? Before going to bed last night, Xiaoli planned the plot of an article in her mind, and even thought of the beginning: "Ding, Ding, the quick and long doorbell woke him up in his sleep, and also awakened the dream she had been weaving ...". This is the framework of a long story, and it is estimated that it will not be finished for a while. She just wants to spend some time writing down the beginning of the story this afternoon, and then spend some time writing chapter by chapter and telling it paragraph by paragraph.
? Leaning on the soft leather backrest of the bed, Xiaoli is still in a bad mood. Sleep is awake, but not natural. She vaguely remembers that when she was about to fall asleep, the "express" phone called in, and she knew which package had arrived. Xiaoli is not used to ordering food by phone, but online shopping is her favorite. She likes shopping, especially online shopping. Picking up the phone, the mezzo-soprano over there said politely, "Your package has arrived. Come and get it when you are free. " Less than two months after moving here, several courier companies in the community have become familiar with her. Of course, it is necessary to be polite to customers in the service industry.
"Ok, I'll get it." Glanced at the number with his eyes, Shen Tong.
? Put down the phone, Xiaoli fell asleep soon. Xiaoli never worries about sleeping. She is so sleepy that as soon as she touches the floor, she will close her eyelids in less than twenty minutes, and the sleepy god urges her again and again. The same is true today. At Xiaoli's age, there shouldn't be too much drowsiness, but Xiaoli just can sleep. In her memory, unless she encounters any emotional entanglements, she can fall asleep and never sleep. Because she can sleep, Xiaoli has done a lot of meaningful things to keep herself fat. Also because she is slightly fat, Xiaoli has always insisted on exercising and is afraid of deformation. Xiaoli can't control her sleeping habits, but she can control her exercise time. I can't remember when Xiaoli started running to lose weight. According to Xiaoli's logic, physical exercise is the cheapest and most economical slimming exercise. Therefore, in her life, she has had exercise experience again and again. When I was in normal school, I was influenced by my roommate and girlfriend. Under the leadership of the class teacher, they set out from school every day, ran to Sanbanqiao and then turned back. In the early morning of winter, the cold wind blows hard, and Xiaoli has no love for warm bedding. Every time her roommate shouts, she immediately turns over and gets out of bed. Sweaters and white sneakers were packed in less than two minutes.
Downstairs of the girls' dormitory is the playground. The young class teacher has been waiting for warmth by the playground, and they started as soon as they arrived. At that time, Lao Liu in the class was Xiaoli's idol, tall and stylish, and that figure had nothing to say. Mature and sensible, she is the leader in the dormitory, and everyone listens to her scheduling. Clean, carry water and fold the quilt, and never fall. Especially the morning run every morning and the play every weekend, everyone believes her. In a blink of an eye, decades have passed, and the teenagers of that year have already entered the prime of life. Xiaoli still hasn't stopped exercising. Her former class teacher and now the president of the court still haven't stopped exercising. Occasionally, I will meet Lao Liu in Du Fu Square to exercise, and often have a close chat. Lao Liu works in letters and visits and often lives in Beijing. Xiaoli didn't delve into what she did. Interlaced like a mountain, Xiaoli doesn't understand, and she is not used to asking too much about other people's work. What's more, Lao Liu is doing letters and visits and has certain confidentiality. Last weekend, when she was drinking with her sister-in-law, they talked about Lao Liu's going to Beijing to perform a task with her sister-in-law and Lao Liu. She learned some details about Lao Liu's work from her sister-in-law.
? Lao Liu is now the deputy director of the county bureau for letters and calls. He is smart and good at reading and perception. The bureau sent her to Beijing to do some unannounced visits by local people to Beijing without formal channels. Lao Liu is very experienced in this field, so he often stays in Beijing. Some time ago, it seemed that the central government was going to hold a large-scale meeting. According to the usual practice, petitioners will be prepared to go to Beijing to petition again. Because of the need of work, an important person, Lao Liu, led a team to Beijing to intercept unannounced visitors. Xiaoli's sister-in-law also belongs to the kind of clever and good comrade who is good at sense motive, so she was attracted by Liu.
It was Friday, and Xiao Li's school was organizing mid-term exams and marking papers. Liu's phone call came unexpectedly. Liu brought Xiaoli's sister-in-law, and she was very excited. She said that she had been to Xiaoli's house on business several times, and she only knew Xiaoli's brother-in-law every time, but didn't notice Xiaoli's sister-in-law. Yes, Xiaoli's brother-in-law works in the bamboo garden, and Liu's home happens to be in the bamboo garden, so it is not a problem to know Xiaoli's brother-in-law. Perhaps Liu and Xiao Li's brother-in-law have long been acquaintances, so she will be very happy to see Xiao Li's sister-in-law. She also called Xiao Li, who is far away from Beijing, to say that she is with Xiao Li's sister-in-law.
My mind has gone far! Such memories have delayed Xiaoli's time. Xiaoli took a sip of black tea on the bedside table and quickly pulled her thoughts back to the bedroom. In a short time, the grandson who had previously beaten Xiaoli had already left. Looking at the sunset, Xiao Li couldn't help thinking of Zhu Ziqing's "Hurry": "The sun has feet, it moves quietly, and I follow it blankly ..." Time flies so fast that an afternoon is consumed like this. Xiaoli was disappointed! In this way, there are countless days to kill time. In endless remorse and boredom, Xiaoli cooks her own years and wastes her own time. In these years, Xiaoli has gone through the lush years and endured the long days of getting married and getting married. In a blink of an eye, it is also half-life. She is still like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind, wandering from station to station, never finding the place where her soul belongs.
This heart is uneasy. Where is my hometown? The sun comes and goes in a hurry in winter. It's only after five o'clock. Why can't the sun get in the clouds and get out? The twilight curtains in the bedroom are getting thicker and thicker. Looking up, the unfinished building next door still stands. I don't know how many years this unfinished building has been. Before Xiaoli's family moved here, this piece was not completed, including this piece of Xiaoli's family. It's been almost ten years. I wonder how the boss did it. I remember that when they came to see the house on 20 15, it was still the best property at that time. The area is not large, and five or six circular buildings form a small courtyard. Although the yard is small, there are many famous trees planted in it. Under the shade of green trees, a winding path leads to the courtyard wall along the swimming pool. Walking in the Woods, I occasionally hear birds singing and insects singing. There are pavilions among the trees, and there is a small playground for people who like sports in the community to play badminton and do fitness. Although the sparrow is small and complete, there should be no problem in the choice at that time! The contract says that the house was delivered on 20 16, but it has not been delivered until now, and I don't know where the construction boss is now. How is he who was once ambitious?
Many people can't wait. Before the elevator was installed, they went into the house to decorate themselves. Later, someone renovated and moved in. However, every room is decorated neatly, and the corridor is dirty as soon as you walk out of the door. There is no property, so we have to clean up the building ourselves, all by ourselves.
? Xiaoli's family just moved here on National Day this year. A father who lives in his hometown can't resist Xiaoli's persuasion and agrees to live in the city, but he doesn't want to live with Xiaoli's family or Xiaoli's brother, but wants to live alone. Xiaoli agreed to her father's request. As long as dad can come to live in the city, Xiaoli will be very happy. He didn't even ask her husband's opinion, so he asked his father whether he would like to live in their old house or the new house they just installed. The old house has a high floor with 99 stairs on the sixth floor. This is what Xiaoli's father told her. Xiaoli lived for more than ten years and never counted. She is in good health, so it is not a problem to climb downstairs. Xiaoli and her husband find it difficult to carry water and rice. When dad talked about it that day, she suddenly realized that who has nothing to do to count how high the stairs are? If dad comes to live in the new area, there is an elevator, but it is inconvenient to be far from the old city and Xiaoli's brother.
On the night when I discussed with my father and brother that my father went to live in the city, the autumn rain continued. At her younger brother's house, Xiaoli came straight to the point and suggested that her father live in his own house, an old house or a new house. Dad could choose one. Dad was thoughtful. Although he came, he didn't want to stay long. He still cannot leave his hometown. He worked hard all his life, and the food station that finally closed down was next to his house. Now it's old age, crumbling and abandoned like a cultural relic. Xiaoli's father is reluctant to part with the unit where he works. He is the best cashier in the unit and a leader in the industry of that era. However, Xiaoli's father is introverted and always silent. When Xiaoli's mother was still alive, many things about her father's thoughts were conveyed to her children through her mother's mouth. With her mother gone, Xiaoli's father is even more lonely. He doesn't want to associate with people, so he stays indoors all day and doesn't associate with his neighbors when he is in the country. Xiaoli discussed with her younger brother that it was not safe for her father to live in his hometown all the time, fearing that anything should happen to him, and she wanted to take him to live in the city. Stay close to the children and take care of each other. My brother's children are still young and he can help pick them up.
At the moment when she decided to move and leave the old house to her father, Xiaoli still "hitched". She has always been resolute and unique in her work, which is really inconsistent with her sentimental character. Xiaoli is decisive in dealing with things. She decided what she saw almost without consulting others. However, Xiaoli is a sentimental person She is leaving. After living for more than ten years, the first home she managed with one hand and one foot is still somewhat reluctant. After all, it was Xiaoli and her husband's "first bucket of gold", the first set of commercial housing. They spent all their savings and borrowed 20 thousand from their aunt's house in the provincial capital to decorate before they moved into the new house smoothly. On the day of moving, Xiaoli, who is not superstitious at ordinary times, also believed it once. She invited the most trusted "Mr. Chosun" in the city to watch the sky and listened to some experiences from friends and neighbors. She prepared an early fire, cooked a full meal and bought a lot of dishes to cook. There is a rule in a small town that it is almost early in the morning to move to a new home. We should also prepare enough daily necessities, "gold and silver firewood" and chopsticks baskets. When the auspicious moment comes, we will walk into the house with great excitement. Carry water, rice, rice, firewood, stoves and chopsticks. In the crackling firecrackers, in the cheerful knock on the door of the host, in the blessing of friends. Master put the gold and silver treasure (a miscellaneous bag and so on) first, not the real gold and silver treasure. ) roll into the house, shake chopsticks, then water, fire, rice, oil, vegetables ... In the words of an old colleague, the senior "treasure" is the treasure rolling in. Knocking chopsticks means that the family will be happy when they live in a new house.
On the night when her father promised to stay at her house, Xiaoli lost sleep. It's not that she doesn't want her father to live in her own house. Instead, she has been looking for opportunities to repay her parents and family. When her mother was alive, Xiaoli worked hard for her job, and she often had no time and energy to take care of her sick mother. Today, her mother has been dead for six years. Every time she mentions her mother, Xiaoli blames herself. She hated that she neglected her mother at that time, and her sick mother needed companionship and care. However, Xiaoli was also very difficult at that time. The work has not entered a stable period, and the doll is in a critical period of integrity. Xiaoli can't drive herself, so it's inconvenient to travel. Many times, Xiaoli is in a dilemma. The child's future can't be delayed, she must be optimistic; Mother's illness made Xiaoli unhappy and worried. At that time, what she was most afraid of was receiving a phone call from her father and hearing that her mother's illness had worsened. Now, Xiaoli has time and energy to take care of her father. Of course she wants her father to live in her own home.
? Night has enveloped the15th floor of Xiaoli's house. Looking from the bedroom to the living room, only the balcony window reveals a faint light. Every night like this, Xiaoli is alone at home. My husband is very busy at work and hardly goes home for dinner. My son lives in a foreign country. In addition to telephone communication from time to time every day, she will report three meals a day or new ideas to each other. Usually she won't disturb the children who are preparing for the exam. Xiaoli is a public official, and she knows that this generation of children is not easy. I didn't study hard enough at that time, but now choosing a job is like "Fan Jinzhong". Sometimes, Xiaoli's emotions come from her children. She wants to urge her children to study hard, but she doesn't know how to do it. "My son is not a mother." Besides, many new ideas and ideas are out of date. She can only remind her son to master the learning method again and again in the communication with him. Brush more questions, write more, read more current political news and accumulate materials. However, how hard she tried, she was really at a loss. For her son's future, she doesn't know "where is love". Everything must wait for the son's work to be implemented, and then it can be considered. Thinking about it, Xiaoli began to sigh again: "This 25,000-mile long March, my son doesn't know how many years it will take!" The national examination is coming this week, and Xiaoli silently prayed for her son. What she can do is to arrange her work early and go to the provincial capital to accompany her son for reference on weekends, giving her some strength. Otherwise, there is nothing she can do.
Thinking about it, Xiaoli is in a mood again. Although as the saying goes, "a wife is someone else's good, and a child is her own good." "Xiaoli will still compare her son with other children intentionally or unintentionally. However, such a comparison can only be kept in my heart and buried forever. In the eyes of her son, Xiaoli, as a mother, is quite open-minded and sensible. She is willing to share some new ideas and feelings with her mother. Although Xiaoli and her son are mother and son, they are better than friends. Xiaoli likes this mode of getting along with her son very much. When she was young, Xiaoli didn't know enough about family education, and her son's discipline was also intermittent negligence. When my son was only in grade five or six, he was very obsessed with games. Xiaoli was really helpless. Xiaoli felt the same way about the article "Kill the Mobile Phone" at noon today. In those years, Xiaoli also gave her son a headache. When moving in 2006, Xiaoli agreed to buy a computer because her son couldn't stand it. At that time, the popularity of home computers was not long. Xiaoli's original intention was to buy a computer and let her son learn some modern technologies. Unexpectedly, my son is addicted to games. " League of Legends and Three Kingdoms Kill had a good time, and their eyesight dropped badly. Their homework every day is perfunctory and sloppy. My son is not a genius, he is obsessed with games. His achievements can be imagined. After junior high school, mathematics has not been introduced at all, and physics doesn't even understand the most basic current. Xiaoli, who loves entertainment, can't sit still. She knew that her son would be destroyed if this went on. After learning from a painful experience, Xiaoli found reasons for herself and considered her son from the perspective of her parents.
? Now is the time to pull back from the brink. After several years of hard work, Xiaoli finally got into a higher-level university, and the ordinary 2 1 1 in the province admitted her son. It was sunny the day I sent my son to school. In the spacious campus, by the clear lake, Xiao Li took pictures of his son. The son of youthful sunshine is tall, handsome and full of confidence. Xiaoli wrote in a circle of friends: "In the next four years, this sky belongs to you. If you can, it will be sunny on the day you enter the school, and it will be clear in Wan Li when you leave the school. If you want to live a happy life, here can help you; I just want to live a mediocre life, and I can satisfy you here. If you are diligent, happiness will be close to you ... "Time flies, and four years have passed. Every time I see this, Xiaoli will think of the beginning of her son's composition when she was a child. Every time, it is almost "time flies" and "time flies, time is like water". At that time, Xiaoli always laughed at her son and said, "What is the blink of an eye?" Perhaps, now my son has not deeply realized that time really flies. I still remember the scene of my son kicking around in his mother's stomach, and I still remember his son's tender support on the hillside opposite the dormitory: "Mom, I can't get down." Pictures, I still remember my son walking the fashion show on the stage of the central kindergarten. I still remember my son crying helplessly on the first day of school ... In a blink of an eye, my son is old and Xiaoli is old. How time flies! Even the air is getting old.
The night is getting darker. The cry of selling downstairs is clearer: "chestnut seller, buy if you have something to buy!" " "Word for word, clear, enchanting, let a person have no desire to buy. Since I moved into my new home, it has been like this every evening, and it has never changed. I don't know what kind of woman this is. I can tell from her rhythmic hawking that she is eager to sell goods. However, how is business with such hawking? No one is after this.
? I went downstairs to get the courier and ate some leftovers. Xiaoli's mood is still low. I haven't read a page of the book, and several new books haven't been touched, and I haven't practiced a word. Outside, the lights went on and the night began. Turning back to bed again and picking up the phone again, Xiaoli subconsciously turned to WeChat. She is used to waiting to see if there is any news from the other party. Occasionally Xiaoli will be excited for a long time because of a message from the other party, and will also affect Xiaoli's mood because of a message from the other party. The nearest distance in the world is in the mobile phone. Even if Qian Shan is full of water, I will be by your side. As long as you want to talk, you can communicate with each other without spending minutes or considering the distance. The furthest distance in the world is in my heart. If I don't want to talk, even if I live under the same roof, I can die of old age, even if I may not be able to have the same dream in the same bed. When Xiaoli thought like this, she began to doubt life and gradually distrust feelings. Something has changed a person. 20 17 national day robbery, the scar was printed on Xiaoli's forehead and engraved into Xiaoli's heart. Forgiveness takes time, but one thing is enough to change. Xiaoli doesn't want to talk about this past. It is her heartache and a gap that can't be put down. Let's bury it for the time being.
? We can't go on doing useless details. Let's borrow Mr. Jiang Yang's quotation to pay homage to the long-gone time: "It's a quiet moment for the years, and chicken feathers are commonplace everywhere. Even if the world is thin and cool occasionally, the heart should be prosperous. Light pleasure, quiet love. Understand deeply and put it down gently. From a distance, it is the scenery, and from a close look, it is life. I only wish peace in this life and years. Just talk about warmth, not sadness. "
? Just then, Dave called and he was on his way home. Take back your thoughts, forgive the wasted time, get up and prepare bath water for him. Even if we have to waste more time, it is worthwhile to waste it. Cherish the present.
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