Looking through yesterday's calendar, July 1 1 began, and the hottest time of the year came. It's sultry, and I'm never too afraid of the heat. I have to open the window to sleep. I slept well recently and woke up earlier. With the cool morning of birds and flowers, I suddenly realized that it was the second half of 202 1. After thinking about it, my career still didn't improve, and I began to reflect on what I had done in the past six months. Inadvertently looked at the small composition written at the beginning of the year, and suddenly I was in a good mood-all the small goals set at the beginning of the year were realized one by one, so I think it is not that I have nothing in the past six months.

It is really a good habit to record life in words, because there is no better and more appropriate way to record the current mood so accurately. Every time I look back, I will recall the time at that time. For me who has forgetfulness in recent years, looking back at the words at that time, there will be a kind of: "Oh! It turned out that I thought so at the time, and I was in that state. " This wonderful psychology.

As I said before, I had more than a year of self-cultivation because of the failure of starting a business. It was a rather indescribable time-the only requirement my parents had for me during that time was to sleep well, eat well and be happy. This is very difficult for me who has always been strong. I can't let myself sit at home with nothing to do. But for various reasons, I can only stay at home and be a network anchor with unstable income to prove that I am still valuable.

Being an anchor proves my ability to make money, but it also sacrifices my health and happiness. The biological clock, which was already bad, has become worse. The holiday that was originally started for relaxation and happiness has become another job that is often depressed and competes with money every day. So at the beginning of the year, I asked myself this question for a whole year:

1. Health-early to bed and early to rise, eat well and exercise.

2. Exquisite-skin care, health care, makeup, sense of ceremony

3. Study-finish the course, read more books and travel more.

4. Socializing-make old friends, make new friends, and go out more.

5. Life-cleaning every day, planning time, and implementing it regularly.

And at that time, I was particularly self-aware: "Every one is not difficult, and it is not difficult to do every one. Don't push yourself too hard and experience it step by step. "

Now it seems that I can ask myself what kind of life I lived at that time: the biological clock was irregular, and simple things such as eating and sleeping on time could not be completed well; Stay at home every day, don't go out to see people, and don't even contact people outside your family often; Too lazy to clean, many places in the room are covered with dust ... Being born in the city center has isolated himself from the world, but he is still too lazy to take care of himself.

In March, I moved out of the place where I had lived for five years because the rent was due. At the same time, I got rid of all kinds of things that happened in these five years: failed feelings, failed career, happy and sad past. I found a quiet place far away from the city, ready to start a new life-if there is something I can't give up but always give up, or I want to change my life, moving once is really the best way (although I hate moving, moving is really troublesome).

In my new home, I hold my dog and smile and sing my favorite songs in front of the piano. This is an unprecedented attempt, but I didn't know at that time that it would open a new chapter in my life-my beloved and shared mother proudly showed it to her friends, and her friends liked it very much, so she had to introduce me to someone. To tell the truth, I don't want to fall in love until my career is unstable, because I can't even take care of myself. What's more, some rebellious factors in my soul make me instinctively refuse blind date. But things in this world are so amazing. I don't know what kind of consideration it is, so I added the contact information of that young man. In the long run, two people actually became.

It's no use saying that my new feelings have greatly accelerated the completion of my small goals at the beginning of the year. As of today, on the second day of the second half of the year, I have done everything except the courses mentioned in the third point. But if I thought about it carefully, I wouldn't have started this new relationship without the changes and new attempts I made up my mind to make. So, let's affirm ourselves silently.

Next, my life has gradually returned to normal, and I have to refuel to complete the third task. Take care of your personal life and career, then rush!

Off-topic: after moving for three months, I once drove to the city center. My boyfriend and I said with emotion, "The air is really bad, and the car exhaust that can be smelled by closing the window really makes people unable to relax for a moment." The fresh air around my new home cured my rhinitis and made me less impetuous every day. Compared with my life six months ago, I am really much happier now. Let me feel as happy as a rest every day, and regain my enthusiasm for struggle in this happiness.

It is said that everything is the best arrangement, and now I know this sentence more deeply. I want to add a sentence before this sentence: as long as I live actively and steadily, everything is the best arrangement! The world has always been the same world. Change yourself and the world will change.