Zheng Xinyi, 27, has been a lovely fat girl since she was a child. Puberty weighs more than 200 kilograms. In order to break into the entertainment circle and not be rude to her superstar mother, Xinyi lost weight for 10 years, and once she successfully lost weight to 108 kg, showing her oval face, water snake waist and long legs. In the era when thinness is the beauty, the entertainment circle is even more harsh on thinness. Facing your own obesity has always been the focus and topic of everyone's attention. Xinyi finally chose to write a "Confession of Weight Gain" on facebook page, telling her many years of weight loss history, and boldly declared that she would stop losing weight and "start to reorganize herself and live a healthy life"! This thousand-word advertisement attracted more than 1 10000 people to like it in just 24 hours, and received nearly 10,000 positive messages. Later, Hong Kong media, radio and magazines came to see her, and the number of people soared and the exposure rate continued to increase.
Everyone says that "losing weight is a woman's lifelong career". Finally, how did the fat girl figure it out and stop letting the fat girl decide her career and destiny? Zheng Xinyi participated in the video of Guangdong TV Pearl River Channel's large-scale Cantonese music reality show "Cantonese Singing is Louder and Louder" in Guangzhou. Du Nan reporter had an exclusive interview with her, and Xinyi recounted her mood changes along the way of losing weight and gaining weight, revealing "N reasons why fat girls don't lose weight".
Being thin doesn't mean being beautiful, happy or healthy.
"When it comes to the statement of weight gain, my main point is not to lose weight, but to do it yourself. The hardest thing for everyone is to tolerate their own defects and find beauty in them. I've lost weight before, and I've tried, but looking back at myself, I feel ugly because I'm unhappy! I don't think being thin means being beautiful, happy or healthy. I think the most important thing is physical and mental health. Only physical health and mental health can exude the most beautiful beauty. What is beauty in the eyes of Asians? It is framed, I don't want to blindly pursue the beauty that this society thinks and forget who I am. "
20 14 On the evening of June 27th, Zheng Xinyi wrote a confession on Facebook, a personal social networking site. She admits that she has been equated with "fat" calligraphy and painting since she was a child and has been sneered at by the outside world. Everyone's focus is on her figure, such as playing a roller coaster. People will ask, "Can you sit in?" Can the seat belt be buckled? " ; When attending the graduation ceremony, you will be asked, "Do you have your graduation clothes? ".Nobody cares about her graduation grades at all.
In order to become an "ordinary person" in everyone's eyes, Xinyi is determined to lose weight and prove that she is not the "ultimate pork chop" in the eyes of the outside world. Around 20 10 in 2004, she really lost weight and became a "normal person", and she really got many opportunities for praise and development, but in order to keep these beautiful things, she began to live an inhuman life. She revealed in the article, "My body has become accustomed to a fat life. No matter how much I take medicine, how to avoid eating and how to exercise, my stomach still hurts. My body seems to be telling me that I am not full enough, and my partner with stomachache is insomnia. I have been asking myself countless nights. Is this how I live? "
When interviewed by Southern Reporter, Xinyi's figure is still round, but Pose is still confident and calm, and she doesn't have to "review the film" or ask the photographer to "repair the film" afterwards, which is completely different from most actresses in the entertainment circle. Xinyi admits that she will no longer be knocked down by the cynicism of the outside world, and her physical and mental health will exude natural beauty.
I won't make excuses for myself. I have shown you that I can lose weight!
"In fact, I have always had the idea of (stopping losing weight), but I was afraid to say it as a newcomer before, for fear that others would think I was making excuses for myself. Actually, it's not. Now that I've shown you, I can lose weight. I want to do something, and I will definitely do it. It's just that at this stage, I don't think fat is the most important thing. What matters is happiness and health. "
In fact, Zheng Xinyi, the fat sister, also had her "female-seeking times": when she was 16 years old, the fat man personally asked Zhang Yushan, the owner of the monastery, to help her lose weight, and kept the weight loss record of 100 Jin for one year, making her favorite an idol of fat people. But in the ten years of losing weight, Xinyi's weight has rebounded many times, and she also gave up her identity as a slimming spokesperson.
Southern reporters often mention Xinyi's "looking for women" in the past, praising her perfect posture at that time and asking why she didn't want to stay. Xinyi always says, "Thank you for praising me, but do you think I won't ask now?" After getting the answer "Now is more unique", Xinyi smiled. She said that before, she never dared to ask such a rhetorical question, but she would reflect and blame herself for being more inferior. She doesn't want to continue to lose weight deliberately, not to help her find the next step, but because she asked for it herself, which means she can ask for it, but she doesn't want to continue to change according to such standards.
Why do I want to be "looking for a woman" in everyone's mind?
I might as well be myself!
"After signing a new company, I have both professional orientation and appearance packaging, because my new boss, Ding-Yat Siu, is a man who dares to speak. After I signed him, I became bold. Besides, Zheng Xinyi, 27, I don't think there is anything to lose. I'm an adult. I have been in the business for six years, and I have witnessed many newcomers with long legs and long ropes every year. I used to feel inferior. Why can't I ask for more? Now I won't compete with newcomers. Look at me now. Obviously, I don't want to go back to 20 10. Why don't I continue to turn myself into a beautiful person that everyone thinks is right? I might as well be myself! "
Zheng Xinyi was discovered by the media to be fat again, as if she had returned to her childhood fat sister. Then Xinyi announced that she would not lose weight, as if she announced that her figure would be closer to her mother's fat sister. Looking at Xinyi getting fatter every day, many netizens kept giving bad reviews. "I can't believe it!" Oh, my god, the strong girl who finally dared to fight against fate and fat, did not expect to be captured by fat now! Really a game and a dream! "However, there are also many friends in the entertainment circle who support Xinyi, saying that Xinyi knows what she wants and will not affect her mood because of the pressure of public opinion.
Journalists from Du Nan also experienced many twists and turns when interviewing Xinyi. Xinyi herself expressed her interest in the topic of "compound fertilizer" and had a lot to say, but people around her seemed to think that she was too outspoken and didn't want her to say too much, so as not to cause more online ridicule and interrupt the topic again and again. But in fact, this fat girl is very strong inside. She doesn't shy away from public opinion, and she doesn't need comfort from others. She doesn't miss the past, nor is she afraid of the greater challenges in her career after compound fertilizer. She proved that her weight gain was not self-inflicted, but that she signed a new company on 20 14, and her image and package were newly positioned, which brought her a steady stream of new jobs. The new boss only urged her to pay attention to health, but did not guide her to lose weight, which made her happier and more confident in her work.
My family, boyfriend, neighbors and fans all support me. Why don't I do it?
"I know that the entertainment industry is looking for a figure, but I want to change this. Family members and friends around them are very supportive. I think Facebook is the best example. I posted this article, but I didn't expect so many people to read it. At that time, my fans were only a few hundred. In fact, my account has been open for a long time, but no one pays attention to me. But after writing this article, colleagues and friends around me called the next day and said that your Facebook is very explosive! Many people like it! I was shocked to see 1 10000 like it, and I also confirmed one thing. The audience is not stupid. When you are yourself, they can see that the truest self can be accepted by everyone and no one will give up on me. "
Zheng Xinyi told the Southern Reporter that because of the support of family, boyfriend, neighborhood and FA N S, "Why don't I do it?" Besides, her life finally returned to normal. "Now, my daily life rhythm and diet are based on normal people. I will do exercise and eat whatever I like when I have time, but don't eat so many fried and greasy things. This is not to lose weight, but to be healthy. Every year, I have a physical examination, stay healthy and do a lot of exercise to make myself healthy, instead of losing weight. " Xinyi, who has been cooking abalone for breakfast for 15 years old, is 15 or 16 years old and weighs 2 13 Jin, so she can't buy clothes. Fat sister wants to buy two adult plus-size shirts for the tailor to change for Xinyi. Later, her health deteriorated. Xinyi was eight years old and had high cholesterol and high blood pressure.
17-year-old Zheng Xinyi, after signing a contract with a slimming company headed by Zhang Yushan in 2004, took 10 months to change from a "behemoth" of 208kg to a "woman with a large size of 135kg", which has since become a myth in the slimming industry.
/kloc-Xinyi, who returned to Vancouver to continue her studies at the age of 0/9, was bloated, with a round face, a bulging belly, three chins, elephant legs and unicorn arms all reappearing, and the "slimming myth" was shattered. It also means that because she broke up with her boyfriend at that time, she overeated and drugged herself. Even Zhang Yushan, the convent owner who created the myth, decided to give up, which made her lose her identity as a slimming spokesperson.
23-year-old, 20 10 February, Xinyi decided to make great efforts to lose weight after shooting the wireless sitcom "Beat Our Own People". After four months of diet, crazy exercise and other inhuman life, she finally lost to the thinnest weight in the history of 108 kg, and even shot a series of virgin swimsuit advertisements for the slimming company, showing off her graceful figure and attractive career line.
At the age of 27, Xinyi regained her weight, reaching 180 Jin, and played a role in the director's film Hot Mom Lady Enforcers. On June 27th, 20 14, she confided on Facebook that she decided not to lose weight, "reorganize herself, live a healthy life, and won't force herself any more", and shouted "I want to win glory for the fat man" in the Weibo, as if she intended to inherit the mantle of Mommy and Fat Sister, and became a happy fruit in the new generation of cinema.
16-year-old fat sister personally urged Xinyi to lose weight, including specially inviting nutritionists to make a diet, asking beauticians to help Zheng Xinyi tighten her body, and hiring fitness coaches to teach aerobic fat-reducing exercises. In 2003, Fat Sister asked Zhang Yushan, the owner of the monastery, to help her daughter lose weight. Xinyi, who was studying in Canada at that time, not only returned to Hong Kong to lose weight during the summer vacation, but Zhang Yushan also hired a nutritionist to take care of her diet in Canada.
18 years old, my weight loss diary is online. In 2005, Xinyi published My Diary of Losing Weight, with a sales volume of150,000 copies, becoming a fat idol. From the diary of losing weight, Xinyi has also become the prey tracked by Hong Kong media, her weight gain and osl! Im thinning is the focus and topic of the media. This year, new art appeared on the covers of major publications more than many first-line artists.
In February 2008, 2 2-year-old Shen Dianxia died of illness. Everyone is very concerned about how his daughter Zheng Xinyi will face the loss of her mother. Six months later, with the help of many big names in the entertainment circle, Zheng Xinyi officially joined the entertainment circle and began to lose weight again.
At the age of 26, after experiencing her "most demanding times", Xinyi's weight bounced back from time to time and experienced a period of "too high to be low" in her career. She doesn't know where to go. At one time, she wanted to give up her career, and she gradually lost weight by climbing a flight of stairs.