When I got home, I decided that I would stay with my third child whether he was alive or dead. The next day, Jingqiu came to see Lao San in clothes made overnight, and they spent an unforgettable night together. In the dark, the two finally met naked. Jingqiu was lying in the arms of the third child and heard his heart beating fast. The third said that Jingqiu should see her, or she might die unsatisfied. Jingqiu panicked, thinking that Lao San had a fever, and asked him if he wanted to call a doctor. The third shook his head and said he was fine. Jingqiu also took the third child's hand and "looked" at herself. The third sighed and hugged Jingqiu tightly ... That night, the third and Jingqiu finally couldn't restrain their emotional impulses, but their ignorance and fear of sex made their behavior very ridiculous. Suppressed in that special era, they spent a passionate night in ignorance. Jingqiu thought she had "done it", but it was not. Eternal Love After Jingqiu returned to the farm, there was no news of the third child. Jingqiu found the hospital, only to see a letter left by her third son, which said that she had cheated Jingqiu and could not spend the rest of her life with Jingqiu. Jingqiu thought that the third child had leukemia, so she left such a letter for fear of being sad. She found the doctor's advice book for the third child's hospitalization and long room, only to learn that the third child just caught a cold, and no one else knew his whereabouts except being transferred to B city in A province. Jingqiu began to believe that the third child had deceived herself and ran away after "succeeding". Nevertheless, Jingqiu asked people around her about the third child's condition. As a result, the third child suffered from mild thrombocytopenia, not leukemia. Jingqiu gave up.

Half a year later, Jing Qiu's female companion Ling Wei came to ask her for help in induced abortion. Jingqiu realized that her poor knowledge of physical health made her wrong about the third child. The third child was not "successful" at that time, and it was very likely that he had leukemia and was going to die soon, so he hid. In order to see the third child again, Jingqiu went to a province to find him, but without success. A few days later, a PLA man came to the school and found Jingqiu, claiming to be the younger brother of the third child, to see Jingqiu for the last time. He told Jingqiu that the third child couldn't close his eyes because he wanted to see Jingqiu for the last time, even though he had stopped taking medicine and rescuing him. Static autumn this just know, old actually in k city, has been secretly concerned about the static autumn. Jingqiu came to the hospital and saw her dying third child. He is skinny, his eyes are half open and his face is as white as a sheet. Jingqiu knelt in front of the bed, took the third child's hand and said over and over again, "I am Jingqiu, I am Jingqiu ..." Even though her voice was hoarse, the third child still didn't respond. Others advised her not to scream again, but Jingqiu always remembered that the third child said that even if one foot was in the grave, he would shrink his foot back to see her when he heard her name. So she kept shouting at him: "I am Jingqiu, I am Jingqiu ..." She cried, stroking his eyes. His eyes finally closed, and two tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes ... The third child left, and according to his last wish, his body was cremated and buried under the hawthorn tree. Before he died, the third child gave his diary, letters and photos to his younger brother, telling him not to give them to Jingqiu if she was happy. If her love is not smooth, or her marriage is not happy, give these things to her and let her know that there was someone in this world who loved her wholeheartedly. The title page of the third diary reads: "I can't wait for you for a year and a month, and I can't wait for you to be twenty-five, but I will wait for you all my life."