He was given away three days after his birth, sent back at the age of three, and sexually assaulted at the age of six for half a year. 65,438+06 years old, dropped out of school to earn money for his family. He became an ordinary factory worker, with no study and no hope, only being bullied and cheated endlessly.
I have complained countless times why I am not a boy. If I were a boy, my mother wouldn't be in such pain.
Complaining all the way attracted the ex-husband who was also full of negative energy.
He was a good man before he died, and all the negative energy was released to me after he died.
Insulted, belittled, disgusted, abused, you never know when the smiling face will become the devil.
Married for seven years, displaced, moved five times.
I've been sleeping in separate beds since the baby was born. I can't have real desires and real needs. Every time I lose my temper, I will be called a bitch. I just need a man and want to sleep with someone else.
At the age of 27, my spiritual world has collapsed and my personality is almost split. I have the idea of killing my ex-husband every day. I'm going crazy. Only I know.
I can cook, socialize, pick up and drop off my children and cook more than 20 dishes for my children's birthdays.
I did the bravest thing in my life and fled back to my parents' house with my children.
My ex-husband tried to get back together and apologized for taking my child.
In order to escape from this person faster, I chose to leave a clean home.
The child's ex-husband won't give it to me, and my parents can't help me when they are old.
Divorce began my journey of learning and growth.
I read Biography of Zhang Youyi from the free reading community and learned that a divorced woman can be wonderful.
Half a year later, under the arrangement of his family, Mr. Zuo became pregnant and held a wedding.
It is not normal to stay at home full time. Teacher Zuo was afraid that I would do something stupid at home alone, so he reported me to the junior college for self-study.
He must work outside to earn money to support his family because his salary can be higher. We are still in debt of over 200,000.
18 My child is 7 months old. Because of a medical accident, I changed from ordinary stomach trouble to allergic purpura.
Cd also detected early ankylosing spondylitis.
Because of hormone drugs, my body is like flour with yeast, which keeps expanding.
I have no money, so I borrow money everywhere to treat my illness. Teacher Zuo never complains and always comforts me. I never dislike my figure.
My heart is slowly being healed.
what can I do? No more complaining, no more passive waiting.
I began to learn yoga for 3 years, and the early ankylosing spondylitis never broke out again.
It is also because of this opportunity to connect with Caicai that you started to pay for community study, buy slimming products and do WeChat business.
19 Thank my ex-husband and sister for sending me clothes and setting up stalls to sell goods.
I have the money to bring Caicai back from the' 69 circle of friends training camp.
On June 26th, I paid 2,000 yuan for my tuition and joined the Good Friends League in Caicai. Thanks to the tuition fees in Caicai, I was able to enter the school by installment.
However, it is difficult for me to be simple and obedient. My energy is very low, considering many external factors.
When no one denies me, I am constantly attacking myself. A little denial from others is a fatal blow to yourself and can never be recovered.
2 1, here I am again. I accepted all the past and looked for gifts from all the pain.
Every gift is a gift, and I know that God has given me such a rich resume, which will be useful.
I want to use my story to heal more people.
Wake up more neglected parents and stop ignoring their children.
My relationship with my parents has gone from hatred to reconciliation for 3 1 year.
Infinite gratitude to the universe,
I also have a healthy body, I have lovely children, I love my parents, work hard together and make progress together.
I am very happy, I am very satisfied!
My future is infinite, with infinite possibilities.