I stared at the screen for a long time and remembered me a year ago. Just like she is now.
Every day's dream is not to work overtime, every week's dream is that the weekend is coming, and every year's dream is to take annual leave. In short, the dream is not to go to work.
Then why not go to work? Is there anything you want to do? Not exactly.
No hobbies, no dreams, nothing to do. Oh, no, the only thing I want to do is lie down
At this time last year, after months of struggle, I finally saw my position clearly. As I handed in my resignation letter, I was thinking: How did I live like this?
This year, I accomplished nothing, but learned something that I don't know if I can come in handy. Every time someone asks me what I did, I feel sad and embarrassed.
But when I saw this sentence from my friend and thought of me at this time last year, I finally found that I had changed a lot.
I don't like lying around any longer. My time is full, and there are some things I can never finish.
I will still watch brain-dead dramas, but not because I am bored, but because I am tired. Change my mind.
I don't study for three days, and my soul is disgusting.
It turns out that I have changed a lot this year.
Think along while, I finally back to my friend said:
You want to lie still, but you are not satisfied with your present life, but you don't know how to change it, or you don't want to spend energy to change it.
Your dissatisfaction with the state of life is nothing more than lack of self-esteem, sense of value and sense of control over life. No matter which one of them is, it will not fall from the sky if you lie still.
But lying still is the safest way. You don't have to think, work hard, collide with the outside world, and face any risk of failure.
And if you decide to stand up, then I have to tell you that the possibility that you can reverse the status quo is only 50% at most.
Because you can control life, unless you get better, there are factors that you can't control, such as luck, opportunity, times, society and so on.
But if you stand up, you have at least a 50% chance of success. It's impossible to lie down all the time.
Standing or lying down, the decision of life is always in your own hands.