Although my family was poor when I was a child, my parents were still very kind to me. They would rather starve themselves than me, so I was stronger when I was a child, but I was white and my family conditions were better than mine. And when I was growing up, I lost control and became what others called a big fat man.
Since then, my name has only been called by my parents and teachers in class. My classmates call me Xiao Pang. When I grow up, call me Da Pang, or call me Fat Girl. Even several classmates my age in the village asked me if I picked it up, because I was so fat and my parents were so thin and didn't look like my parents, so I had a fight with them.
As a result, they gave me another nickname, the fat girl, and she will definitely not get married in the future.
Because I was fat, I had no classmates in junior high school. No one wanted to be my deskmate when I made up the position, and then the teacher assigned me to a corner. I worked in that corner for three years. Because of discrimination, I am introverted and my grades are not very good. So when I was filming graduation photo at the graduation ceremony, several teachers told my head teacher how there was an extra student in your class.
The head teacher said, no, and then the teacher said, is the fatter girl in front of you in your class? The class teacher seems that I didn't speak at all.
In high school, I still don't have a friend. The girls in my class are all slim. Nobody wants to have a fat deskmate, let alone be friends. So I still walk alone to eat.
In the third year of high school, in order to get into an ideal university, I went to consult my male classmates. As a result, they all avoided it at a distance, otherwise you would have seen too many examples yourself.
Actually, I don't care much about the attitude of these students. After all, I have experienced so much since I was a child, and I have long been used to it. Outsiders can say whatever they want. I just want to live my own life.
But the really sad time was that after I graduated from senior three, I was at home for a while, and my father bought my brother a skateboard to play with. I watched him slide enviously, and I said I wanted to play, but my brother blurted out, you are too fat, you can step on my skateboard and can't play.
My dad listened and said, it's too bad that you play for your sister. Then my brother stopped talking and went out to play on the main road with a skateboard.
Later, I ran into the room and cried. It turns out that my younger brother also dislikes me being fat. In fact, I don't care if it's me outside, but I still care about the opinions of my relatives. Maybe it's because people say that I've gained weight for a long time, and my parents sometimes say that it's not good for my health to stop gaining weight. At that time, it was 1.6m,1.30kg.
After this, I decided to lose weight and didn't want to be discriminated against again. Fortunately, hard work pays off. After a year and a half, the weight was finally controlled at about 90 kg, and the fat hat was taken off.
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