The fat girl looked at her round body of 160 kg and begged, "95 kg is too difficult. Can you be realistic? "
"It's all 95 pounds, not even one pound more!" Throwing this sentence down, he left without looking back. The fat girl began to lose weight desperately. I can't help it Who told her to love him? Because she loved him, she gave everything, whether it was money, time or energy; Because she loves him, what she should throw away has also been thrown away, whether it is face, reputation or dignity ... At this point, she is already in no way back, so she must go on.
What's more, this time it's nothing else, as long as she can reduce it to 95 pounds, she can marry him! What kind of temptation is this? How can a fat girl miss such an opportunity
She can be his bride, which is her dream! As long as she can reduce it to 95 pounds.
Once a woman makes up her mind to do something for the man she loves, that kind of perseverance is terrible.
The fat girl only eats one egg for breakfast every day, and it costs 30 cents to go to the canteen for lunch and dinner. Then, she will take a bowl of free soup and pour it on the rice and stir it. Although the sticky rice in her mouth will make her feel sick and difficult to swallow, she still insists on stuffing it into her mouth. Because her appetite is too strong, she must eat disgusting things, which makes her sick and makes her not want to eat anything else.
For the first time, she ate like this and vomited in the toilet for nearly half an hour.
She doesn't feel uncomfortable at all, but she feels satisfied. Great, great, it will definitely lose a lot. Maybe 95 kg is not a dream. ...
Watching herself slim down day by day, she felt that she was living more and more confident. Every time she passes by him and sees the surprise in his eyes, she can feel a sense of success. Is that a surprise from your own change?
As if she could imagine herself standing in front of a priest, wearing a wedding dress and a ring he gave her, she could be his bride, even if she had to die.
Yes, even if I let her die.
Gradually, she found that it was not enough for her to lose weight by dieting alone, but also to exercise well. So she goes running in the playground every night.
Running is the most difficult thing for her in the world, and it is more difficult to move her fat body than to ascend to heaven. She still remembers the 2400 meters in the last semester of her freshman year. She was desperate to climb to the finish line at the last minute. As soon as she ran, the fat all over her body began to shake, making her breathless. However, for his sake, she must learn to overcome all difficulties.
On the first day, with perseverance, she ran 1000 meters in the dark. Finally, she couldn't help but stop and spit.
The next day, she continued her unremitting efforts and killed 1200m in the dark. She tried to adjust her breathing and strode forward. Although she feels extremely painful, she must hold on. At this time, she is not allowed to give up.
On the third day, she still insisted, but after running to the third lap, she still felt that she could not hold on and could not move forward. She ran forward with steps, but felt that the front was too far away from her to reach the finish line.
The fourth day ...
In this way, the fat girl has been insisting, although she still can't break through the scope of three laps, but the amount of exercise has been much more than before. She runs in a sweat every day, and then lets the sweat dry in the evening breeze.
So, she caught a cold, very serious, and coughed all day.
She borrowed "white plus black" from her classmates, but at this moment she learned the news of his cold.
"I have stopped taking drugs for one day. Poor thing. " He said this in front of her.
Then she gave him her medicine and said, "Remember to take medicine and take good care of yourself. Don't catch a cold."
All this seems to be under his control. She knew she made him a woman, but she had no choice.
Because she loves him.
However, the more so, the less ungrateful he will be, and he will only regard her as a tool that can be used, that's all. When talking to her, his tone is always full of disdain: "I'll give you friendly tips for free, so you'd better give up." If this continues, it will be hopeless. "
"Why?" Tears sparkled in her eyes. "I have been working hard. Can't you see the result? "
He looked her up and down and said, "If you go on like this, you don't want anything. I'll teach you again for free. If you really think you can't run, try swinging your arms so that you can stay longer ... Besides, don't reduce your stride just because you can't run, which makes it easier to reach the limit. When you reach the limit of 200 meters, you will find it very difficult to breathe and your feet are heavy, but after reaching the limit, you will run with inertia and you will not feel tired at all. "
"I see! Just buy a ring and wait to marry me! " The fat girl threw him a word. It was another opaque night, and the fat girl went running on the playground again. Couples sit in the stands and snuggle up to each other, or walk around the playground again and again. ...
Because the school is going to plant trees, many holes have been dug in the land, and it is dark.
When the fat girl ran to the middle of the second lap, she gradually felt a little overwhelmed, but he remembered his words: "If you really feel that you can't run, try to swing your arms …" She shook her arms hard and used her arms to drive her legs forward, which really worked. She has been trying to walk and stride forward, feeling as if she had saved a lot of energy. Her eyes kept flashing his face. He is so absorbed in teaching himself to run ... you can't let him down! Every time she wanted to give up, she kept saying to herself, Run another ten meters, run another ten meters … even she forgot what the circle was. She always fantasizes that he is in front. As long as she runs straight ahead, she can catch up with him and that love. ...
I'm so tired that I can't breathe. I seem to be choking. I feel so heavy that I can't walk ... I have to get through it. He said that it is good to get through it and it is easy to start running. Therefore, she doesn't allow herself to have any slack, she wants to fight with her life!
In the endless darkness, it seems that a ray of sunshine shines on the fat girl. When she started running, she felt much lighter and had a feeling of walking on clouds. Maybe, she really survived her limit? It turned out to be so comfortable. When I started running, it felt like a breeze, but I kept going, going. ...
Fat sister is tired, and feels like it's time to stop, but she can't stop.
Just when she wanted to stop, a couple appeared in front of her. If she stops suddenly at this time, it will disturb the couple to enjoy the sweet peace.
So she had to keep running, and when she was about to stop, another couple appeared in front of her. She couldn't stop, so she forced herself to keep running. ...
There are too many couples walking on the playground. She can't disturb them.
When she stopped, she felt that her body was about to collapse and she was sweating all over. My leg is swollen and painful.
Later, the fat girl slowly moved in the direction of the dormitory, but she felt that her vision was blurred, the light was dim and she could not tell the direction.
In a burst of dizziness, she stepped empty and her eyes were black. Then, I was in a coma.
Later, someone found the fat girl in a pit where trees were to be planted. Her leg is broken.
Lying in the hospital bed, she anxiously looked at her hanging legs and felt that all her efforts would be in vain. She knew that good nursing in the hospital days would definitely make her fat again. She racked her brains to find a way to lose weight. Then she endured the severe pain in her leg and began to do sit-ups desperately in the hospital bed. The nurse who pushed the door in was stunned by such a scene. The fat girl's foolish behavior was stopped at once. However, she has other tricks. She is so stubborn that she won't eat a bite of rice. She just stared out of the window.
At this time, he was invited. He sat in front of the fat girl's bed and said, "Forget it. Neither you nor I can. Don't be too hard on yourself. I will feel guilty. " I was only joking about that sentence, thinking that you would give up ... "
The fat girl suddenly interrupted him and shouted, "What did you say? How can you forget what you said? ! "
The air smells of despair.
After leaving the hospital, the fat girl lay on the bed in the dormitory every day and refused to move. When she wanted to get up, she suddenly found herself too weak to move. Someone kindly brought her food back to feed her, and she vomited. It's not that she wants to throw up, it's a natural reaction. It seems that everyone knows something about this symptom. Yes, it is anorexia.
At this time, maybe we can't continue to call her a fat girl here because she has become very slim. Her facial features deformed by swollen face became clear. Everyone finds that she can be regarded as a very beautiful beauty, especially her watery eyes are more beautiful against her pale skin. ...
At the best moment of her life, she said to her classmate at the bedside, "But … can you ask him to come … see me?"
Someone called him over, but he shouted into the receiver, "Are you kidding? I have to go there. Everyone knows that boys can't go into girls' dormitories. What are you doing? " ……"
The fat girl didn't wait for her prince charming at last.
She was lying alone in bed, imagining herself wearing a wedding dress and a ring he gave her for the last time, standing in front of the priest, and she closed her eyes reluctantly.
The fat girl weighed 96 Jin when she died. ......
Beauty, are you finished? Don't be stupid enough to lose weight. Boldly pursue your own happiness, and don't give up just because you are fat. I won't regret it if I try, because I tried. I believe your sincere answer will impress him.