That day, he hurried to the room and asked me if I had seen a wallet. Under my inquiry, he described the style of the wallet and the cash and documents inside. After confirming that he was the owner, I handed him my wallet. He said a lot of thanks and insisted on leaving my phone number again and again.
After that, he called me several times to meet me and offered to invite me to dinner as a thank you. But every time, I politely refused. In my opinion, the gap between us is too big, so it is better to keep a certain distance. Unexpectedly, his persistent invitation failed to live up to his enthusiasm, and I finally agreed to keep the appointment.
After getting to know him briefly, I can vaguely feel that he has no interest in me, and I began to relax my vigilance. It happened to be my birthday a year after we met. He prepared flowers and cakes to celebrate my birthday in KTV. In the face of his sincere confession, I was moved by silence and nodded in agreement.
A year later, we got married. I left the hotel and went home to be a full-time wife after marriage. At that time, our life was full of sweetness. Du Jieyi loves me very much. Every time he goes on a business trip, he brings me a present. On weekends, he will give up social activities and stay at home with me. At his suggestion, I signed up for correspondence courses to improve myself and broaden my horizons.
After my son was born, I felt that life was better. We bought a new house in the community and took our in-laws to their hometown. On weekdays, they help me with my children. My mother-in-law is very tolerant. She does all the housework. We get along very well.
However, I never dreamed that a happy life would be so short. On one occasion, Du Jieyi had a car accident while on a business trip, and his head and buttocks were seriously injured. Fortunately, under the full treatment of the doctor, he saved his life. But the doctor told me privately that he could no longer live as a husband and wife because of serious injuries and organic erectile dysfunction.
At first, I never thought about the influence of asexual marriage on marriage. In those days, I put all my energy into Du Jie, made soup for him, and accompanied him for a walk in the community after dinner every day. Sometimes, when he is tired, we just sit on the bench in the garden and chat and recall the past days.
In those days, while taking care of Du Jieyi's recovery, I still held a hope that one day a miracle would appear, and he would give me relief and touch as before, so that we and his * * * could return to the original sweet state. However, two years of hard work still didn't help, and our feelings gradually cracked.
As a normal woman, I can't avoid sexual desire. The room that was once full of sweet marriage became a prison cell. I'm afraid of the night, even if Du Jieyi touches me, it will only make me miserable. However, excessive depression has made my pain more intense.
I began to show all kinds of dissatisfaction, leaving housework and children to his parents, and my attitude towards Du Jieyi was also very cold. On one occasion, he came back drunk after socializing outside. I turned a blind eye to this and let him fall asleep on the sofa. When I woke up the next day, he walked into the room like a child who did something wrong and apologized to me: "I didn't control myself last night, so I will try not to drink too much in the future." Du Jieyi's tolerance for me makes me feel uncomfortable.
I'm exhausted for this marriage. The shrewd Du Jieyi saw my mind. One day after dinner, he calmly said to me, "If marriage is only based on kinship and spirit, marriage without * * * is like a mirage, and it will collapse sooner or later." . Let's get a divorce. I can't give you happiness. You are so young. You have to look for your support. "
At that moment, I realized my subconscious feelings for Du Jieyi. I held him in my arms and cried, "I don't want to leave you." No matter what happens in the future, I will stay with you and face it with you. " Afterwards, we cried together.
From then on, at Du Jieyi's suggestion, I went to his company to do logistics work. Because of our relationship, department leaders rarely assign me work, which leads to a lot of time for me to squander. Later, I got a fitness card in the gym near the company and went to the gym when I was free.
There, I met fitness coach Lu Mingnan. He is about 1.8 meters tall, with a strong body and a magnetic voice, which makes people feel very comfortable. Every time I practice, he will patiently teach me how to use the equipment. He said that many people are not aware of the rational use of equipment, which may harm their health.
With the deepening of contact, I began to regard him as a friend. After class, we walked out of the gym together. As soon as we got into the elevator, he put his hand on my waist, and I quickly dodged. He looked me in the eye and said emotionally, you are the most tasteful woman I have ever seen, but it's a pity that you are married or I will chase you to death.
Even I don't understand why I was moved by his teasing. Then I began to pay attention to my words and deeds. Every time I go to the gym, I put on delicate makeup. During my internship, I always look for opportunities to have physical contact with him. After he understood my hints, he always put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me to give some responses.
In fact, I am still a more traditional woman. I never wanted to find Lumingnan to comfort me, just to pass the lonely time. However, he seems to have attacked me. Once, when I was working out, he poured out his love to me and fascinated me. I didn't resist his tentative movements on the fitness chair. That night, I went back to his rented room with him and they had sex.
After venting my pent-up passion for more than two years, I found myself more and more inseparable from the road. Lu Mingnan is a flirt. Every week, I will go to him regularly to meet my physiological needs. It is painful to betray my family, but every time I come to Lu Mingnan's house, my desire will crush all my guilt.
Walking between two men, I feel scared every day. Reasoning, I asked Lu Mingnan to break up and not to contact again. Unexpectedly, hearing the news of the breakup, Lu Mingnan did not stay, but asked me to give him 200,000 youth compensation. I think it is impossible for him to ask.
Lu Mingnan threatened me: "I will tell your husband everything you have done without giving money. If you are swept out, don't blame me for being heartless. " He has really mastered my weakness. Once my husband knows about my infidelity, he will never forgive me. At that time, I will have nothing.
However, I can't give him 0.2 million/200 thousand at all. Du Jieyi holds all the financial power in the family. In recent years, I only saved100000. In this regard, Lu Mingnan asked me to find a way to raise money myself, or I would be swept out of the house. That day, looking at his ugly face, I was as sick as eating a fly.
During that time, I went around looking for someone to borrow money, and lied to my husband that the house was to be renovated at home, and cheated him of 50 thousand yuan. In this way, patchwork finally got enough 200 thousand. That day, when I handed the money to Lu Mingnan, he said with a wry smile: "Look at your hunger and thirst, you must be a lonely woman. Call me if you miss me in the future. " Listening to his humiliation, I left his home in a hurry like a thief found in public.
Tears ran down my cheeks on the way home. Betraying my husband is a heavy stone on my heart, and I don't know how to repay the debts I borrowed everywhere. Now my only hope is that my husband will never know my scandal. In the future, I will use actions to make up for the big mistakes I made.