From May 22nd to 29th, I attended the course for seven days and seven nights. From 6: 00 in the morning, you can basically sleep until 12 at night. This is the first time that I have studied for such a long time in a single day since the third year of high school. Moreover, in terms of single-day intensity, senior three can only rank second. No cell phone, no watch. I didn't enter the state three days ago and couldn't understand what the teacher said. Sitting in my seat, I was so worn that I was on pins and needles, and I had the idea of running away many times. However, the volunteers' smiles and thoughtful service, the teachers' songs and their exquisite meals, and the intimidation of Sister Zhu made me sit quietly for seven days. After the first three days of suffering, the fourth day, the class time is no longer painful. On the sixth day, I even began to hope that the course would not end.
The seven-day course is over. If you want to ask me what I have learned, I really don't know. In addition to feeling the profound Chinese civilization, I have also undergone tremendous changes unconsciously.
1. I can persist in doing things, not impetuous, and my concentration has been greatly improved. Before studying pedagogy and educational psychology, I felt very tired to read 30 pages a day. Watch 60 pages or more than 30 minutes of 12 videos every day on average after coming back.
2. Read the Disciple's Rules 5 times a day and finish it in 20 days 100 times.
3. I didn't spend any more time brushing Tik Tok and the little red book. Wechat friends circle no longer shows off what I don't understand. I cleaned up the WeChat friends I didn't contact, and I also cleaned up my circle of friends.
Two. My changes after June 22nd.
1. Accept your fear
The exam scheduled for 2 1 was postponed to July 18 due to the epidemic, and life changed from then on. Suddenly a little flustered, the exam is very variable. Reporting is something I can be sure of as long as I make up my mind, so I decided to report.
It was reported on June 22nd, and the Dragon Boat Festival party was held on the 25th. Seeing that the students are trying to rehearse, I still feel a little happy. I can do odd jobs this time. After all, I want to stay as far away from the music sketch class as possible. Not long after I was happy, I was suddenly told at night: I want to be on two programs.
It was a bolt from the blue for me, and I was shocked at once. Learn the movements from the 23rd and get familiar with the lyrics. In short, I have painfully experienced every stage of action learning described by pedagogy. It took me three days to get familiar with the lyrics and actions and get the number right. From this incident, I feel the benefits of no emotion. Before this happened, I estimated that it would take a long time to get down to work.
2. Start breaking your arrogance
This time, in the evergreen public welfare class of the Foundation, my task is to welcome guests and protect the kitchen (wash) and control the lights. In the process, I realized that I was more emotional. I don't like being assigned to do things, and I don't like people nagging me when I'm doing things. I didn't do it well several times, so I wanted to stay. This time, I insisted on a few things that made me stay. It's a pity to think about it. Because of this, I still missed some good opportunities.
I realize what it means to do things with heart.
The first morning, I added a meal. Peaches look a little stale because they are cut early. After dinner, Sister Shu Xian came to tell us a story: When I was in the lotus pond, I had food and shelter in my own place. Students only need to bring one person, and fruit will be given to students during recess. That time, she bought an apple, the quality was good and expensive, but the taste was not good. Teacher Zhang criticized her and asked her to give the best things to her students.
After listening to this story, I understand why I was very happy and shocked when I saw snacks and fruit bowls last class, and I was very attentive to the details.
When it rains, volunteers support the umbrella bridge with umbrellas. When they came back from class, the stools were neatly arranged, the clothes and blankets were neatly folded, and even the paper could be folded beautifully and easily ... I enjoyed it with a clear conscience last time, and I am happy to do these things this time. Those who love to go out love to come back.
Including dancing. The dance of the volunteer teacher last time made me feel beautiful. The host said it was a temporary rehearsal, but I still don't believe it. I believe it this time, because we all learn dancing for an hour or two in the evening and go on stage the next day. The action is far from that of a professional actor, but this time I saw someone crying at the dance on the stage. Especially in the last hand language dance, the volunteers on the stage cried and the students under the stage also cried.
The distance between people in modern society is far away. There are many liars, and everyone thinks they are poor. I yearn for a happy life, but I think it is normal for people to intrigue for benefits. So everyone wraps themselves up in layers. Like me, many people think I am simple and easy to be cheated by strangers, but I have met few people who cheat me, but many people have helped me and made me successful. Instead, I was cheated by an acquaintance.
No faith, nothing. If you don't covet money, interests and fame, others can't cheat you.
So if you ask me what I will learn from this course now, my answer is: I don't know. What I know is that my mood is getting less and less, and I can insist on doing things more and more. I began to try to do things that I thought I couldn't do before, and began to make up for the Chinese studies that I missed before.