Forever and sometimes it's really just a beautiful lie.
There is no one you can really rely on for a lifetime. If there is, it is only you.
Lu Tao left Xiaoke at night, and it was raining cats and dogs outside the window.
Xiaoke told me that she never thought that Lu Tao would leave her. Cry yourself hoarse.
Lu Tao, who promised to love her all her life, said she would leave.
But commitment is always the most worthless thing, there is no life.
God seemed to enter Xiaoke's heart, and the heavy rain poured down in her heart, which made people shudder.
If she can foresee, three years later, she will put on a wedding dress for this old man in a suit and tie and spend the rest of his life with him. Then, this lovelorn affair two years ago is just an understatement of the past.
Yes, it's not even a memory.
2
The breakup with Lu Tao took place in the rented house where they had lived together for two years. The tenderness on weekdays suddenly disappeared, and even the air was filled with the smell of rough feelings.
Lu Tao's departure seems to have been planned for a long time. Pack all the luggage, just wait for Xiaoke to come back from work, leave a word and want to leave.
"Break up, I don't like you anymore."
Xiaoke was shocked on the spot. Holding the flowers just bought from the flower shop, I fell to the ground with a bang. The pink-blue glass bottle was like a small heart at that moment and broke all over the floor.
"What's wrong with me? I can change it and don't go. " Xiaoke, with trembling pleading, left her dignity behind.
"I think I should be better, more beautiful and thinner. Look at you now. " A man who changes his mind speaks like a sharp dagger, stabbing Xiaoke's heart one knife at a time, making people cry.
Lu Tao left and never looked back. He left the girl who accompanied him for six years, the girl who once hugged him deeply and made a vow of eternal love.
When I was a freshman, Lu Tao spent a lot of time chasing Xiao Ke. Xiaoke is not particularly beautiful, but the smiling appearance of pear vortex makes Lu Tao be elated; Although not too slim, fleshy face is also very cute.
Garjier a pair of corners of the mouth, laughing badly. Xiaoke couldn't resist his gentle offensive and got together.
When it comes to love, it is six years. After graduating and looking for a job, they found a house and rented it, intending to work hard for each other's future together.
When renting a house, Lu Tao wanted to choose a big one, but Xiaoke didn't want him to spend too much money, so he chose a small, 10-square-meter single room without a balcony. The house is simple, but Xiaoke is happy. As long as he is here, anywhere can be the warmest home.
She will never forget what Lu Tao said to her that day: "Dear, you must live here today. I swear that when I make money in the future, I will definitely buy you a big villa to live in. "
But now that Lu Tao is gone, he doesn't want her.
Xiaoke looked at the empty house and remembered the dribs and drabs that happened in the past. Six years of youth and feelings suddenly went with the wind, which caught her off guard. Xiaoke was so sad that his chest was choked.
three
She took a week off, didn't eat or drink at home, and cried until her eyes were swollen. When she was tired, she had to sleep by herself.
Just repeat for a few days. Until one time, she looked up and accidentally bumped into herself in the mirror. She was startled. It's really ugly. The unkempt person in front of her is herself.
At that moment, she seemed to have been hit hard and suddenly woke up. She vowed to work hard, get better, live beautifully, manage her life well, and make that smelly man regret it.
She started to exercise, got an annual fitness card, hired a personal trainer and insisted on going five nights a week. In addition to slimming and shaping body lines, I also want to bid farewell to myself who was sick in the past. Only with good physical quality and mental outlook can we better meet the challenges in life and work.
She began to pay attention to dressing up. She abandoned her favorite T-shirts, jeans and sneakers and began to try all kinds of dresses with good texture and good design. She began to learn makeup, carefully selected the most suitable base makeup and lipstick, and focused on creating exquisite makeup.
She began to take life seriously. Get up early every day, make breakfast for yourself in different ways, create a sense of ceremony and start a beautiful new day. She joined the online reading club, urged each other with her friends, kept reading for one hour every day, regularly attended sharing meetings and wrote reading notes.
She began to study in class. Xiaoke has been working as an accounting assistant in the company for two years, and has always wanted to get a professional title, but she always feels that she has no time when she is in love. Now, she doesn't have to consider the other half. She decisively applied for the intermediate title and reported to the training class to study hard.
She began to cultivate her interest. Xiaoke had a piano dream that could not be realized in time since he was a child. He has always fantasized that one day he can sit gracefully in front of the piano and play beautiful music slowly. Now, she has signed up for a piano class in a music store, and she is getting closer and closer to her wish step by step.
four
People always say that being single is the best period of appreciation. Because with the lovelorn, besides the sudden loneliness and insecurity, there is extra time and energy.
Try to change, not for anyone, just to make yourself better and fight for yourself.
One year later, Xiaoke successfully lost weight 10 kg. Wearing a long skirt and light makeup, although not a skinny beauty, she is also well-proportioned, ruddy and energetic.
After obtaining the title of intermediate accountant, she took her work more seriously, prepared to continue studying foreign languages, and made plans for graduate school.
Other aspects have also improved. The point is that she finally met the right person, Lao Luo.
Xiaoke said that old Robbie Garjier is so much better that such a man is worth relying on. However, she is no longer dependent on men as before, even now she is with Lao Luo. Yes, I used to be silly and naive, thinking that if I found a man, he would love you all my life, so I almost gave up myself and just wanted to get married as soon as possible. Now I find that when you are not good enough, men will give up on you.
five
What is marriage? Marriage is a two-way choice and a mutual effort. * * Together, we will build a future of 1+ 1 > 2.
Is Lu Tao not good? Yes, it's pretty bad. Delayed Xiaoke's youth and abandoned her. But he's not all wrong. Everyone has the right to choose a better one, which is understandable.
Every girl hopes to meet Prince Charming. But first, you must be a princess.
For example, after Xiaoke left Garjier, he was reborn, met a better self and met a better love.
Dear girl, maybe everyone wants to meet better people and walk into marriage with a more beautiful posture. But there is a premise that we should be good enough and good enough to deserve such a blessing from God.
There is a saying I like very much: try to be what you like. And who we are may mean who we will meet and what kind of life we will live.
Are you ready?