My friend wants to give me an animal game to hide the secret of love. I was afraid to reveal my secret, so I took a test on her birthday. The result is koala. Koalas can climb on eucalyptus trees all day. They only think about how happy they are. It has a natural love life and is willing to give everything for the person it likes, but it is difficult to control its feelings.

She used to be a koala belonging to me. She was my deskmate in middle school, probably because her name is like a boy and her personality is particularly like a boy. She once joked that we were the best "brothers". She is chubby and loves to wear gray sweaters, so I often laugh at her as "koala", and she rudely calls me "eucalyptus".

Later, I was successfully admitted to a university in the south, but she still stayed in the original city to study, and letters became our only contact way. I'm not very calculating, and I'm careless when I talk or do things. It is easy to offend others unconsciously. Because I don't like to talk very much, many people think I am proud, so I have no friends. Difficulties in study, troubles in life, and any unhappiness, I will write to "Koala" and talk to her. Every reply from her always brings me happiness and comfort. But day by day, I found that she changed, became gentle and delicate, and talking to me didn't feel like my brother. I think she has grown up and has a girl's reserve and reserve.

When I first entered the university, I advised myself not to fall in love for four years, especially when I saw that my seniors were inseparable when they graduated. Time flies. I was the first to contact koalas when I went home on holiday. She has really changed, with long hair and a gentle face. She really changed the image of tomboy and became much more beautiful. I told her all over the world, but she just grinned and occasionally asked me about school, laughing that I had to find a beautiful sister-in-law for her.

After returning to school, we kept in touch, but it felt different. Every time she hesitated, she deliberately avoided something, until one day she told me that a boy from the same department was chasing her, and she refused because she liked me. I wrote back to her, "I never thought of you as a girl, and I regretted it the moment I put the letter in the mailbox." Although I wish we were more than just friends,

Koala didn't say anything. She doesn't seem to have received the letter at all, but the conversation between us is never pleasant. Her concern for me is still escalating. Maybe it's because she knows me too well. She seems to understand everything I have to do. When I hesitated to take the postgraduate entrance examination, "Koala" sent me review materials. When I had an idea for a girl, she sent her a love letter written by someone else.

In the next few years, in order to have a good future, I studied hard and told her early: "There is a eucalyptus tree waiting for the koala to live." As I get older, I prefer to write to her rather than meet her. Although I miss her very much and want to see her very much, I don't want her to see how hard I am working for our future, or even to tell her that I am with someone out of thin air.

Before graduation, a very good company asked me for advice. She said I should go back to my parents and take care of them, but I don't want to affect my future. I really want to hear her say those two words-come back! If so, I would abandon everything and go back to her, but she didn't.

Later, we still kept in touch in two different cities, but we didn't want to write anymore, but called. Although the telephone bill is very expensive, I still feel "worthwhile", at least in this way I can hear her voice. Everything is getting better and better for me, but I dare not say I love her. Maybe I live alone outside and have a strong sense of self-protection. I am afraid that others will laugh at me "a man is still so affectionate". I don't know what my future will be like, whether to stay in this city or go home. I don't want her to wait for me either. Will there be any result from her waiting? If not, I am afraid of delaying her life. The number of calls from "koala" has increased, and the main topic is to ask me if I want a sister-in-law. I told her against my will that I didn't want to get married and no one asked me to move. After that, we all kept silent, but we didn't put down the phone. Later, her phone calls were less, but her tone became more and more happy. I can clearly feel that she is in love, but I am not happy. I am only sad, but I still can't make her wait for me. I even comforted myself that "koala" was provocative.

I received her wedding invitation in summer, but I felt as cold as winter. I just felt a chill spread from my vest along my spine. I think I'm about to collapse. This kind of "lovelorn" can only be described as collapse. I know she is a real person and won't jump to conclusions easily, but as long as she makes a decision, no one can change it. I will lose her forever, whether as a friend, a buddy or a lover. Then koala really lost contact with me. I tried to find her in various ways, but to no avail. I think I really played this time, but love is a game for two people. Without my opponent, everything is in vain.

I went to Australia on a business trip and stood under the eucalyptus tree. I thought to myself: What if you are the best eucalyptus tree in the world without koalas?

Is this it? No, I'll find it for you.