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She lay on a fluffy pillow, lost in thought, fiddling with a diamond-shaped mirror with a thin golden halo on its surface.
Holding the mirror high, the sunlight outside the window was refracted by the mirror, and a face with closed eyes appeared on the wall of the bedroom. Ah! She jumped out of bed, screamed in surprise, accidentally dropped the mirror to the ground and hugged her shoulders tightly.
There is a movie in which an invisible man invades a woman. Because the client can't see him, he can't resist. Without a video record, it is difficult for the police to solve the case. Oh, my god Thought of here, Xiaoxiao hugged herself tighter, and the slender white sling wrapped her flustered whole body, and she couldn't help shivering. However, there is an inexplicable curiosity that keeps her from throwing the mirror into the trash can outside. She summoned up her courage, quickly stuffed the mirror into the locked drawer, picked up the car keys, stomped downstairs and opened the door as quickly as possible.
Alice. Alice. It's me. Are you at home? I'm coming to see you now. "Sitting in the car, lift the glass of the front and rear windows, and the light in the car will soon fade. I changed myself into a space, and my sense of security immediately improved. You must talk to someone at this time. Some people share secrets, and Alice is the best person.
"I'm here, baby. Give me two pieces of braised pig's trotters on the way here, and tell the packaged brother that it must be made today, or I will tear down their signboard. I am making coffee. You will get there in ten minutes. It is out of date! "
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It won't take ten minutes at all. Alice's blue roof can be seen on Xiaoxiao's four-story outdoor balcony.
As usual, Alice in a translucent lace nightgown opened the door and handed Xiaoxiao coffee. "Here you are, half a piece of sugar, this is your exclusive." One hand spread out to Xiaoxiao, palm up, Xiaoxiao hung the trotters on Alice's cocked middle finger.
"Come on, did you go back to your alma mater to see the male god you secretly love?" Both of them are lazily stuffed in the sofa, and the light green makes the texture of the leather sofa softer. Maybe it's just a psychological effect. I still feel backache when I smile. Fortunately, there are still a few days left to apply for this holiday. Two years in the workplace is too tired compared with laziness in college. In the face of Alice's question, she felt that this should have nothing to do with the male god.
Xiaoxiao stared into Alice's eyes. "No, I went to school yesterday. The male god seems to have no class yesterday. I found a mirror on the lawn. "
"T-lawn downstairs in the lab?" Alice no longer chews on her cheeks, even if there is dark red bittern in her mouth, it can't hide her own style when her eyebrows rise. The tattooed eyeliner makes her black pupils look bigger and full of electricity. This woman is jealous and can't grow meat.
Alice's surprise soon disappeared. She waved her hand noncommittally: "Ha ha ha, Xiao Xiao, you're not coming to tell me what you found, are you?" I heard from a freshman and a junior that a junior found a magic box that she claimed could help her cross, but when everyone asked her to put it in the classroom and show it in front of everyone, "Alice couldn't help laughing from the inside." A mouse ran out! Ha ha ha ha ha ... "
"Believe me, raining, it's just a legend. The school lab is where geeks stay, beyond our brain circuits. Those geeks don't have girlfriends. " Very not easy to calm down, Alice regained her composure, continued to tear the hamstring with her index finger and thumb, stretched the silk and licked it into her mouth. She remembered something again and added, "Except your male god. A man who looks so good really doesn't know why he is mixed up with those freaks. "
Mix's eyelashes droop at the mention of the goddess. "If only he talked as much as you, except in class, I didn't hear him say a word after class." As long as it is Gog's class, Xiaoxiao never misses it, but she can only look up, alienate and be unfamiliar under the podium.
"Are you? Then I can hear you. Do you want to know what he said to me? " Alice blinked.
Xiaoxiao couldn't believe it: "Here you are? You are all the rage at school, and the boys clap their hands to tell you, isn't he? Why didn't you mention it before graduation? " Xiaoxiao was a little jealous and felt that her mouth was beginning to sour.
"Don't be so stingy, knowing that you have always had a crush on him, so deep, how dare I tell you?" Alice wiped her black nails with toilet paper and put her arm around her shoulder to show comfort. "Now, however, it can be said that I used to like him. I don't care about those spring boys. At that time, the younger women liked their elders more, and set off their innocence with each other's maturity, as if youth could always be there. When I really mature, I find that my age is really different. Not as important as two people's languages. "
"get to the point." Xiaoxiao threw Pikachu pillow to Alice's chest.
"The point is, the point is, those boys in the spring are waiting in line to chase me, and those silly girls are waiting in line to chase him every day, all kinds of confession methods, stuffing gifts and sending notes. I don't want others to know that I like him, but I also want to confess. So I stopped him on his way out of the lab. " Alice's mouth rose, Gherardini. "He still has a zombie face and said coldly, classmate, I don't like you." Alice glanced at Mix, bent her knees, put her arms around her, and buried her face in her knees. "I am a beauty queen. How can I stand the failure of confession? What he said seemed to be repeated to countless silly girls hundreds of times. Mama of, so sad. "
"When did this happen? I don't know if you hide it so well. " Xiaoxiao patted her back. Alice has a stable boyfriend now, and her feelings are still very good. There will be no threat from rival in love, so Xiaoxiao still takes out the gentleness that a girlfriend should have.
"From then on, I began to talk about friends with boys, one by one, talking about points, talking about points, I want to taste the taste of talking about love."
Mix remembers, but one summer Alice started dating her first boyfriend. The highest record she set was that she changed three in two months. I see. Compared with her bravery, what about herself? What is your secret love?
Seeing Mix's disappointment, Alice looked up and comforted her in turn: "Do you remember Mix? At that time, I often laughed at you for not daring to confess and always being an ostrich. Now I'm beginning to envy you. Sometimes a secret love is like a dream. When you miss him, you are immersed in your own dream. He cooperated with you completely in the dream. At least you were happy then. Now, you always have the capital to continue this dream. If you don't confess all the time, you can even move on. Confession is a fucking happy ending. Secret love is terrible. "
"I wanted to confess yesterday. Two years after graduation, I still can't let go. Yesterday, I really got up the courage to confess. Never met. " Xiaoxiao works in another city. Every time she told her parents that she was homesick, she ran back frequently. Actually, she just wants to go back to school and see him. Seeing him still standing tall and straight on the podium in that blue shirt, she couldn't hear what he said, only a side face with a clear water chestnut dangling in front of her eyes. That's enough.
Gogo likes to wear blue, especially Klein's absolute blue, which will make his already white skin bright in the sun. No matter who you look at, it matches Baidu's eyes. Every time he walks up to the podium from the classroom door for just ten seconds, he feels like a lifetime ago, as if watching a vampire prince walk through that door. His slightly raised chin intoxicated the girls. He was so handsome.
Mix is also in a hurry. Do you want to confess, will someone get there first, and will the meatballs with suspenders be his dish? But after listening to a girl's failure, she also enjoyed the pain of unrequited love and spent four years in a quiet university.
Alice didn't even ask Xiaoxiao to show her the mirror. Obviously, she is not only uninterested, but also won't believe Xiao Xiao's words, even though they are the best girlfriends in college. You can share your roommate's gossip, the headmaster's anecdote, and a new snack bar has opened behind the school, but gossip beyond your cognitive range doesn't attract her so much. Alice has changed many boyfriends, and she won't go out on a date unless Mercedes comes to pick her up. Having experienced many boyfriends, she is very practical.
Maybe the mirror thing is too endless for Alice. However, Alice's words suddenly reminded Xiaoxiao of one thing. Alice said that unrequited love can be immersed in dreams. Why did she never dream of Gog?
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After parking the car, Xiaoxiao stood in the yard, took a deep breath of fresh air and stretched himself. The rain on the lawn was not completely dry last night, and the sunset behind the house was blocked by it. At this time, there is no such strong light in the bedroom. Maybe it's because of being dazzled. After all, it's normal to have dry eyes and make mistakes occasionally since work.
I greeted my parents as soon as I entered the door, ate the Spanish mackerel jiaozi wrapped by my mother, took a hot bath and snuggled up in the quilt. After watching it for a while, the alarm clock on the bedside table pointed to 8: 30, and I still couldn't sleep. Lying in bed, she carefully opened the drawer, closed her eyes tightly, quickly reached out and fumbled for the mirror and threw it on the cabinet.
When she opened her eyes,-
Nothing happened. Okay, it's just an illusion. Just a mirror. Xiaoxiao felt that maybe she didn't sleep well and was a little nervous. Let the male god sleep himself. She took out the photo album from under the pillow, which was a graduation photo. Gogo sits in the middle of the first row and stands in the third row. He regretted not having the cheek to squeeze into the second row so that he could be closer to him.
Gogo seldom smiles on his face, but he is kind. He has seen him feeding stray cats on campus. In his blog photos, he often basks in his own cats. Boys who like pets must be soft-hearted. Smile to see more clearly, but unfortunately the album has been touched too many times. I don't know if it was stained with sweat. Gogo's face became more blurred through the corrosion of degummed gaps.
Xiaoxiao subconsciously picked up the mirror and aimed it at the photo album. She used it as a magnifying glass in the laboratory.
"The target has been selected."
A voice scared the mirror out of her again. "bang!" I fell to the ground and rolled a few times, but it didn't break!
Xiaoxiao doesn't believe that he made both visual and auditory mistakes on the same day. She wrapped the quilt tightly and looked around. There is only myself in the room.
"You will have romantic fantasies with the people you see." Make sure the sound comes from the mirror and repeat it twice. Xiaoxiao picked up the mirror, which was not the face with closed eyes before, but Zhao, a college scum!
"What's the matter? If you want to choose my male god, you will lose your appetite when you see Zhao Wangxiao's face covered with acne. " Xiaoxiao is also sure that what she found is indeed a mirror with magical functions.
"The goal is wrong. Please choose again. "
Murphy, when I just took a photo album in front of the mirror, I didn't aim? Xiaoxiao raised the mirror again and moved to Gog's face a little.
"The target has been selected."
What else do you need to do? As soon as this idea appeared in my mind, I felt sleepy and my eyes went black.
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I'm still on the lawn downstairs in the campus laboratory, but I'm wearing suspenders and balls, not neat little suits and high heels. I actually have a packed sushi lunch in my hand. What the hell? Xiaoxiao remembers that she never liked to eat these things.
The lights in the laboratory soon went out. Gogo's slender shadow loomed on the wall of the corridor. In the blink of an eye, he has walked to the front and picked up the box. His voice was soft: "I told you not to send it, so come back so late." One hand also caught the raining shoulder.
Oh, Mecca, I see. This is the dreamland of love in the mirror. I'm already Gog's girlfriend. Gog likes sushi. It seems that I can cultivate this hobby slowly. It shouldn't be difficult to make sushi.
Xiaoxiao hugged Gogo tightly, put her face on his arm, and greedily sniffed the faint mint fragrance on his body. "Why don't you talk?" Gogo pinched her nose gently. "You are always chattering at this time, clamoring for where to play and where to eat. Have something on your mind today? " I didn't know what to say because I was afraid of saying the wrong thing, but what Gogo said was the same as my own personality. In front of familiar people, I really look like a myna. She relaxed, too.
"Today, I won't express my opinion. Go where you want to go. " Smiling and smiling sweetly, I can still walk on campus like this with Gogo in my arms. Xiaoxiao never imagined that she was really satisfied now.
Gogo is so cheerful and interesting in his private life. Every night, he rides a motorcycle and takes Xiaoxiao to the snack lane by the river. Sometimes he ordered two bottles of beer, dozens of strings, and Xiaoxiao talked about which male classmate dozed off in class and which female classmate forgot to bring a book, so he had to pretend to listen carefully, laughing and laughing. I didn't expect Gog, who is usually serious, to see the embarrassing things of his classmates clearly on the podium. He is not so slow.
Sometimes when I go to the river, I do nothing but sit on a step, soak my feet in the river, and let the waves rush everywhere, filled with stars. Rain will bring Gog closer. She dare not close her eyes, for fear of returning to reality as soon as she closes her eyes. But the dreamland is a dreamland after all, and of course it still needs to return to reality.
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Gog, how long have we been in love? Xiaoxiao lit a birthday candle, put the seafood sushi she had learned dozens of times by video on a plate, sent a kiss and asked her wishes. She wants to be his wife, which is probably the ultimate destination of every woman's hope for happiness, and she is no exception.
Gog's face returned to the indifference of being a teacher in class. "It's been two years. What's the matter, baby?" Don't you want to marry me? Bow into his arms like a coquettish Persian cat. "I want to have a small family of our own with you."
"I love you, raining, but getting married is a very serious matter, not as simple as you think. You are still immature, haven't graduated, and there are still many things you haven't experienced. " Gog kissed Mao Mao Yu's forehead.
I can't wait any longer I haven't graduated yet, but I'm an adult. Xiaoxiao found that every time she began to dress in front of the mirror, from her feet, the shadow of her body disappeared in the mirror. She knew that her time was running out. She just wants to be his only woman, even if it's only in her dreams.
"Gog, haven't I done enough? I learned to cook for you, and I insisted on exercising. In order to run with you in winter, I gave up sleeping in. You don't like spicy food. I never said I would go to Sichuan hotpot restaurant, and ... "Gog held out his index finger to block his thin lips. He shook his head. "It didn't rain. I said you were too young and naive. There are some things you still don't understand. "
"You don't like innocence?" Mix asked.
"Like, just because I like you, so choose you to be my girlfriend. But innocence and marriage are two different things, Mix, you don't understand. " Gog picked a small piece of cherry cake and fed it to Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao swallowed the cake into his stomach. Cream is so sweet on the tip of her tongue, but her stomach is bitter.
When I got home, my mother waved to Xiaoxiao: "Come and help me have a look, Xiaoxiao. Is this new coat I bought nice?" My mother was wriggling in front of the mirror in an orange coat. She walked over and was about to speak when she saw a wisp of smoke floating behind her in the mirror. She lost consciousness.
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When I woke up, Xiao Xiao was lying in bed with a mirror in his hand.
Aren't you good enough? No, I must do it again. Since I don't like my immature self, I have already gone to work. No matter what he wears and how he behaves, he already smells like a mature woman. The mirror focuses on Gogo's face in the photo album again. "Target locked." The mirror will make a sound.
After waiting for a few minutes, there was no response. What's going on here? Shake the mirror, "for the last time." The mirror repeated, "This is the last chance. You only have one month. "
"Yes, one month, let me choose the status quo after graduation." Rain's eyes are blank again.
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Still downstairs in the lab, or at night. Mix believes that we should seize this opportunity. She looked down at her skirt, the tight skirt showed the curve of her hips incisively and vividly, and the handbag was gently pinched between her fingers. A slender shadow loomed in the corridor.
Before he came over, he trotted forward, put his arms around Gog's neck and kissed him on the cheek: "What happened? Let's go to that new Sichuan hotpot restaurant today. I'll order you a mandarin duck at the bottom of the pot. " It is necessary to be independent without losing the aura, but also to take into account his feelings, but salt can be properly balanced. Xiaoxiao is very satisfied with herself.
Gog walked up to the motorcycle and gave her a smile as a sign of acquiescence. Sitting on the motorcycle, Mix held Gog tighter than last time. He is too thin. "You should eat more meat!" Mix shouted.
"What?" Gog couldn't hear clearly when the whistling wind blew through his ears. "I said, you are too thin, you should eat more meat!" "What kind of meat to eat?" "Eat me!" Smiling, she decided not to go home tonight. Get him!
Watching Gog eat the leaves in the light soup, he picked up a thick piece of meat in the red soup and threw it into the bowl. Gog ate all by the head and grinned with hot. Mix picked up the cup and put it to her mouth. When Gog opened his mouth, he raised his lips. Gog wants to stop saying that there are so many people in the restaurant that he can't say a word.
Mix kissed for a long time, and she realized that Gog loved herself, but this love still lacked something.
After eating hot pot, Mix hooked Gog's shirt collar and said, "You haven't had dinner yet. This is dinner. " Gog got the message and the motorcycle galloped all the way. When passing by the university gate, the girls passed by in twos and threes, and Gog looked back. Xiaoxiao remembers that Gog once mentioned that the innocence of female college students can make them feel young all the time.
Before Gog could put the car keys in the car door, Xiaoxiao helped him unbutton his shirt and kissed Gog all over. Gog picked up Xiaoxiao and went into the bedroom. After the storm, Mix squeezed Gog's little finger intimately. "Do you love me?"
"Of course I know, fool."
"Then let's get married. I have been working for two years, and I can't always leave you like this. If we get married, I will come back to work locally. "
"It's raining, silly goose. Getting married is not a matter of words, you are still young. Isn't it good for us to enjoy love for a few more years? "
"Do you think I'm naive?"
"No, you are mature and feminine."
"Then you think I'm too mature and naive?"
"No, it's not, Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you today?"
"It's not what's wrong with me, but what's wrong with you?"
If it wasn't a fantasy, Xiaoxiao never thought he would get angry with the male god. "This is not, that is not, have been in love for two years, that's enough! You love me and I love you, so get married. Where are so many reasons? Shouldn't love be the only reason? "
Xiaoxiao let out a cry and tears rolled down her face. Gogo in reality is so cold. He used to enjoy his tenderness in the dreamland and thought he would be satisfied, but that's human nature. To love deeply is to have all of a person. Love doesn't need a reason at all, and so does marriage. She really can't figure it out. Grievances are overwhelming in my heart.
Gog helped her put the clothes on her shoulders, but her voice was still so gentle, just a little more imperceptibly cold: "OK, baby, I'll take you home." Forget it, okay? If we dwell on this problem again, we will all be very sad. Please give me time. "
"I don't want to wait, don't want to! I've been waiting for so long. Do I have to wait until I'm old? Or are you tired of me? " Mix pushed away his clothes, hugged Gog from behind and put his face on him. He smells like grass, clean and fresh. How can a month be enough? How can he only fall in love? Xiaoxiao wants him to belong to himself completely.
Gog turned around, bent down to pick it up, put on her clothes and buttoned her first button. "I'll take a shower first and see you off later." He went out, leaving messy sheets and messy drizzle.
Why on earth is this? Xiaoxiao got dressed and paced up and down in the bedroom. Her heart was very excited when she heard the sound of his shower. There will be results. Yes, we must find a way to be with him!
Seeing the neon flashing outside the window, the tall buildings are shoulder to shoulder. Xiao Xiao suddenly had an idea: since this is a fantasy, if I stay, I can wait for him to marry me. Since it's a fantasy, I can't die!
Pushing open the window, the twenty-fourth floor, the night scene is so prosperous, and the wind blows her face with coolness. Mix stepped on her foot and jumped down.
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My head is a little dizzy. Rub your eyes, alas, it's still in the bedroom, and you still have the mirror. Why did you come back? The mirror didn't keep its promise. What about a good month?
Mix remembers that in the process of falling, she saw the glass of the skyscraper, reflected her figure and disappeared from head to toe.
Mirror, by the way, mirror! Xiaoxiao picked up the mirror and aimed at the photo album again. It stopped making sound and lost its golden light.
It doesn't matter. Who said there were only two chances? Obviously, there is a third chance. I came back this time to express my love! I just haven't met him. Thought of here, Mix got up quickly, pedaled downstairs and opened the door.
Just parked the car and walked on the lawn for a few minutes, and my heart was relieved. With my understanding of Gog's dreamland, I won't disappear like dreamland and reality, and I still have a lot of time. As long as I succeed in my confession, I can wait all my life.
The only difference is that it is daytime and an old couple are sitting on a stone bench on the lawn. They are obviously walking the dog, and the white Beijing minibus is rubbing under their feet. From a distance, Mix saw the familiar figure. Gog bent down and walked around the lawn as if looking for something.
Xiaoxiao went up to him and thought about the dialogue and confession for ten thousand times, knowing it by heart. Gog looked up and saw the mirror in her hand. She came and held out a white and slender hand with clear joints and red chemicals on the back.
"Thank you, classmate, you found it." Still the same as on the podium, that cold man seems to have never been gentle.
"Did you make this mirror?" Xiaoxiao wants to know if he remembers what he remembers, or if it's just his own dream.
"Yes, this is my commemorative gift to my wife, which makes my heart belong." Gogo shook the mirror at the sun and muttered, "But it seems to be broken."
"Does the heart belong?" Freeze in place on rainy days.
"Yes, you are a new student. I am married. "
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