I met Yingyou at Paris Fashion Week after seven years' separation.

Hideyoshi didn't commit suicide.

Suppose this relationship doesn't become an affair, only they know it.

Everything else that doesn't match the plot and reality is private.

"Life has been so hard, so don't debunk some things."

Slaughtering in summer.

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Before Paris Fashion Week started this year, Zaixia received a beautifully designed invitation letter. He has always been uninterested in these activities outside the performance, but the company feels that this is an opportunity to improve its reputation in the world. Under their little persuasion, Zaixia took it as a work task.

He has always been a dedicated person.

At the moment, Xia Zai has been sitting in the porthole. The plane to Paris is slowly taxiing on the runway, and the flight of dozens of hours is about to begin.

The new young assistant is talking excitedly with others about this Paris Fashion Week. Xia looked at the book in front of her again, and didn't intend to ruin their good interest. She was about to put on her headphones when she overheard Yingyou's name.

"... Young-woo seems to be going too! "

"Wow, that's the desire to love beans, right? Even if you sing and dance, your acting skills are still so great! "

"By the way, it seems that he and his predecessor also made a play together?" The assistant looked at me curiously.

I smiled slightly. "hmm." After a pause, he added, "The little boys at that time are all grown up now."

With the moment of weightlessness, the plane roared into the blue sky.

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All-round love for beans is becoming more and more popular in the last two years, and it is recognized as a model of successful cross-border love for beans to the entertainment circle. Actor Yingyou's acting skills are appreciated by Zaixia, but Yingyou, who loves beans, is a stranger to Zaixia.

I admit that I can't understand the aesthetics of young people. Reunion after a long separation, at a moment when I miss him very much, I got hot-headed and booked a concert ticket. I simply disguised myself and went to Yingyou's concert site.

The gorgeous and intense dance on the stage made him feel dazzling, and the screams on the scene made him feel noisy. The clever friend of Taoyan makeup made him feel alienated and strange.

Just when I was tired and dizzy, the concert entered the intermission stage. Young-woo changed her style, reappeared on the stage, and sang a song that was said to be for fans on a special stage.

"I don't want to say goodbye/let the stars shine/I don't want to say goodbye/I just want to live with you ..."

This is a familiar melody. It's a song that Ying You sang when she traveled to the seaside together. Now you sing it to the fans? Slaughter summer heart rolled up slightly lost emotions.

White loose T-shirt, blue jeans and smooth bangs. This refreshing style is matched with his peach eye makeup, singing songs with special memories and lyricism, and the fresh temperament of the whole person is like the wind with peach blossom fragrance in early spring.

I found the beauty of my peach eye makeup at the next moment. In other words, the boy who painted eye makeup and sang lyric songs reminded him of Yingyou, the darling who liked to hold his arm when he left everything behind during his seaside trip.

Yes, at that time, it only belonged to his young-woo-even though it might just be acting.

Listen to this song quietly in the background and leave quietly with the cheers of fans. Maybe some people will notice this strange figure that doesn't match the noise, but no one will care. Who would have thought that this somewhat lonely figure and the sparkling love beans on the stage had an unknown past?

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Few people know that they once had a short and unknown love. However, maybe this is just a one-sided love.

At first, the old play "Zaixia" was really acting. A good method An actor needs to integrate himself with the role when performing, but it also needs a second to develop his ability. One second you don't love your enemies in the play, and the next you can have fun with actors outside the play. The feelings in the play can't extend beyond the play. Whether it is hate or love, Zhaxia knows it well and never loses his discretion.

However, Yingyu was caught off guard.

He taught the newcomer the acting skills of Hideyou, and Hideyou's acting skills surprised him by leaps and bounds. He also secretly worried that teaching a new person in this way would make him lost between illusory stories and real life, especially Yingyou, a sensitive child. Later, it was found that such worries were unnecessary, and the only person who could not play was himself.

"Yes, it is acting."

"You said my acting is not good, too competitive. The more you say it, the more I refuse to accept it. Then I thought, let me perform another scene outside the play to show you my true strength. "

"I'm sorry for your misunderstanding."

Word for word, word for word

Yingyou coldly said sorry, and the word "senior" was particularly emphasized. There is no trace of apology in the tone, and the figure turned away is so decisive and natural.

From then on, for several years, everything that I completely guarded against Yingyou was buried in my heart and I never dared to touch it again.

Acting. What a wonderful performance. If all this is an act, Hideyoshi Aidou will probably become a real actor.

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In fact, Jae-ha's first impression of Young-woo was poor. Thick smoky makeup, unpunctual, self-righteous playing big cards, rude and sloppy, a typical artist is terminally ill.

Why did you like him later? I'm trying to remember, there may be an earlier moment, except for the dog blood caused by drama, which he never expected to happen to himself, especially when the other party was a boy.

For a moment, Hideyoshi, a lazy and unruly love bean, laughed repeatedly in a serious emotional scene, and finally angered me. He entered the scene instantly and improvised a confession scene with Hideyoshi's thin arms on the spot.

"Singer, you really don't know? From the first time I saw you, I gave up everything just to come to your side! "

Just to let him know what acting is. The boy in front of me seems to be scared, seems to be scared. The original vacant and empty eyes became horrible, tears poured out slowly, and the trembling voice sounded pathetic. "I'm sorry, I'm as unreasonable as a child."

I am a little surprised to see young-woo's tears. Educating this "problem of juvenile" bean is surprisingly simple. This is the first time he has seen Yingyou's fragile side and seems indifferent to everything. Looking back now, it was the beginning that Yingyou took drama seriously, and it was also the source of his complex feelings.

Is life in the play dog blood? But drama is an imitation of reality, and it is all adapted from real life. People always say that life is like a TV series, but there is no logic in real life.

When I think about this, I only feel that life is like a play. He doesn't know how Young-woo started. He can't even understand whether Young-woo is acting or really loves himself. At least in his view, with the deepening of the drama, their feelings have gradually reached the stage of ambiguity.

In the spotlight, Ying You slowly pulls Xia's hand, covering his restless eyes. Looking at Xia, she says the lines in the play without warning. "I miss you so much. I can feel that we are in love more than any language."

The boy in front of him has a serious and innocent expression, looks innocent, but has a fatal charm. My girlfriend who has been in love for many years is under the stage. Yingyou's ambiguous behavior between acting and reality seems to be declaring war on her.

Rao Shi Zaixia is an old opera player who has been good at interludes for many years. At that moment, he pretended to forget his girlfriend under the stage and was moved. He can't tell whether it is the ambiguous temptation of lines or the rapid development of acting. What scares him even more is that he can't even tell whether the pounding heart at the moment is Walter's heart or the confusion of killing Xia.

Until a kiss outside the play broke the shaky balance between the two. It shouldn't be like this. I think in despair at the next side, and at the same time I am greedy for the youthful atmosphere around Yingyou. He let out a sigh of satisfaction in his heart, and the next second he fell into the abyss of morality and secularism with Yingyou.

Yingyou is still an immature child, but she has experienced the bitterness of life in the world. Knowing the social rules, he knew it shouldn't be like this, but he embarked on this road without hesitation.

Among the emotions in the world, love is really the greatest and most evil existence.

Summer slaughter thinking about these, looking at the clouds outside the porthole, gradually fell asleep.

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It's raining in Mao Mao outside, and the room smells of sweet and warm cheesecake. In the rain, I went back to the rainy day when they were talking and laughing and making cakes.

The strength faction's hobby is making cakes, especially cheesecake, which is really hilarious. I can see that it's hard for young-woo to laugh when he learns about his little hobby. But who would have thought that at that time, they were polite and distant, and they would make cakes together one day.

He found that he had carefully adjusted the temperature, so that the cheese was just processed to the point of drawing. He saw Yingyou carefully decorate the top floor with some blueberries, saying that the sour and sweet taste was like the mood at the moment.

Bright yellow cheese and dark blue blueberries make the cake beautiful and attractive. The combination of warm and cool colors, the fusion of fruit and milk, and the sweetness and sourness of blueberries reconcile the richness and greasy cheese, just like the love with Yingyou.

Yingyou slowly picked up a small piece of cake with a fork and looked at the long picture in front of her. "The bond between us should be as long and endless as this cheese."

Xiaxia looked at Yingyou, who was still childlike, and smiled. "Fool, no matter how long the picture is, it will always be broken."

Yingyou retorted anxiously: "No! I want to swallow them together before it breaks! " Speaking of which, I really ate the whole piece of cake with wire drawing.

The childlike innocence of teenagers makes Zaixia feel soft and lovely. "You know, I like cheese best in dessert, just like I like you best in the crowd."

Yingyu was very happy. She jumped up and hugged Zaixia, and gave her a cheese-sweet kiss. Seeing in the sun, Yingyou's beautiful peach blossom eyes instantly turned into a curved crescent moon, and their eyes were as bright as the sparkling lake in the moonlight.

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The plane was hit by the airflow and woke up from a dream in the summer. Looking at the time, he just flew halfway and still didn't feel hungry. I forgot to close the porthole before going to bed, and now the reflection of the clouds outside the window makes him invisible. He conveniently closed the porthole, leaned back in his seat, closed his eyes and recalled the brief joy in his dream.

Why didn't he pay attention to young-woo's words? At that time, he liked Ying Zheng to kill Xia. Is the boy sitting opposite who likes to kill Xia really just the role played by Yingyou?

It suddenly occurred to me in summer that they hadn't seen each other for a long time. I don't know if it's a deliberate avoidance or a real coincidence. Although the play was a great success, they haven't met in public for many years.

Over the years, he is no longer as disappointed and annoyed as he was at the beginning. In fact, before Yingyou left, Tsai Xia began to think about Yingyou's future. After falling in love with his girlfriend for many years, he had to think about his acting career. Once made public, the lives of the three of them will be destroyed at the same time.

On the one hand, Tsai Xia deeply loves Ying You, on the other hand, she is bound by secular vision and moral ties. Reality forced him to start thinking about how to put an end to this shady relationship in order to do the least harm to Yingyou. If young-woo is serious, it should be very sad to run away without taking responsibility for her feelings after flirting.

But I still hurt others. His girlfriend, who had been in love with him for many years, later learned that Zaixia was half-hearted, broke up with Zaixia cleanly and disappeared into the sea of people. Zaixia didn't keep her, not because she didn't want to, but because she really didn't have the face to keep her. True love can't tolerate others, but as long as his feelings for his girlfriend are firm, he won't let his feelings for Yingyou spill over.

I let her down after all.

In the summer, I recalled my past life in my mind, and the slight sigh was drowned in the roar of the flight.

I wonder when he fell asleep again. I felt dreamless this time, and when I woke up, the plane was already descending. Zaixia braced herself, ate something and sorted out the work to be done in this land in the next few days.

I thought young-woo would come, too. How should I greet him if I see him? Although he is no longer angry, he still feels embarrassed. On second thought, I think I'd better not watch it. With such a big event and so many people, everyone should handle his own affairs well. I'm too lazy to think about it, forget it, let it be.

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The landing time is 6 pm local time. Next, I went to their hotel with my agent. I heard that many domestic stars live here. He is still worried or looking forward to it, but everything is fine.

The night to get used to jet lag is over. Starting from the next day, he started his trip in the morning. Go to the meeting, get off the bus, turn on the flash, put on a professional smile, walk the red carpet, stop for a few minutes to take pictures, everything is planned.

I was about to enter the stadium when someone on both sides began to shout Yingyou's name. Looking back, young-woo has gone this way.

Life is like a play, and I once again believe in despair.

He foresaw all the possibilities of meeting, but he didn't expect to be in front of so many cameras, let alone be so hasty and unprepared. I was about to leave in a hurry when Young-woo smiled and waved to him. "Senior Nim ~ ~"

Xiaxia looked at Yingyu's natural and graceful appearance again, thinking that he was too timid, but it would seem strange, so she stopped and stood there waiting for him with a smile.

Walking at the end of the red carpet, watching Yingyu come back to him through the years with a smile, vaguely feels like a grand wedding. The noise of the people on both sides is a blessing to them, and even the flash lights have become friendly and gentle, enthusiastically helping them to leave a happy moment.

The unreality of meeting Qianshan in a foreign country through time and space has become an entity when shaking hands. I have a chance to see young-woo up close. The boy looks great changes, more mature, and seems to have grown taller, but the only constant is that when he smiles, he is still the simple boy of that year.

A reporter who knew that they had worked together in a sadomasochism drama made a good joke. "The relationship between the two people in the play and outside the play is too good, but someone misunderstood."

I responded awkwardly: "Ah, ha, ha, ha, this should be a disguised affirmation of our acting skills ..."

Yingyou next to him grabbed the words and asked, "Is this the case?"

The slaughter turned to summer, corners of the mouth with a playful smile, but the eyes are sad. "Where have you been? I am here. "

Xia froze again.

Yingyu's smile faded away, her tone was dull, but her eyes were more sad. "Have you forgotten all your lines? I miss you. "

Slaughter summer blurt out, "I miss you very much ..."

The two exchanged gentle hugs for several years, just like the empty theater in the middle of the night that year. Zaixia whispered in Yingyou's ear, "Are you Yingyou?" The man in his arms trembled slightly.

Yingyu didn't answer, and the next second he smiled and let go of the next one, facing the stunned reporter. "Look, seven years later, our acting skills. This is probably the way to be misunderstood by others. " The reporter suddenly realized and was shocked.

Has it been seven years? The next reaction was the first time, but he couldn't think of it. Just after an ambiguous scene, he can't show any flaws in front of various cameras. At this moment, I am playing the role of an actor, smiling and echoing, and naturally putting my hand on Yingyou's shoulder. The two looked like a pair of ordinary friends. They kept this posture and entered the photo session.

The camera keeps ringing, and the flash is a bit dazzling. I remember that young Yingyou was inexplicably annoyed by the bright light of the spotlight on the stage of drama. Ying-woo should no longer be afraid now, and he has no chance and reason to hide his fear for him.

They kept a decent smile and pretended that the whispering was just an illusion.

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After admission, the two were taken to their respective venues by the receptionist, and there was no chance to talk again.

Xiaxia sat down but was not interested in watching the program, thinking about what had just happened. Young-woo blurted out that he had been away for seven years, his body trembled slightly when questioned, what they said when making cheesecake, his sparkling eyes when he jumped on her, and the songs at the concert. Why does she think it's just a song to remember?

These sporadic clues seem to point directly to the fact that Yingyou, who decided to leave that year, is the real actor.

He is lying.

Today, seven years later, Zaixia discovered how vulnerable Yingyou's lies were, but why did he believe so firmly? Now that I think about it, it is better to lie to myself than to believe it, even though he subconsciously knows that every moment Yingyou and himself are out of love, not acting. But he still subconsciously chose to believe that Yingyou was just taking part in accidental amusement, believing that their separation had nothing to do with himself.

I have been deceiving myself just to reduce the guilt of cowardice in my heart.

At the busy catwalk scene, I feel that everything around me makes him upset. Sorted out the things that have been bothering him for years, and now he just wants to talk to Young-woo.

I didn't wait for the opportunity, there were too many venues in fashion week. It's just the first day of fate that reunites him with Yingyou. In the next few days, although he has been eager to see Yingyou again, there is no such opportunity.

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The trip to Paris came to an end in a blink of an eye, and the stars returned one after another. There are fewer and fewer activities in the next few days, and even some time to go out for a walk and come back.

In this completely empty self, what all don't want to state, open the elevator door, zai summer unexpectedly saw YingYou again. Yingyou, dressed in casual clothes, yawned in the middle, and when she saw the next one, she abruptly held back. Two people looked at each other dumbfounded for a few seconds, Cai Xia remembered to walk into the elevator. The elevator door slowly closed, leaving only a quiet and closed space for two people, shrouded in a subtle embarrassing atmosphere.

Break the silence in the next room, have nothing to talk about first.

"Have you lived here these days?"

"yes." Yingyu answered unnaturally.

"Where are you going now?"

"I don't have any plans, just go out for some air."

"I also want to go out for a walk. Are you coming? "

"... yeah. "

There are many Asians near the hotel. After leaving the hotel, Yingyou took Xiaxia into the alley behind the hotel. They walked in tandem. I didn't ask him where he was going, and Young-woo didn't say anything.

Shuttling through the characteristic alleys full of exotic customs, the autumn afternoon sun shines warmly on them. I still seldom talk to Yingyou, but the atmosphere is no longer as embarrassing as it was in the elevator just now, and I fell into a comfortable silence.

After crossing several narrow streets, they came to another block where there were obviously more Europeans. In several open-air coffee shops on this side of the street, heavy-eyed Europeans are reading magazines in the sun. The leaves of the buttonwood tree in front of the coffee shop have turned golden. When the wind blows, occasionally a few dead leaves fly down.

On the other side is a Little Square, with pigeons cooing and walking boldly around the tourists. In the exquisite Gothic church near the square, there was an ethereal song. Although this block is not as prosperous as a hotel, it has a quiet charm, especially on such an autumn afternoon.

Yingyou and Zaixia walked slowly on the mottled shadows on the ground, and their shadows staggered on the mottled ground. Smelling the strong coffee aroma coming from the whole street, Xiaxia stopped Yingyou again. "Would you like to have a cup of afternoon tea together?" Yingyou looked at him in the sun and smiled. "Very good."

The shadows of the trees are sparsely cast on Yingyou's face, and only the sunlight falls in his eyes.

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They randomly chose a coffee shop where they could get the sun and brushed away the yellow leaves that fell on the table. Two cheeseburgers and two iced coffees. I didn't ask Yingyou for advice. He noticed in particular that Yingyou's mouth rose slightly, and soon it was pressed down again.

During the waiting time, the two chatted in the warm autumn sunshine, talked about the weather in Paris, and talked about the interesting things they encountered these days, but tacitly avoided the distant years.

The waiter served the dessert gracefully. Everyone has different ways of cooking the same food. I dug a spoonful of cake in the kitchen and seemingly casually mentioned, "the cheese was not brushed."

Yingyou absently poked at the cake in front of him. "Well, the variety of cheese is different."

"So now we don't have the same tie as cheese silk, is it because of different varieties?" Tasha casually asked, "or, to be precise, different identities?"

Xiaxia looked at Yingyou again, but Yingyou was still hitting the cake in front of her with rapt attention and didn't answer.

Zaixia continued, "It was Zaixia and Yingyou who ate cheese in those days, and now it is two actors who are trying to draw a clear line between them. Am I right? "

Yingyou looked down at the cake she poked, looked up and said with a smile, "That's not necessarily true."

"This scene has been played for seven years since the day of separation." I let out a sigh gently. "Now it's just the two of us. Are you going to continue acting? " His tone is calm, but there is an aggressive momentum.

Yingyou was not weakened by this and asked, "What makes you think I am acting?"

"It wasn't Singer who played with me the other day, but Ying You." The next question was irrelevant.

"When shaking hands, the palms are cold and full of cold sweat, which is always the case when you are nervous. The perfume I used was seven years ago. At that time, you shouted like it, and I said you were too young for you. When I asked you if you were young-woo ... "

"Is acting? Is it still meaningful to say these now? " Young-woo's eyes are blurred. "Stop it."

I gently hold young-woo's hand. "I'm sorry I didn't say that to upset you ... just ... why don't we start over?"

I feel young-woo's hand gradually tightening.

At this moment, everything around is still, and the background is blurred into a hazy state, leaving only each other in the whole world. They will no longer be disturbed by the curious and rude eyes of the secular world.

They are submerged in the deep sea of each other's eyes.

They can leave the entertainment circle far away, go to the countryside of a certain country together, open a farm and be self-sufficient free farmers. Have plenty of time to live, not live against your will. In windy weather, we will go for a drive together. On sunny days, we will lie on the wheat pile and bask in the sun and look at the stars.

They put aside all stories just to stay in the corner of the world, which will become a legend whispering in the world, touching some people, and then presenting their stories on the big screen to touch more people. As the protagonists of the story, Tsai Xia and Ying You went to the only cinema in town to snuggle up and watch others interpret their stories, and then slowly went home hand in hand in the early hours of the movie.

They have more time to pour various desserts, but cheese is still their favorite. Slaughtering and baking in summer, Yingyou greedily eats all kinds of ingredients while helping others. They bake the cheese to the extent that it can be brushed, and then eat it in one bite before it breaks. ...

"Knock, knock, knock-"bells rang not far from the church, and the noise of the world poured into them in an instant.

The dead wood hanging in the air finally fell to the ground, and pedestrians walked over it and clicked under their feet. Blonde and blue-eyed children are running happily in the square, and a group of pigeons are frightened and fly to the blue sky with their wings flapping. Who is playing the cheerful accordion in the red house in the corner alley?

In this noise, two people let go of their hands at the same time. A cold slide into the hands of young-woo.

Zaixia smiled and leaned back in the chair. "Yes, yes, the state has entered a good state. I haven't seen you for a few years, and my acting skills have improved! "

Ying Yu clenched his hand and soon returned to normal. He smiled and said, "No, no, no, it's still brilliant. I didn't react at first, and I almost didn't connect. "

The two of them laughed heartily in the bright sunshine, and neither of them touched the half-eaten cheese brownies, but chatted again over coffee. This time, no one mentioned the topic of cake again. They talked about other things, such as baseball games.

There is a relaxed and pleasant atmosphere between them.

A few hours later, the chair in front of the coffee shop was empty again, and two plane leaves fell on the table where they had sat, snuggling together. A gust of wind blew and dispersed.

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After the activity in Paris, Yingyou thoughtfully left Zaixia's ring in his palm and boarded the plane to America. The ordinary silver ring has lost its luster and looks as if it has been for some years.

Ying-woo unconsciously raised her ring to encircle the sunset outside the window. When the soft afterglow of the sunset passed through the ring, he saw a small J&on the inner wall of the ring. Y flashed a faint golden light, and Yingyou lost his mind stupefied.

He tried to put on the ring, but it was too big. That is really my personal property, which has accompanied him for many years. Yingyu took off the silver necklace around her neck, wore the ring and hid the secret in her heart.

The coolness of the ring stung him, but soon the cold was covered by the warmth of his chest.

Ying-woo covered her heart with a cloth. There, his heartbeat and the warmth of another person with cool ideas are weak and real. Looking at the sunset and the endless sky outside the window, Yingyou vaguely felt that he was probably happy.

At this time, I watched Xiaxia again in the same sky with Yingyou and flew in the opposite direction, feeling relaxed and calm as never before. He confirmed one thing that bothered him for seven years, that is, they really fell in love, whether it was seven years ago or seven years later, that was enough. People who love each other are not necessarily together. Since the world is always so strange, there is no harm in replacing people with rings to complete another form of companionship.

As for Yingyou, he has always refused to admit that he may have his own insistence. If you can't wake a person who pretends to sleep, then cooperate with him and play this last play well.

They are all real actors.

Fell into a deep sleep in summer. There is a song that Young-woo once listened to in the earphone, saying that it is a desperate love suitable for their plight.

"... if life is just a dream.

If life is just a dream

Which one of us is dreaming?

Which one of us sleepwalks in the dream?

Who will wake up screaming?

Who woke up from a dream crying?

Because if I die tonight,

If I die tonight,

I'd rather be you.

I hope it's with you

Cut the parachute before diving.

Cut the parachute rope before we land.

Baby, don't cry.

Honey, don't cry.

You must let me down.

You knocked me down.

We had a good time before going to bed.

The ground ...

We smiled and kissed the earth ... "

In the dream, Yingyou smiled and looked back in the sun, and the shadow fell on his face, only the sun fell in his eyes.

In the clear eyes of young children, Xiaxia saw her own shadow.

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It is said that the sunset glow in Paris was gorgeous that day, and romantic pink and purple enveloped the whole romantic city. When people are ready to record with the lens, the color of the sunset glow will soon fade.

Like a passionate and illusory love.

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