She rushed up in despair, hugged his back and cried, "Go north! Can you tell me what this is about? Don't make me so sad, okay? I am your wife! It's your wife! "
His footsteps stopped, but he didn't turn around, and his voice was hoarse. "Sorry, I want to be alone."
A great sense of powerlessness struck, and her arms became so soft. He gently released her hand and walked out of the house without looking back. ...
Yi Tong Nian just stood there, his hand still holding his arm. Suddenly, he felt a pain of wanting to cry, but he couldn't cry. It turns out that this feeling is called crying without tears, which is worse than crying. His eyes are dry and painful, and his heart is cracked. ...
"The land of the north-"she shouted into the air, and the pain spread from the cracked heart, and soon spread to every cell of the body, even the toes hurt.
Suddenly, an idea came out. She can't let him go out like this. His tired appearance just now was really stimulated. I don't know how fast it will go. Very unsafe.
She forgot how crazy she was when she went to see him last night. Didn't she feel unsafe then?
(Part III)
It turns out that she came at the right time, and the body will be shipped back to China the next day. At this time, the coffins of eight martyrs were parked in the open space, and the dark and heavy colors made her feel like being hit hard and oozing blood dully. ...
Steps like lead, every step, seems to have exhausted all her strength. ...
Looking at one photo after another, the last one is him. ...
When my eyes touched his photo, my eyes blurred at once. ...
He is smiling at her. He still smiled at her. ...
That smile, like a frivolous eyebrow he provoked a long time ago, will spit out the word "Mrs. Lu" from his Gherardini thin lips. ...
She rubbed her eyes hard and wiped away the fog blocking her view. His face suddenly became clear and blurred before her eyes. ...
The man bit his lip and put all the pain on his chest, but suddenly he remembered what he had said. His voice jumped out of his memory and flowed vividly in the air:
"Don't bite your lips, I will be heartbroken ..."
"Don't frown like me, it's so ugly ..."
That voice, thick and warm, seems to be just yesterday. ...
So, she loosened her lips and unfolded her eyebrows to understand what he looked like in the photo. Her eyebrows are stretched and her lips are raised, but will such a smile be more ugly than crying? insect
"Mr. Lu, your dear Mrs. Lu is here ... but I'm sorry, Mrs. Lu really can't laugh ..." She approached step by step, and his mind was full of his smirk calling her "Mrs. Lu". Since boarding the plane, the tears in her eyes have finally flowed down her cheeks. ...
Mr and Mrs Lu. ...
She never thought these two names were so beautiful. ...
Give you my last name.
You said, take me home when the flowers bloom. Now, see? The flowers are in bloom, so dear Mr. and Mrs. Lu have come to take you home. Let's go home. ...
(Part IV)
That moment, like a bolt from the blue, not only shattered his heart, but also completely shattered his whole person, his limbs and his trunk at this moment.
For a brief moment, he just stared at her with his mouth wide open and couldn't say a word. His heart is broken, his body is broken, and everything in the world is broken. ...
But she still climbed up, holding his ankle at first, then struggling to hold his calf, then along the calf, and finally climbed up his knee, tears and runny nose dripping on his pants, and the pleading voice became hoarse. "Give it to me, will you? Please give me ... "
Staring at the distorted face in front of him, his soul finally turned around and still couldn't believe it. He lifted her shoulder and shouted, "What do you want? You said, what to give you! "
Come true, came over and kindly reminded, "North elder brother, she seems ..."
"Shut up! Stop it! Don't say-!" He has a loud roar. Doesn't he know? Can't he read and listen? He just doesn't want to hear those two ugly words! He doesn't want those two ugly words to be associated with his best ideas! She is his most beautiful elf! It's a little blue butterfly dancing outside his dream! Is the brightest star in his sky! How could she have anything to do with that? ! Don't! I won't! There must be a mistake! He must be wrong!
He picked her up, put her on his lap, held her tightly in his arms, buried his head in her neck and sobbed from her neck. "What the hell is going on? How could you do that? ! Tell me, I was wrong! It's not what I thought! Tell me ... "
However, his elf has completely become the slave of the devil and can't give him any comfort. On the contrary, I am more anxious and painful because of my own shackles. He just wants to get rid of his arms and get one thing. ...
She has completely lost her mind. She is crazy and usually struggles in his arms. However, the more she struggled, the tighter he hugged. She can't earn, and she can't get. She was choking to death by him. Driven by the devil, she forgot everything. She even forgot who this person was in front of her. She only thinks that he is an obstacle to solving her pain, and the only thing she wants is to get rid of his bondage.
So, there is nothing she can do. She began to bite him crazily, hit him on the head and scratched his face, which was not only her way to vent her pain, but also her way to get rid of his imprisonment. ...
However, no matter how she hits or bites, he won't let go. ...
To his horror, he stood on the side of reality, watching her nails catch the blood on his face, watching her hand on the newly stitched wound on his head, and watching her bite his arm where he was shot. ...
She lost her mind, laid hands on him so hard, all the places where he bandaged the gauze, the wound should be cracked, and the blood soaked the gauze, shocking red. ...
In addition, he was hit in the leg by a fragment of a gas cylinder. Because she was sitting on her lap with her in her arms, she struggled desperately, which made the wound on his leg bleed again, not only infiltrating the gauze, but also the hospital overalls and pants, one after another, dyed red. ...
With this ugly picture, it is their voice.
Yi Tong's hysterical crying mixed with his sobs made people stand by and feel their hearts and lungs twisted together. ...
He has never seen his boss cry. ...
Anyway, the boss was always as cool as a cucumber, but at this moment, he cried in front of his eyes like a child. ...
He can't let this situation continue. He stepped forward and grabbed Tong Yinian's arm, trying to pull her out of her arms. However, as soon as he touched it, Lubei kicked him and looked up and shouted at him. "Get out of here! No one will take her away! She's my baby! It is my cleanest and purest baby! "
At that moment, I really saw tears on his face. ...
Men don't flick when they cry, but only when they are not sad. ...
He has never heard anything sensational and disgusting from Lu's mouth. This is the only time, for his cleanest and purest baby. ...
He skimmed his face and dared not look again. If he looked any longer, he would cry himself. ...
However, this is not the way. He acted on his own initiative, went to the next ward to find Lu Lao and told him the situation here. After listening to Lu Lao, his mind was once blank.
People really nasty, shook his old lu said, "the old man! Now the boss is crazy, it's entirely up to you! No more questions! Otherwise what should I do! "
Boss Lu was awakened by him and decisively ordered the first time, "Find a doctor! Find the dean! Immediately organize experts to give her a ring! "
"yes! I'll go right away! But old man, go and have a look first! Advise the boss! I have no choice! " Realizing and seeking truth.
Lu Lao nodded, "I will go! Hurry up, too! It has been delayed! " Lu Lao immediately went to Yi Tong's ward, feeling glad that Tan Wan and Liang's parents saw Lu Bei wake up this morning and went back to rest, otherwise they wouldn't know how confused they would be when they saw this scene. ...
As soon as Lu Lao entered the ward, he was heartbroken by the scene of being beaten to death in Lubei's arms in 2006. He felt sorry for Nian and his son, but as a soldier and the leader of the army, he knew it would be difficult for Nian to get rid of drugs at this time if his son didn't calm down. You know, the support of relatives is the biggest motivation for detoxification!
So, he didn't think so much, hit his son on the back with a stick, and then roared like Hong Zhong: "Lubei! Do you want to kill Nian? Wake up! Take a good look at what it looks like! "
Lu Bei, who has been holding Nian, heard his father's voice and said, "Do you want to kill Nian? Look what you have become. " Aroused his deepest concern. What he cares about is what he has become. So he looked up and studied his thoughts carefully. However, thinking about the hysterical appearance made him even more heartbroken. ...
Seeing that he was finally not immersed in his sad mood, Lu Lao took the opportunity to say: "Lu Bei! Are you a man? If you are a man, think of a solution and don't be a loser here! "
A solution? right ...
He stared at the Year of Yi Tong and suddenly shouted, "It's realized! Come true! "
"Is the phone realized? He asked the doctor to detoxify her! You cooperate well! " Boss Lu whispered, just like giving orders in the army.
(Part 5)
"Lu Beizhi, I send this email regularly. When you received this email, I was already in the Philippines.
Lubei, when I was sitting in front of the computer preparing words, my hand was on the keyboard for a long time, but I didn't know how to start. A lot has happened between us. I have a lot to say to you, but can I make it clear in a few words?
It is said that life is like a play, and we are the hardest actors in this play.
You married me and went to Children's Home. I don't want to get into it. This is a very tiring thing. From the day we divorced, the play was over. However, I never thought that the end of one drama would be the beginning of another. I didn't even know I would be the best director, screenwriter and actor in this play.
Lu Bei, I thought there would be no relationship between us after our divorce, but ...
Oh, Lubei, I have said so much, but I have basically said all the important things, and there are some unimportant things. I have been hesitant to say it, but if I don't, maybe I really won't have a chance to say it in my life. ...
I don't know if our acquaintance was a mistake, but the only thing I know is that we are going to travel far away tomorrow, but I can't let go of only you and the baby in my heart.
It has been more than four years since we thought about it. God gave us a chance to get along well, but we didn't. It doesn't matter who is at fault. If we naively don't meet again this time, it's punishing us for not knowing how to cherish. So, say goodbye here.
About babies, I know how much you love them, and you will take good care of them without telling me. It is also willful to say that both children are surnamed Tong. Let the puppy's surname be Lu Nianzhi. Actually, I've always liked this name.
Read it, read it, the land of the north. If I die, will you miss me? How long will you miss me? A month or a year? Tell you, I am not a virtuous woman. You are not allowed to find a stepmother for your children. ...
Okay, I admit I'm headstrong. If you must find it, don't let her hit the child, or I'll jump out of the grave. ...
Lubei, why do I suddenly want to cry? I am sad ...
Lu Bei, in fact, I love you, really love you ... "
His voice, in the aftertaste of "I love you very much", gradually sank, just like putting these words in my mouth, making them echo softly and affectionately in my chest and hitting each other's hearts over and over again. ...
For a long time, neither of them spoke until he had enough aftertaste, then he smiled and continued, "Mingxiang ... I was so angry that I wanted to knock on the keyboard at the thought of your second marriage ..."