I don't know what society has become because I have been in prison for five years.

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I graduated from a first-class university in China. Go abroad for gold plating after graduation. After 2000, I worked in a securities company. I once had impressive achievements, and I had a position envied by my peers, but I was one step away and regretted it. I went to prison for economic crimes, and I don't want to repent here. I have experienced the baptism of prison and the pain that ordinary people can't imagine, so I have made mistakes for me. I made amends. I want to say this because many people don't know what a prison is. In the eyes of most people, people in prison must be heinous, unforgivable and extremely bad. Actually, it's not. CCTV once broadcast a TV series "Women's Prison". I believe that most people who don't know what a prison is know it through this TV series. But is this really the case? There are many people who have no money, many people who don't have enough to eat, and many people who have no place to sleep! If so, there may be a long queue at the prison gate.

Some prisoners in prison were released in a year or two, and some were sentenced to heavy sentences, and they stayed for more than ten years.

A female prisoner in our brigade stayed in it for eleven years from the beginning of criminal detention to my release from prison.

She was detained on 1994. After a series of criminal investigations, criminal proceedings, etc., when the court ruled, he had spent six years in the detention center. She is an economic criminal. The court gave her a suspended death sentence, and then she went to a women's prison. Two years later, she took off her hat of reprieve and her sentence was commuted indefinitely. It was two years later that she took off her hat again and was commuted to fixed-term imprisonment 18. Eleven years have passed. When I got out of prison, she just reduced her sentence once: one and a half years. In other words, she still has more than ten years to spend in it. She was only 30 years old when she went in, but when she got out of prison, even if she was fine, she would be almost 60 years old.

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When I am inside, I always have the habit of keeping a diary. It's a pity that I tore it up before I got out of prison, because there is a rule in prison that any written manuscript brought out of prison by released prisoners must undergo strict inspection. When I keep a diary, I know there is such a rule, and I know it is impossible to take it out, but I still insist on writing it every day. Only with the help of words can I forget the physical pain and suffering.

I stayed here for five years, during which I suffered a lot and learned a lot. People who have never been to prison regard prison life as a mystery, but there are also many stories in prison.

Inside, prison guards manage prisoners, who are people who are punished and reformed. Among these two opposing groups, the most controversial is the management system and the quality of police officers.

Once sentenced by the court, all the suspects became real prisoners. Sentenced people are called "prisoners on death row" in detention centers, and they can't be locked in the same cell as those who haven't been sentenced. The detention center will send a group of "condemned prisoners" to prison on the fifth of every month, so the fifth of every month is the "new closing day" of the prison.

There are five battalions in the prison, and each battalion is divided into two or three squadrons. Two of them, the first squadron, are newly recruited squadrons in the prison, and all new criminals have to receive three months of newly recruited education and training in this squadron. In fact, education and training will never last for three months, because prisoners have to undergo labor reform. The first batch of recruits completed the production target according to 60% of the old prisoners.

Prison production is messy, but there are police officers who specialize in production and take over the work outside. Of course, most of them are manual work, and there is no technical content. When I first entered the business, what I did was knitting. Few modern girls can knit sweaters. Especially for people like me who have received higher education and have good working conditions outside. At the beginning, I was clumsy, but the system inside was particularly strict, and those who failed to meet the targets had to finish all night. At that time, except for the new prisoners, everyone finished a sweater in two days. The goal of other old prisoners is to finish a sweater every day. We new prisoners who have just entered the prison can hardly believe that there are people in the world who knit and play so fast.

However, after three months, all the new income can reach this level.

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The prison ordered to get up at 5 o'clock every day. Get up at 6 in winter. You must fold the quilt first after getting up. Folding quilts is also a new training, just like in the army, sitting in a chair and waiting for the police to open it, that is, opening the door of the prison room. Then, everyone in the prison went out to wash and go to the toilet, and then went back to the prison to have breakfast. All these things should be finished in an hour. Everyone will line up for work in an hour.

Prisoners in prisons do a lot of work, including manual labor and mechanical labor. Handwork is mostly knitting sweaters, sewing buttons, embroidering, making paper bags and folding stationery. The machine works by stepping on the sewing machine; When doing manual labor, it is basically in the prison room. Twelve people in one room, six iron beds on the upper and lower floors, placed on both sides. Everyone put a stool in front of the bed, leaving a narrow passage in the middle. Working in prison is very hard. The room is small and there is no table. All the work that has been done can only be piled on the bed. People who sleep in the lower bunk are always full of things on the bed, because of this, quarrels and fights often occur.

Lunch and dinner are only 30 minutes, and each prison has a supervisor. When having dinner, the supervisor first went to the corridor to type out the meals for twelve people and then distributed them to everyone. There is no table, so we can only eat in bed. There are no chopsticks, only spoons. Clean people will spread newspapers on the bed. Most people don't pay attention to these, because the indicators are too heavy to finish their work and they can't sleep at night. Even eating feels like a waste of time. Every mouthful of rice was swallowed, and as soon as they put down their bowls, they immediately went to work. Therefore, people who have eaten lawsuits eat quickly, and it seems that they will not chew slowly, nor will they taste the delicious dishes.

Eating in it is just to prevent myself from starving to death, and I can't control anything else.