I have read some medical records, saying that I took decoction for about a year and then took pills to recuperate. But don't be afraid. Chinese medicine mainly regulates the body, and its side effects are far less than those of western medicine. Don't worry about wasting your life. What affects your health is your attitude. Don't worry, trust the doctor and check regularly. Come on, give yourself confidence and strive for an early recovery. You can do it!