I told you to study, and if you don't study, you can study hard.
How to develop a website? Tell me about it. Not after a long time. Just like pull-ups, it's no use asking others what to do. Your manager won't teach you how to have a meeting. You can't do what he taught you. He won't teach you to talk about bills.
Believe first, then you can succeed. It's never that you can't do it, but that you don't want to do it.