I am a persistent person. I will try my best to do what I have decided to do. In recent months, I have paid too much attention to table tennis, just as I have paid for the Internet in the past six years. I expressed my attitude towards table tennis in the forum of world of mortals. Someone replied: "table tennis is just a sport, and it is not the right attitude to give too many things." Such words touched me so much that I even felt sorry for myself. The reason why I put all my energy into one hobby boils down to two words: emptiness.
The friend said, "I don't understand why some people are unhappy." Maybe everyone is destined to have their own place in this world, and no one can escape their own trajectory. I'm not feeling well today, so I can calm down and think seriously. Suddenly feel a little sad. Sitting at home all day watching TV and eating some sweet fruits or snacks is actually boring. I wanted to read a book, but I hurried over as soon as the computer started.
Ping-pong, how much should I love you I don't care what others say. I am a person who goes his own way. Some people say I am narcissistic. I'm happy anyway, okay? I have been looking for happiness for many years. I can do anything for happiness, but I can't. Nothing can make me happy for a long time, or do I really have no talent for happiness?
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It's been 13 years since I picked up the ping-pong racket. Speaking of table tennis, I really don't understand Bak Yan.
I remember the first time I picked up a ping-pong bat when I was in the fourth grade. I was the monitor of our class at that time. It happened that there was a table tennis match at school and no one in the class took part. I don't know where I got the courage. I have never played table tennis before, so I signed up. The teacher found out, looked at me with strange eyes and told me jokingly, ok? (I was short at that time) It was also because of the teacher's words that I decided to do it at once before I made up my mind, but after all, I didn't play table tennis, so I lost the game. Although I lost the game, I didn't lose heart. I am such a competitive person, and I have been playing table tennis since then. I really didn't think that I couldn't play table tennis, and after I played it, I got out of control. Nobody taught me to play table tennis, so I just thought about it myself. Maybe I have some ability to play table tennis. In the sixth grade, the school held a table tennis competition again, and I won the first place.
After entering middle school, it happened that the school began to organize a table tennis team, and I became one of them. But because it has just been established, many things are not perfect, especially the coach, which is not playing well. I didn't learn much from him. The biggest advantage there is that it provides me with a place to play with different people every day and learn different things from different people. Later, there was a table tennis competition in primary and secondary schools in the city, and the coach asked us to play first. We all know that the coach wants to choose one of us for the competition. I won the second place at that time, but the coach wouldn't let me take part in the competition. I was puzzled, but I was afraid to ask the teacher. Later, I heard that one of the three people who participated in the competition won the first place in our competition, one was a relative of the coach and the other was a relative of a teacher in the school. I probably understand the reason why I don't have to take part in the competition. At first, I was unbalanced. I hate that teacher, but not now, because I'm afraid I didn't take part in the competition at that time. The most important thing is that I didn't give up playing table tennis because of that. On the contrary, I study table tennis harder and improve my skills. But because of this, my parents forbade me to play table tennis for fear that it would affect my study, so I stopped playing table tennis. In three years of high school, I played less, because after that game, the school stopped training us and couldn't find a partner to play with me.
It was not until I went to college that I started playing table tennis again. It can also be said that I really started to learn table tennis in college, because I met a very good teacher in college. He taught me to play table tennis for two years, and it was only in these two years that I began to learn to play table tennis seriously. In college, I deeply realized that if you want others to know and appreciate you, you must have a skill, and my skill is table tennis. Because I have a certain foundation in playing table tennis, not long after I entered the university, I was already the coach of our school table tennis association, and soon many people got to know me, and I also got to know many people. It can be said that I have a foothold in school. When I was a sophomore, I became the president of our school table tennis association. Seriously, table tennis gave me a lot of honors in college. Because of this, I have been studying table tennis seriously when I was in college. Now I think about my life as a freshman and sophomore. I am really fascinated by table tennis. I can play from four to seven every afternoon. I was admired by many people, and now I don't know why I was so fascinated by table tennis. Maybe I don't want to miss the opportunity to be taught, so I have been working hard. During this period, I also participated in many competitions and won many awards. But I think what I learned the most in these competitions is that in the competition, it is not only the skill but also our mentality. I remember the first time I played in college, I competed with a girl for the first place. I play in a very different environment from that girl. I prefer silence. Even if I win a game, I don't like the applause of others, but she is different. She is just the opposite of me. She likes applause from others. When she won a ball, she hoped others would give her applause. The second time I competed with her, she and I had already experienced many competitions. To be honest, our skills are similar, but I won the game. In fact, I know that she was nervous when I played, and I was also nervous, but I know that I can't show my nervousness, otherwise I will definitely lose, so I always smiled when I played with her, even in my heart. Although playing table tennis in college gave me many honors, the days when I played table tennis were not the happiest, because I was selfish at that time. I just think I must win, or others will look down on me, so I was burdened at that time and sometimes I was quite depressed. I don't have the ease and happiness when I used to play table tennis.
When I was about to graduate, I quit the school table tennis association. When I was busy for work, I stopped again. After my work settled down, I had a chance to play table tennis with my colleagues at school, and my heart calmed down a lot. I didn't play ball like I did in college. I think no matter what I do in the future, I will try to enjoy this process, not just what it can bring me. I am glad that when I picked up the ping-pong bat again, my heart changed, maybe because I grew up, maybe because I really like ping-pong and what I like, maybe because it can bring us happiness. Maybe table tennis and I, just like a few words in an advertisement, "table tennis let the world know me, let me know the world." Of course, I didn't let the world know me, and I got to know many people because of table tennis.