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Looking back, it is time that has been pushing us forward.
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July 7th in the photo is fixed in mid-air with jumping posture, and the afterglow of sunset falls on a piece of Wang Yang sea behind her, like being covered with a layer of gold foil, which sets her off brilliantly.

That's/kloc-Qiqi, 0/6 years old, with a flamboyant personality, lively and generous.

At the end of the senior high school entrance examination that year, the whole class went to the seaside for a barbecue, jumped up and down happily on the beach, galloped for fuel, and finally let Chengda take this photo.

I still remember that the waves were very big at that time, and the sea breeze lifted my hair as if it was salty immediately, and it was no longer clear. Qiqi sat on a pile of stones, his trouser legs were rolled up, and his feet covered with sand kept shaking. He said to me, "If only time could stay at this moment."

At the age of sixteen, I didn't realize that after crossing this time node, we would soon be involved in the torrent of time and pushed forward by life to piece together what we are today.

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After the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, I went to a key middle school in the district. High school can't even afford to read the grade of July 7th, so she chose to go to vocational high school, which is only 15 minutes' walk from Chengda's school. She said she could go home with Chengda after school.

Qi Qi chased Chengda.

At that time, Qi Qi, who was in the first grade, had dyed some non-mainstream colors in her head, chewed gum in her mouth, and changed her fat school uniform pants into tights to call friends. She is the eldest sister of the "female gangsters" gang.

They often get together with the "male gangsters" in the school to smoke and drink, and go to other schools to "date", which is a bad teenager in the school blacklist.

It was a self-centered era.

Therefore, when Qiqi met Chengda, a dashing teenager with a red explosive head endorsement in the corridor, his heart was not torn, but also cracked a crack, which could only be stuffed into a big one, so Qiqi launched a crazy pursuit of Chengda.

Chewing gum, she stopped Chengda in the parking lot and said to him bluntly, "I like you."

Cheng Da is the kind of good student in the teacher's eyes, with excellent academic performance and honesty. After listening to July 7th, he almost wanted to throw away his bike and run away, but he still stood shivering and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Seeing Chengda's reaction, Qiqi laughed and cried: "am I that terrible?" Do you like me? "

Chengda shook his head, got on his bike and rushed to the school gate.

But Qiqi raised his mouth, chewed the gum in his mouth a few times and threw it into the trash can, showing great interest in the escaped boy.

The next day, Qiqi sneaked into the big classroom, sat on the empty seat in the last row, folded the paper plane, looked up from time to time to see the big back, and photographed the folded paper plane in the big direction. Some naughty boys also learned to play paper airplanes in Qiqi, and the class immediately exploded.

As a result, Chengda and Qiqi were called to the office because an arrow was drawn on the paper plane, with "Chengda" written on the left and "Qiqi" written on the right.

It doesn't matter if you have a degree. When you grow up, you walk out of the office with your head down and walk quickly in the direction of the classroom. Qiqi caught up with him and called him "Chengda" one by one, but he was unmoved.

When Qiqi stood in front of him, she found his eyes red. She wanted to apologize seriously, but she still smiled: "You are wronged like a kannika nimtragol, hahaha."

From then on, 77 1 met Chengda and called him "kannika nimtragol". She also advertised that no one was allowed to bully Chengda, who is now her own "kannika nimtragol".

Of course, all this has not been agreed by ChengDaCai.

So when she walked into Qiqi's classroom with a white face and dragged her out by her clothes, Qiqi finally realized that she had gone too far.

"Yang Qiqi, do you know what you are doing is annoying?"

Qiqi bowed his head and said nothing. After a while, he said, "I just want you to notice me."

There are many ways to express love, but Qiqi chose the most straightforward and reckless one.

After that day, Kiki stopped rushing when she saw Chengda, and rarely mentioned Chengda in front of others.

This makes Chengda very unaccustomed. How many times did he run into Qiqi? He wanted to ask her if she didn't like him, but Zhang couldn't utter a word.

After a week like this, Chengda finally couldn't help it. She bravely stopped Qiqi in the corridor and asked her, "Do you like others?"

Qiqi looked pale and said, "Yes!"

At the moment I heard the answer, Cheng Da's look faded and he whispered, "I knew you weren't serious."

This sentence was actually heard by Qiqi. She took a big look and asked, "Do you like me?"

Chengda was dazed and vaguely said a word "hmm".

Qiqi danced with joy.

She didn't tell Chengda. She ignored him because she learned a word called "playing hard to get" from TV, but it really worked.

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When I was young, I always liked a person with loneliness and courage. The performance of love is to give unconditionally and treat a person unconditionally.

It's like seven or seven in pairs.

Chengda told Qiqi that his family would never allow him to be with a girl with only a junior high school diploma.

So Qiqi, who had planned to go to work in the society after finishing junior high school, went to junior high school and studied hard with Chengda, although he would fall asleep after listening.

When the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, Kiki still failed to go to high school as she wished, but despite the opposition of her family, she insisted on going to vocational high school because she heard that she would have the opportunity to go to the self-taught university in the future.

Being with Chengda was her happiest thing at that time, so she was willing to work hard for it.

Sometimes, fate is like a hand that makes love. It has been at the helm at every step of your life, and sometimes it takes you by surprise.

When I was a sophomore, I was beaten by gangsters near the school for no reason, resulting in serious injuries and hospitalization.

Later, I learned that someone was jealous of his big academic performance and ranked in the top three in the school, and hired those gangsters to beat him.

After visiting Chengda in the hospital, Qiqi immediately called his former sisters and junior high school "gangsters" brothers to settle accounts with them.

The two gangs have a good relationship. After some fighting, both members were injured. July 7th breathed a sigh of relief for Chengda, but got himself into trouble.

One of the gangsters in Chengda has a boy's girlfriend from Qiqi School. When the girl learned that her boyfriend was beaten, she asked a group of people to go directly to Kiki, and impulsively made a deep cut on Kiki's face with a knife.

Blood immediately ran down Qiqi's cheeks, and the white school uniform slowly became red.

The doctor said that the wound was deep and would leave a scar. This sentence sounds to July 7th, which means that even if her wound has healed, it is disfigured.

Qiqi hasn't been to school since that day. Cheng went to seven families to look for her, and she closed the door. But Chengda can only sit at the door and comfort Qiqi all the time through the door.

He told Qiqi that no matter what she became, he would never leave her. He also said that it was because of him that she became like this. As he spoke, he began to choke.

I heard Chengda sobbing quietly at the door of her room, but Qiqi, who stayed inside, was unmoved. She never blames him, it's her choice. But now that she is disfigured, she has neither the courage nor the confidence to face him.

Qiqi has been shutting himself in at home. Even though I visited her when I was playing with her since childhood, she refused to open the door and communicate with anyone.

After the second semester of Senior Two, Chengda suddenly came to me and said Qiqi was missing. He went to Qiqi's house to look for her, but her father said Qiqi left last night when no one was at home. They called the police, and now they can only wait for the result.

Until we graduated from high school, Kiki never came back, and everyone didn't know where she went. She completely disappeared from our lives.

Chengda looked for her, thinking that she would go to her biological mother, but when she got there, she found her mother holding a girl in one hand and a boy in the other, looking happy, and he turned and left.

Qiqi once told him that she sometimes misses her mother, but the thought that she abandoned her first and then married another man to have children filled her with resentment.

Qiqi's parents divorced when she was 10, and then both of them formed a new family. She lives with her father, but she always feels dependent on others Especially after the stepmother gave birth to a boy, she felt more redundant at home.

We haven't seen Qiqi since.

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After I went to college, Chengda would call me at first and ask me if there was any news about July 7th, but later, because I was studying and looking for a job and busy with my own life, our contact gradually became less and less. Occasionally mentioning July 7th, I was silent.

I haven't had a girlfriend for four years. He said he always thought Qiqi would come back for him. He was single until graduation.

After graduation, I never contacted Chengda again until he told me that he was getting married. The fiancee is the blind date arranged by the family.

In the third year of graduation, Chengda got married and held a banquet in his hometown. Handsome at the wedding, he is no longer the boy who will tremble when he hears Qiqi confess to him. There are traces of time on his face and the responsibility of life on his shoulders.

But after the wedding, I saw a familiar figure on the street corner. It was July 7th.

She is wearing a black sweater, covering her face with a hat, and she is in a hurry. I grabbed her hand and when I saw her, she was shocked and panicked.

The scar on her face is clearly visible, but she doesn't look like that flamboyant 16-year-old girl, full of traces of life.

She said that when she left home that night, she went to find her biological mother, but she knew that her life could not be involved, so she took a look and bought a train ticket to Guangzhou with what little money she had.

At least go to a place where no one knows you can start a new life.

So she went around doing odd jobs aimlessly and was cheated. Luckily, she met A Liang, who runs a grocery store. He introduced her to a supermarket as a salesgirl and helped her find a place to live in a strange place.

I asked her why she left, and she said she didn't want Chengda to see her disfigured.

I said I didn't mind. I've been waiting for you all these years, but you left without any news.

Kiki finally hugged me and cried: "It is because he is so kind to me that he always makes me feel unworthy."

Qiqi said that it gave her a sense of security that she had never had in those years, and she was the person who knew her best.

Chengda can travel all over the city to find a limited edition stamp on July 7th. There are memories of July 7th's childhood on the stamp, which was her happiest time, with all the love of her family.

When Qiqi saw the stamps, she began to cry. Chengda said to her, "In fact, you have always been a lonely and sad person, but you always hide it with your publicity and rebellion."

All along, she thought she was hiding well, but Chengda hit the nail on the head.

He also said to her: "Don't worry, I will always be by your side, leaning against you, and you don't have to pretend."

It was this that made Kiki make up her mind that she would be happy as long as she became good and happy.

But after being disfigured, Qiqi never had the courage to face Chengda again. She felt that Chengda deserved better girls to love him, so she chose to escape.

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Over the years, A Liang has been taking care of Qiqi. He doesn't ask Qiqi's past, and he doesn't mind the scar on her face. He always takes care of her in all aspects of life.

But Chengda still lives in July 7th, and she refuses to accept A Liang's kindness.

Qiqi said that she knew Chengda was getting married today, so she came to have a look and left. When Chengda is happy, she is happy. When Chengda is happy, she is happy. She will be with A Liang when she comes back.

She told me not to tell Chengda that she had been here, so we went our separate ways and took care of ourselves.

"But I know Chengda really wants to see you." I said July 7th.

"But we can't go back."

This sentence of July 7th pulled me out of my memory like a bolt from the blue. In a blink of an eye, I went from 18 to 27, and nine years have changed them beyond recognition.

July 7th will continue to return to the original life and run the canteen with A Liang. After marriage, Cheng will continue to work in state-owned enterprises and build a small family with his new wife.

From the day they left home at the age of 77 18, their life trajectories began to stagger and go their separate ways.

Only if Sophia Kao knew that Chengda was drunk at the wedding and kept shouting "Sophia Kao" and "Sophia Kao", would she regret that she had made a good choice?

I remember/kloc-Qiqi, 0/6 years old, shaking his feet covered with sand and saying to me, "If only time could stay at this moment."

Looking back, it turns out that time has been pushing us forward.