The pressure of survival doesn't allow me too much time to feel sorry for myself. If I am accepted by this city, I can't rot here. The only thing I can do is to be a struggling sand from dawn tomorrow. During rush hour, I lie on the viaduct to add some friction to the car. I have a small goal, which is to embed a big project of 100 million yuan. In the worst case, I will put it in the anti-collision bucket on the elevated road and do what sand should do.
This is a city. There is a lot of sand like me here. I need to find them and talk to them about how I feel in this city. We should learn to cooperate with each other and be an organized sand; We should learn to care for each other, warm each other, and turn the stone into gold.
A few years ago, my investment failed and I lost everything. Originally, I planned to go out to work, but my mother had to be filial first and have served at home for more than three years with all her virtues. It was not until my mother died that I packed my bags and walked into the neon-lit bustling city, starting another journey of my life.
I didn't have time to see the street view of the city, so I found a job as soon as possible. Starting from scratch, this is my destiny and my indomitable belief. Yesterday's glory and success or failure have become history. In front of me is a new starting point, the road ahead. As for how far I can go in the future, I won't regret it, at least I know I'm trying.
The work went smoothly, and because of my own efforts, I quickly gained the appreciation of the leaders and managed some people under my command. But in my spare time, I often feel overwhelmed when I look at the crowds in the bustling city. With the rapid development of the city, the corresponding requirements for talents, knowledge and quality are getting higher and higher. I have passed my destiny, and I often feel confused. Can I win the race with young people myself?
In my hometown, many people go out to work, and some couples stay at home to take care of the elderly and children. Some couples go out to work, some go out with their families, and then go their separate ways when they arrive in the city. Most of them don't want to rent a house and live in the dormitory of their work unit, which has caused the situation that although they work in the same city, they haven't met for a long time. Behind the smiling face at work, who knows how much bitterness and helplessness of life is hidden?
The luxury of this city shattered our last confidence. Although we are in a magnificent palace, we feel even more humble inside, because it is the achievement of others, their life, their income in January or a year, and it is actually waved in the hands of others.
Many colleagues around me always have a sense of duckweed, although they usually joke and have a drink after work. The business circle is brightly lit, and tourists are woven, which can't solve loneliness. We have no time to enjoy the beautiful parks in the city. Museums and science parks are close to us, but far away. ...
But are we so decadent? Don't! Simplicity and integrity are our quality, hard work is our spirit, and perseverance is our will. We are like grass, weak but tenacious. No matter where there are difficulties and obstacles, the barren land will grow tenaciously and flourish.
There are many tall buildings. Although we have no chance to live in them, we have jobs. The wide roads make many people feel comfortable and contain our sweat. How many homes are bright and clean, and we have our labor. How many nights, the quiet of the community, there is the back of our waiting.
We also have feelings, and we will miss our relatives in our hometown and the mountains and waters in our hometown. I miss the fields I planted with my own hands, even a small curved tree next to the yard near the fields. However, many times, we can only let our hometown wander in our dreams. When we come to the bustling city, we must do our part for it, not only for life, but also for our home.
This bustling city is crowded with people. For those who work hard outside, prosperity and excitement belong to others, and loneliness and loneliness are their own. Don't believe it? Let's take a look at the homesickness and helplessness expressed in these lyrics.
Where there is home, there is no work, where there is work, there is no home, where there is no room for lonely souls in other places, and my hometown can't keep my body. Since then, I have drifted, and since then, I have homesickness, so I have concerns, so I have tears.
The neon-lit city attracts people with lofty ideals from all directions. People are eager to find a place to live here, create great wealth here and realize the value of life here.
Ideal kingdom, I'm coming. Standing on the cross street of a tall building with my luggage on my back, I don't know whether to turn left or right, but I can't hide my inner heroism at all. Here, I want to seize the opportunity and roll up my sleeves.
A long time ago, you left me and soared in the sky. The outside world is wonderful and helpless. When you think the outside world is wonderful, I will sincerely bless you here. Whenever the sun goes down, I will be here looking forward to you.
The world is so big, we should have a look. It is said that this city has a comfortable living environment, complete welfare facilities and suitable employment opportunities. Everything there is fine, and my heart is full of yearning and longing for a better life in the city.
Give up everything, leave your hometown and fly away. In the city, I was exhausted and hurt all over, only to understand that prosperity and excitement are always others', loneliness and loneliness are my own, the prosperity of the city reflects my loneliness more, and the glory of others reflects my helplessness more.
Wandering people miss you outside, dear mother. Wandering around the world, no home. The snowy winter wind blew my tears away. Walking and walking, how many years have passed? Spring grass is sprouting, and it is another spring and summer. Wandering people miss you outside, dear mother.
Behind the pride of the bustling city, it is a luxury to swallow the sadness of homesickness alone and enjoy the warmth of home. Qian Qian, a luxury house, cannot accommodate all the poor people in the world. With so many tall buildings, where can I find a comfortable place to live?
Being alone in a foreign land, my soul is wandering and I have nothing to cherish. When I can't stand it, I want to call home to complain, and listen to the familiar voice on the other end of the phone and say go home, but the words on my lips have become quite nice. In the dark, I feel sad and heal alone; After dawn, cheer up and start.
The bustling city is crowded with people, and I feel more about working hard in other places, mainly in the following three aspects;
First, find the right direction, make steady progress and cherish the cause. Because at the age of 40, our family has been finalized. At this moment, whether you continue to work or start a business again, you should not be too hasty. At this age, we should be responsible for our families and children. Therefore, don't be greedy for other people's careers and occupations, and don't envy other people's income too much. Just work hard.
Second, visit your parents more. 40 years old, in the prime of life, but my parents are getting old. In a few years, our parents will leave us forever, care more about our parents, respect the elderly and let them enjoy more family happiness. Because of our parents, our own mentality is always young. So our attitude towards our parents is the attitude of our children towards us in the future.
Third, we should give up what we should, because we have a heavy burden and complicated affairs in busy cities that affect our health, so we must give up unnecessary eating, drinking, debauchery and self-indulgence and pursue interests that do not belong to us. Otherwise, once you reach the "emergency hedging" situation, it will be too late to give up. Learn to study your own career and learn more fitness methods after work. Learn to educate children to cultivate self-cultivation and be a man. In short, I always feel more positive energy to care about my family and keep my goals.
This bustling city is crowded with people. How do I feel about working hard in a foreign land?
Mr. Murong has been wandering abroad for ten years, and now he is still a wandering wanderer. Fortunately, my wife and children and I are still strangers.
Feeling 1: Confused, confused and helpless, especially in the middle of the night when there is only one person, the experience is particularly profound.
Walking alone in the streets of the city, watching the lights, the sports car and foreign women in the arms of rich children, I feel helpless and helpless.
After years of hard work outside, I am still poor. The prosperity and bustle of the city seems to have nothing to do with me. Why did I come and leave my hometown to pursue what?
Can I make progress in one day? I drove a luxury car to have coffee that day.
Feeling 2: Loneliness, loneliness, loneliness, who is missing who in the same night?
Girls in the city can't reach the heights. There is a good girl in my hometown, but fate is the same as who I miss. Maybe I missed a girl who will never belong to me.
In the dead of night, I secretly made up my mind that I must pursue the girl in my heart and give her the best perfume and favorite clothes when my dream comes true.
Feeling 3: Doubt, hesitation, insomnia, where am I going?
Wandering for a long time, I found that my hometown is just my hometown and I can't go back. The bustling city and warm streets do not belong to me.
Many years ago, despite the opposition of my family and friends, I resolutely walked out of this road.
Maybe it is really wrong. Can I go back?
I can't go back. I swear, I will pack up my dreams and travel with me. This is my life. If the halberd sinks into the sand, where can the sarcasm of relatives and friends be put?
Those friends and classmates who stayed at home have already had successful careers and their children are in pairs. It is natural for me to feel ashamed when I go back so lonely.
I can't go back.
I can only stay in this strange and familiar place, but after years of hard work, I still have no career. What can I do to support my courage to stay?
High rent, huge daily living expenses, expensive transportation expenses, and my meager salary.
Feeling 4: bear the burden of humiliation and humble oneself. The once grumpy temper has long since disappeared, but now it has become subservient to Nuo Nuo and resigned itself to Nuo Nuo.
How many times have I tried to resist the unreasonable difficulties of the leaders?
How many times have I tried to fight back when I met my boss's bossy attitude?
Even the shops in the street shops are very arrogant.
"Don't toss and turn if you can't afford it."
I felt the shriveled wallet in my pocket, and I swallowed all the bitter water.
I thought I would impress them one day, but that day has not come for many years.
Feeling 5: Apologize deeply to your family and complain endlessly about yourself.
It is my willfulness that makes my family drift with me. I could have bought a house and a car in my hometown, but I chose to rent a house and squeeze the subway in a foreign land.
My wife and children followed me to the bustling stranger.
My loneliness of wandering outside has also become the loneliness of children's childhood, and the indifference of the city has made children lack playmates.
Cousins and cousins are familiar strangers in children's hearts, but they have only heard of them but have never seen them.
And the wife, the poor woman, scrimped and saved, languished alone in the light city. Words are endless, and I can't help feeling a lot. Life is not easy, and it is also dominated by curiosity and driven by dreams.
I often think that wandering may not be for money, nor for getting ahead, but perhaps just for a dream! Go out of that mountain village and see the outside world!
At the beginning:
A lonely stranger in a strange land, I was left behind.
Think more about your loved ones during the holidays!
Long time:
You will find that you are used to all this.
Especially in busy cities,
Here are the footprints of your struggle!
Have your sweating youth!
Meet the person you love all your life!
And people who love you.
Have your love
Have your dreams.
Have your expectations for tomorrow.
At this time, it has become your second home!
If one day you go back to your first hometown.
Looking back,
You'll miss that.
Accompany you through the prosperous city of youth!
How does it feel to work hard outside? My job is relatively stable. I have worked in state-owned enterprises for more than 30 years, which is the so-called central enterprises. But I have also experienced the feeling of working hard in a foreign land. Because the unit has no production task, its income drops sharply, and it is forced by life to go out to work to make money.
Everyone wants to have a stable job and a stable income, and it is difficult to work hard outside. No familiar environment, a stable life. I remember that on 1987, after the National Day, the company suddenly announced that there was no order, all employees were on holiday, and each person was given 600 yuan living expenses every month. At that time, I just bought a house, and the mortgage in the first year was paid back to 1.300 yuan every month. Living in 600 yuan, not to mention the mortgage, I had to find acquaintances to go out to work. Carrying their own luggage, squeezing the train and joining the ranks of wage earners. As I was getting on the train, I got a call from my mother asking why I didn't go home. Today is her birthday. In fact, I also remember that when I answered the phone, tears welled up in my eyes and various tastes welled up in my heart. I can only tell my mother honestly. Your birthday will be made up next year, and there is nothing you can do this year. Mother said nothing and hung up the phone silently. I wonder if he is angry? Fortunately, the place where I work is not far away, in Yueyang Chemical Plant in the province. When I arrived at the construction site, I saw that they were doing an industry I was familiar with. The production experience accumulated by the factory for many years has made me handy and appreciated by my boss. Other workers who came to work told me that before I came, I couldn't see meat in the dishes I ate every day. After I came, I saw two meat dishes at each table and said that my "chef" was treated differently. Working there, the daily salary is 200, far exceeding my salary in the factory. But life and other aspects are extremely inconvenient. 12 people live in a very small house, so crowded that they have no personal and private concepts about anything. I often can't see the washing powder, soap and toothpaste I bought myself. Walking into that small room after work every day, my feet are smelly and sweaty, which I have never thought and experienced before. But I can only bear it, because the burden of family falls on my shoulders, my son's college tuition, the mortgage that needs to be repaid, my mother's birthday wish and my gift have not yet settled. I must stand up and meet all this.
I worked at the construction site for a month, and got a call from my unit, so I needed to go back to work, ending my one-month working career. Busy city, people come and go, I haven't had a chance to experience it. Keep the money earned by working and go home well. The prosperity of the place and the surge of people seem to have nothing to do with me. What I think in my heart is that I must work hard. Get through the "difficulties" in this life. It's not difficult to think about it now, it's nothing difficult, life is like this, whether in a foreign land or at home, you need to keep fighting and struggling! People who just work hard in other places seem a little lonely.
Therefore, I have great sympathy and understanding for those who work hard outside and leave their homes for a living. In the Spring Festival, the major stations and docks are crowded with people, and people are in anxious to return. Wage earners bring back longing for their families and hope to their parents, wives and children. Many people have to go out to work, because there is no job if they have a home, and there is no home if they have a job. With the prosperity of the country, this phenomenon will gradually change, and it is best to find a job in your hometown. But when you are young, how can you know what you are capable of unless you go out to start a business? Some people can work hard in a foreign land to create a world and live their ideal life!
The bustling city is crowded with people, and you are alone in a strange world. Pushing a suitcase and carrying a bag, I bid farewell to my inner comfort zone. My heart is very heavy. I feel that I have grown up and I can only carry everything by myself. Every time I set foot in a strange place, I take root and sprout, but sometimes I drift with the tide like a fallen leaf and don't know when I will come back.
At sunset and dusk, a man was sitting in an iron chair by the river, with headphones on his ears. When an unknown song comes, it will always be interrupted by the afterglow, and I can't help but think of the helplessness of this sentence: "People say that the sunset is the end of the world, but they can't see home when they look at the end of the world." The tender buds of weeping willows on the shore have sprouted, stroking its dry bark, and I can't help asking it, "Where are you from?" Grinding the touch of my hand, listening to its heartbeat, he told me with a thud, "As a guest, I am homesick." After listening, I stood and thought for a long time. Sorrow is hometown, and hometown is sorrow. "Homesickness is a tree without rings, and it will never grow old." Perhaps this is the eternal root in my heart.
When night fell quietly, I stood in the dim light of the roadside and stretched my shadow for a long time. I wonder when the moon in the sky becomes round. I really want to drink with till, raising my cup, I asked the bright moon, only to find that I am still lonely and my shadow falls beside me. Facing the bright moon, I can't help but miss it. "I don't know who will fall in Qiu Si tonight." Maybe the moon is placed too much, and I don't know when it will fall into my hometown mailbox.
I went back to my apartment in the middle of the night and lay in bed looking at the ceiling. I really didn't want to be at that time, and I became helpless when a child met a stranger and asked where the guests came from. However, life always goes on. "The bones don't need to be buried, and life is everywhere." This may be a portrayal of our life without regrets.
City life always looks so beautiful, but not everyone can live so easily. In a land that does not belong to us, leaving home, in the streets and alleys of strange cities, there are our lonely footprints and sad tears everywhere.
At that time, I was young and frivolous, with dreams and heavy bags on my back, leaving my hometown alone and coming to a brightly lit and busy city. Looking at the flashing neon, people come and go, with a little excitement and a little fantasy.
Live alone, rent a house alone, go to work alone, cry alone, hug yourself when you are cold, and take care of yourself when you are sick. Wandering in such a big city, I gradually understand what loneliness is. Curled up in the corner of the living room, holding his legs, looking at the silent night sky, lost.
Now, times have changed, and we have experienced endless rain, snow, wind and frost, grinding away the original edge, leaving only loneliness and melancholy. After leaving for half a lifetime, I know that the most beautiful scenery is not in the bustling city, but in the warm hometown.
Yes, I always feel that being integrated into a foreign country can't be integrated into a hard-working city.