0 1 Messages in the book
One night, I reread the chapter "Unwilling to take responsibility" in The Most Beautiful Flower of Pain, which mentioned that the protagonist "dare not pursue wealth or success because she is afraid that those things will invade her free space", and this chapter is simply correct to me. The book mentioned that "the deeper motivation is that you don't want your ability to be seen", which also pokes my sore spot.
So I got up the next morning and began to "flip the iceberg" ("flip the iceberg writing method" comes from Ma Ran's spiritual writing course, which aims to dig out the negative beliefs and Trojan horses that subconsciously affect us with writing)
"I don't want my ability to be seen. That's not the real me. The real me is not as good as me. "
"I don't want my ability to be seen. Many people will come to me, and my time and energy will be squeezed ... I want to live a leisurely and comfortable life;"
"I don't want my ability to be seen. I am afraid that I will be arrested for exposing the fact that I am a psychic. " (Fear from past lives)
"I don't want my ability to be seen, I will be uneasy and uncomfortable. I'm afraid of being the center of attention in the crowd. That is not safe, it is better to be unknown ... "
It turns out that there are so many beliefs and ideas in my subconscious that it hinders my ability to be "seen". No wonder my call for "building a personal brand" has been ineffective for so long. In fact, I don't even dare to make friends in the dialogue of spiritual writing, for fear that others will think I am schizophrenic.
As psychologist Jung said, "Your subconscious is controlling your life, but you call it fate"; Teacher Ma Ran also said, "When the consciousness confronts the subconscious, the greater subconscious will definitely win."
Therefore, while working hard, we should also take a good look at what beliefs are preventing us from living the life we desire.
02 tarot card response
I posted two carefully edited dialogues with God the day before yesterday, but I seldom read them.
I immediately had self-doubt and asked God in my book: What if I spent so much time writing but no one read it, no one did it, but there was no result? Should I be secular? Am I too energetic? Is the road to spiritual practice blocked?
Seliz replied: aware of this doubt, does your heart and soul really feel that what you do and share is useless?
Me: I'm afraid my article is too energetic for anyone to read.
Seliz: When you share, you just want to share your feelings. Sharing is the purpose, so you didn't expect too many results, did you?
Me: But if there is no traffic all the time, should I change my profession or stop talking to God? Can you support me by doing this?
Seliz told me firmly: let go of your troubles, you are doing the right thing, and all this will have a good result.
It happened that afternoon. I saw the drawing method of the "monthly revelation card" shared by Yu Zi, a tarot teacher friend, in the WeChat group, so I clicked on the link of the "Osho Zen Tarot Card" I drew every day (you can also search for "Osho Osho Zen Card Online Divination" in Baidu, click "Meditation" after entering the link, and say, "What is my main channel this month?" , and then double-click the small card face in the upper left corner, you can see the card and interpret it. )
I drew the card "Creativity", which said, "Real creation comes from the combination with divinity. No matter what you are doing, if you do it happily, if you do it with love, if your practice is not purely for the economy, then it is creative. "
It was like responding to my concern about sharing spiritual writing. I realized that I just wrote a few words of dialogue with God, and then I started crying and said that no one could look at me or feed me, which was a bit funny.
So, let go of your troubles, write and create.
The healing power of meditation audio
That afternoon, I took out the low-carbon dessert in the refrigerator and ate a few mouthfuls. As a result, my stomach was cold and the whole person was almost "frozen". Sure enough, some people are born unfit to eat cold food.
Later, I tried to do some exercise or dance, but I couldn't relax myself, so I had to continue to finish the rest of the to-do list in the cold.
When doing chakra meditation at night, the theme is just "Sun Cluster". When I imagine my right hand emitting white light and gently placing it above my stomach, my stomach suddenly warms up, and the whole person feels the temperature and gradually "comes alive". I repeatedly lamented its magic.
That kind of intangible spiritual power beyond matter is really not to be underestimated.
Think of the book Dialogue with God, which is popular all over the world. There is such a passage that God said to the author Neil:
"Ask me any questions. Any question will do. I will try to answer you. I will use the whole universe to do this. So please be careful ... observe and listen. The lyrics of the next song you hear. The information in the next article you read. The plot of the next movie you see. Chat with the next person you meet. Or the next river, the next ocean, the next breeze whispering in your ear-all these are my tools ... I will let you know that I will always be there. In various ways. "
So, when you are in doubt, please calm down and listen. The universe is answering you in various ways.
The author introduces:
Chen Qin, a girl who started practicing and writing at the age of 18.
1Born in Shanghai in June, 1997, 1 1. After experiencing the low life in high school, my body and mind were satisfied and I began to practice seriously. /kloc-became a story therapist at the age of 0/9, started writing articles, led a reading club and so on. When I was in college, I realized that I didn't like studying medicine, so I decided to drop out of my sophomore year and was admitted to the University of Sydney to start my undergraduate study again, and I was very interested in my major.
At the same time, I also like to study beauty. I am a junior image manager, and I am improving my makeup and dress.
WeChat official account and Weibo: Miss Chen Qin.
Grow up with me and become beautiful together.