Sun Sirui and Li Xueer are high school classmates and have been in the same class for three years. Sun Sirui thinks he has a good eye. When she first entered this class, she felt that this girl was different from others. She seems to have a bright spot that others can't see. What others can't see is only herself. Sun Sirui couldn't tell why, but she couldn't help but want to have more contact with her and gradually fell in love with this girl. But at that time, Li Xueer, like many girls of the same age, had a fresh and lovely love dream, her boyfriend's appearance was higher than that of the public, and Sun Sirui's face was not outstanding, so she didn't notice the change of Sun Sirui's feelings for her at all. When Sun Sirui confessed to her, she was really shocked and decisively rejected him, and the result was nothing. Although Sun Sirui was a little sad, she didn't want to give up and always got along with her as a friend. After graduation, they went to different universities. It stands to reason that they should live far apart, but Sun Sirui has been keeping in touch with her and the relationship is getting closer.

Li Xueer talked about several boyfriends in college, but the people she met were either cheating or emotional, which made her very sad. In fact, Li Xueer's appearance is not very outstanding. What they like is her simple and lovely appearance. Of course, it is not difficult to win this little girl, as long as they have rich love experiences and handsome faces. Li Xueer was disappointed, but no one cried. At such times, she always calls Sun Sirui. Sun Sirui not only comforted her and told her how to distinguish, but also took this opportunity to express her concern and admiration for Li Xueer. He became the only person in Li Xueer who could be trusted.

Li Xueer successfully took the postgraduate entrance examination and entered a university in H city. But Sun Sirui University didn't study hard and had no confidence in himself. She failed in the postgraduate entrance examination and went to H city to find a job after graduation. Of course, he really wants to be closer to Li Xueer. Fortunately, Sun Sirui's professional knowledge is scarce in the current market, and he soon found a job, rented a house near Licher University and lived for a period of time. Soon, under Sun Sirui's hard work, Li Xueer also moved in. Prior to this, Li Xueer experienced a long-term psychological struggle. She doesn't like the living environment at school, but living with friends hinders finding a partner, although she has no desire to find a partner now. She knew exactly what Sun Sirui thought, but she moved in anyway. If her boyfriend can't accept it, it's good to move out again. Besides, all the people she has met before are love rat, at least Sun Sirui is an honest man.

Sun Sirui thought, I couldn't catch up with you because of the distance before, and now I am by your side every day. Can I catch up with you? Even if there are boys chasing you, I can kill you in the cradle. Hey, hey, I must be your boyfriend.

Sun Sirui's job is relatively easy. After getting up in the morning and having breakfast, he always leaves a note for Li Xueer on the dining table, "Breakfast is in the pot, remember to heat it up". When Li Xueer gets up lazily, when she sees this note, her heart is always warm-no boy has ever cooked breakfast for her except her father. After breakfast, I took the computer to the lab. Li Xueer studies very hard. Although the research topic is not very tight, she is always the first to go to the laboratory to prepare for her future career. Go to the school cafeteria to eat at noon, go home to sleep for a while, do sports, listen to songs and help tutor in the afternoon. She always dislikes her poor figure and never wears a skirt. Now that she has a lot of free time, she will take the initiative to run without Sun Sirui's urging. Sun Sirui helped to get two fitness cards in a nearby gym. She seldom goes there. The smell inside is too strong. She doesn't like muscular boys. Their breasts are bigger than hers.

Sun Sirui didn't notice that he had come to the university until senior three. Although no courses failed, there seems to be nothing to write on my resume after graduation, so I finally started to work hard, learned some basic professional skills, and obtained a popular network security engineer certificate. He is also conscientious and conscientious in the company. During his R&D in Li Xueer, his work was booming and he soon rose to the position of project team leader. Every time after work, Sun Sirui always prepares a surprise for Li Xueer in different ways, including a fresh blue rose, a box of elaborate cakes and a string of handmade bracelets. He knows that she likes delicate things. Sometimes I bring her a kebab, a cup of cappuccino and a plate of bean jelly. If you have any entertainment, call Li Xueer to pick him up. Take her out to eat when you get off work early. In the evening, Li Xueer will also prepare dinner early, waiting for Sun Sirui to come back. After dinner, they either read books and play games together, or turn off the lights and watch movies. Over time, Li Xueer was influenced by this quiet and gentle life. He is very kind, hardworking and considerate, but he is not satisfied with his appearance. Besides, isn't life what I want now? What else do you want?

two

Li Xueer got a call from Sun Sirui:

"Her, come and pick me up. I am drunk. "

"ah? Aren't you always good at control? How did you drink too much this time? "

".……"

There was intermittent crying on the other end of the phone, and Li Xueer believed him:

"Wait for me, I'll be right there."

Li Xueer put on his coat and went downstairs immediately.

Li See snow Sun Sirui, immediately cried and cried and flew to her arms:

"Her, I don't want to leave you. I can't leave you. "

"What's the matter?" Li Xueer was in a panic and didn't know what had happened to him.

"I want to be with you, I don't want to be apart from you! ..... I ... I ... like you for eight years, and I finally came to your side. I ... haven't been together for a long time, so I ... will be pushed ... recommended by the company to go abroad. I said I didn't want to go, um ... they ... they will ... fire me ... "

When Sun finished, he threw himself into Xiaoxue's arms and cried. Xiaoxue stroked Sun Sirui's hair, and her heart seemed to give birth to infinite bitterness. Yes, the boy in her arms has been taking care of her and him for so many years. With him gone, it seems that no one can really love her that much. Thinking about it, tears came down unconsciously. She shed tears not only because of Sun Sirui's departure, but also because of her hard life and feelings in recent years. In fact, they are just two young people who have just entered the society. They don't know why they are crying so sadly.

The two men cried bitterly in the street for a long time. After drying their tears, they looked at each other and smiled again. Li Xueer wants some wine, too. They bought some beer in the middle of the night and sat on the side of the road to discuss life, life and future like a university. Discuss Li Xueer, easy virtue, a roommate with strong sexual desire, and Sun Sirui, a vain, selfish, lewd and promiscuous rich second-generation classmate ... Only they used to call each other, this time face to face.

That night, they naturally had sex. There is no expected intimate language, and there is no shyness and tension in the movie. It seems that they have been preparing for this for a long time, dropped their guard and finally showed their sincerity to each other.

three

The early morning sunshine jumped and rolled in the turbid air, drifting through the dust after several cars passed, and came to the room with half-closed curtains. Sun Sirui was awakened by the alarm clock, rubbing his loose eyes and trying to turn off the alarm clock. Just about to get up, there was a sudden sharp pain in my brain. He quickly turned his head and slapped his head, as if it would sober him up. It seemed that this would really wake him up, and he suddenly realized that he didn't have an alarm clock. He opened his eyes like an electric shock and looked around, only to find that this was not his room. Although he lived with Li Xueer for nearly two years, he never entered her room. From the inside, the appearance of this bedroom is still a bit strange. Although he doesn't remember how he came back last night, he has guessed what happened. Just like a few years ago, when he was drunk for the first time, he only remembered sending her a lot of messages and talking a lot, but he didn't remember what he sent. The next day he woke up to check the news and apologized to her awkwardly.

The smell of corn porridge wafted from outside the room. When I got dressed and went out, I saw Li Xueer taking off her apron. Her hair is wet and hasn't had time to dry. She should have taken a shower and wore her usual pink sweater, no different from before.

"Are you awake? Take a shower first. You can eat breakfast as soon as it is ready. "

"ah? Oh, great. "

A sweet and slightly shy smile appeared on Li Xueer's face, which Sun Sirui had never seen on her face. He entered the bathroom in a daze, and the thick water vapor had not dispersed. The faint fragrance and moist warmth wrapped him, and it felt like he had just got up and got into the quilt with residual temperature. The splash can't cover up the sound of the water, and the sound of the water can't cover up the hum of the hair dryer outside. He stopped and listened carefully to the sound outside, but he could hear nothing but a buzz.

After breakfast, Sun Sirui went to work with drowsiness, while Li Xueer was tidying up in the kitchen. He looked at the reflection of the morning light outside the window and felt that everything was like a dream. It seems that it should be like this, and it seems that it is not quite what he expected. Who cares? I'm here anyway. She's here anyway. I have a little money in my hand. I bought a ring to propose when I left.

When you leave the door, remember to leave here. Why does he want to leave? Why does he want to leave? However, there is no way. In college, he is obsessed with money every day and has no capital to compete with leaders. What's more, he has only worked in the company for two years, and he needs this opportunity to gain his own network resources and business ability to gain a foothold. Thinking about it, I arrived at the door of the company. How can it be so fast? For the first time, he felt tired from work.

four

"hello? I am here, you don't have to worry. "

"Well, good. I'll go to the lab first. "

"Very good."

I don't know why, but Li Xueer seems unwilling to talk to him more. Should people in love be like this? Sun Sirui remembered his high school days. Is he afraid to talk to him when he likes her? I see. He settled down and went to the landlord.

"The rent here is too expensive. I can only choose to live with others. Do you mind? "

"A man or a woman?"

"Well, woman. Don't be angry, I don't know her. The landlord told me. I searched all over the city of S, and the rent here is cheap ... "

"Nothing, I rest assured."

"Really? Great, I can have such a reasonable girlfriend as you, which is a blessing in my last life. "

Li Xueer looked at a bunch of roses and diamond rings on the table, with a strange tangle in his heart.

Can you afford a diamond ring but not a house?

Living with Sun Sirui are employees of his company. Although she is one year younger than Li Xueer, her clothes are quite different. Make-up contact lenses, make-up, thrush, lipstick, looks like a mature woman, and smells charming and seductive all over her body. Sun Sirui has always hated women who wear too much makeup. When they first met, they didn't show much affection. They moved in after signing the occupancy agreement with her. There are three rooms and one living room in the house, one for each person, and the other room is divided into two, each with its own things. This woman should have lived for a long time. Her things are in a mess. It took a long time to clean up a small clearing. But this is enough for Sun Sirui. He didn't intend to stay here for longer.

The next day, Sun Sirui came to report that this woman was Li Zhong, a project member of the R&D team he led. No wonder she wears heavy makeup in the rental house, because she already knows the news. This project is more difficult and has a longer time span. He doesn't understand why the company sent him, let alone why he brought a charming and enchanting woman. Maybe I trust him more. He suddenly felt that the future was limitless, which could be described as a double harvest for his family and career-as long as he survived these two years.

five

Half a year later

The company hopes to sign an agreement with a large manufacturer, indicating that the R&D team will attend the party. Company leaders specifically told Sun Sirui that we must seize this opportunity and strive for an agreement. Sun Sirui was busy for the party until the early hours of the morning, when there was a rustling sound from another room, and he dragged his tired body to lie on the bed.

Sun Sirui drove away from the party hotel with the big clock, and the perfume teased his drowsiness in front of him. Before the party started, he asked for a cup of coffee to refresh himself. As for wine, he can't drink it until the critical moment.

Mr. Han, the head of the factory, pointed at him with his head held high. Although Sun Sirui is angry, he is very rational. He just apologized, laughed at himself and talked about the cooperation agreement. Mr. Han's eyes have been staring at Li Zhong, like a wretched and cunning old fox, showing disgusting and ugly eyes.

"This little girl really has good taste. Sun Xiao, you are so blessed! "

"Mr. Han, you're kidding. We are colleagues. "

"Hey, why are you so stupid? Colleagues, colleagues, do things together. " Han's face is full of adultery.

Clock from with a disdainful expression on her face, then dissipate:

"Mr. Han, drinking alone is boring. Shall I dance for you? "

Han Ziran applauded:

"Come on, Brother Sun, let's dance and drink!"

Sun Sirui can only try to squeeze out a smile, end up the glass and silently look at Li Zhong with worried eyes.

Zhong Li danced and danced, and his spirits flew. Mr. Han clapped his hands. Turning to Sun Sirui, I saw his eyes burning, shooting two flames, trying to surround the clock and swallow it up.

"Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, brother sun, you still say that you are colleagues. Your eyes can always stare at others! "

Sun Sirui suddenly came to his senses and found that his heart was pounding, his face began to burn and he felt itchy all over, as if he had been hooked by some monster.

"Brother Sun, I also had a good time today. I will sign this contract with your company tomorrow. Let's go first. I won't bother your daughter for the time being. Ha ha ha ... "

Seeing off the old fox, Sun Sirui did not feel relaxed, but felt that he was in a daze.

"Let me walk you up."

".……"

six

Sun Sirui can't remember how he got into the room, why his roommate was lying next to him, or when he took off so neatly. Get dressed in a hurry and leave before the alarm clock wakes up.

I was about to put on my shoes and walk out of the room when a woman's cold voice came from behind: "Aren't you responsible for me?"

Sun Sirui got a fright, and his feet stuck to the ground. He was trembling all over, and he couldn't control it with all his strength. The brain stem secretly tried to calm itself down.

"Sorry, I don't remember what happened yesterday. I'm going to the company to sign the contract. Let's talk about it tonight. "

He wants to leave this place as soon as possible. He doesn't know why he is afraid.

When Li Zhong heard a click to open the door, he finally couldn't help crying.

Sun Sirui was walking on his way to the company, in a daze and didn't know what to do.

Why ... how could you do such a thing?

He tried to recall last night's scene, but this memory was like a broken movie, which was always cut off when the clock was dancing. He couldn't remember what was behind. The harder he works, the more painful he is.

How can you stare at her like that? Are you ashamed of her? How can you live up to your fiancee after such a nasty thing has happened now?

Sun Sirui naturally wants to hide it from the past, which requires a long-term view, and Li Xueer can never know about it. The most important thing now is to sign the contract.

Sun Sirui thought so, took out his mobile phone and wanted to call the company. Suddenly a black shadow passed by and the mobile phone disappeared. Sun Sirui realized that when he tried to catch up, the pickpocket had already run far away. I ran after it and was hit by a bike.

Why is it so unlucky today?

seven

There was no time to clean up the dirt and find the thief. I got up from the ground and ran to the bus stop. Because he saw the screen in the central square, there were less than ten minutes before the agreement was signed. Luckily, I have ten dollars left in my pocket.

But the bus waited left and right, but it just didn't come. Morning is a crowded time for office workers, and the bus will be much slower than usual. Sun Sirui had to take a taxi to the company and ask someone to help pay. When I arrived at the company, I just caught up with Mr. Han and his party coming out of the company.

"Manager Han, manager Han, I'm sorry I'm late and have kept you waiting."

The old fox smiled and saw Sun Sirui's door standing in front of him, but he was a little angry.

"Oh, note, how did you come so late today? Huh? Did you exercise too hard last night? "

Sun Sirui where dare to have democratic, had to respectfully:

"Don't make fun of me, Mr. Han. Look, I've arrived. Shall we go in and sign the contract? "

"Hum, sign a contract? With your attitude, you still sign a contract? You don't even have the most basic manners and credit. What do you want me to trust you? I think, forget it, you'd better find someone else. "

No matter how Sun Sirui begged, the old fox drove away calmly.

Sun Sirui lost back to the company, and the chaotic brain made him too late to be sad. He seems to be caught in a strange circle, surrounded by bad luck. He can't just lose his job. He has to go to manager Han and ask him for help. It's not unheard of to lose customers just because they are late, but ... don't worry about your girlfriend, work is very important. ...

I have to say that Sun Sirui's emergency response ability is still quite strong, and he can also prioritize in this case.

Without manager Han's contract, he lost his job. Even if you hate the old fox, you should rely on him anyway. Take the contract, go home and tidy up first, and go directly to the Korean head office.

As for the mobile phone, let's finish this before calling the police to buy a new one.

At this time, a new message came from the mobile phone: forget that day, I have a boyfriend.

eight

"Oh, it's Sun Xiao. What can I do for you? "

He is well aware of Sun Sirui's purpose, but it hurts his self-esteem to ask him to speak eloquently.

"Manager Han," Sun Sirui said, putting down the fruit basket, "I'm really sorry. I really didn't mean to be late. As you can see, I am very ashamed. The mobile phone was robbed and hit by a car. I was broke and hurried to the company. You see, because I am so serious and responsible for this contract, I will accept it, otherwise it will definitely be blacklisted by the company, and it will be difficult to find a job if I am fired ... "

Korea always be reluctant, some feel sorry, eyes are sharp and cold, can shoot a sword from the inside, pointing to the heart of Sun Sirui:

"Sun Xiao, you should know that you should never show your scars to someone stronger than you. They will only laugh at you. "

Sun Sirui was shocked,

"It's not that I don't help you, it's that I can't help you." Mr. Han sighed: "Safe! Take him out and don't let him into the company in the future. "

Sun Sirui knew there was no hope and left by himself. Probably because the fruit basket is not expensive enough, I really don't have much money to buy gifts. I have just worked for two years and never care about spending money. I really can't get the price to enter Korea.

nine

Sun Sirui was very tired when he got home, and he didn't take off his clothes. He just lay in bed. Recalling the whole thing, tears unconsciously drew the corner of his eye, and he simply covered his head and burst into tears.

I don't know how long and when he cried, but he gradually stopped crying and fell asleep. He dreamed that Li Xueer knew about his scandal and left him. No matter how he saved it, it was useless. He woke up suddenly and started to do it, panting heavily. When did he lie clean under the quilt?

Forget it, the clock must have gone. He skipped a trace of gratitude, then was replaced by guilt and turned to look out of the window. It's already dark. Anyway, it was his drunken promiscuity that ruined people. Besides, people didn't call the police and didn't blame them. They should apologize to others for their understanding. Sun Sirui walked to the front of the clock, ready to talk to her:

"Clock from, last night ..."

"Let's eat first."

"Ah?"

He found Li Zhong with chopsticks in his hand, and several dishes were already placed on the coffee table behind him. Interrupted by Li Zhong, seeing Li Zhong's indifference, he dared not speak any more, and then he followed her. It's just that this scene is deja vu.

"I haven't seen you cook. I want to have a good taste of your cooking. " Sun Sirui has no words to find words, trying to squeeze out a smile in a stiff expression.

"I hope you are responsible for me." The clock suddenly came out.

Sun Sirui got a fright, a chill from head to toe, like being poured a pot of cold water:

"Last night, I'm really sorry. Don't worry, if you are pregnant, I will be responsible. " Sun Sirui was so nervous that he didn't know what to say before saying such a thing. However, he is also gratified that he still has a sense of responsibility. He was glad that he could say such a thing subconsciously, but he may not be pregnant. But the answer he expected was: "I will find a way to solve your problem." Such an ambiguous answer can greatly reduce the trouble.

"That's good."

After dinner, Sun Sirui helped clean up and prepared to go out to the mobile phone shop. When I opened the door, I found a paper box on the ground with a sticker on it: Sorry, brother, I took your mobile phone. Feel guilty. Here you go. You'd better check the information on your mobile phone. Sun Sirui opened the message and wrote a few words on it: Forget that day, I have a boyfriend.

ten

What do you mean? What do you mean I have a boyfriend? Am I not her boyfriend? Or does she not regard me as a boyfriend at all? Forget that day? What day? That night?

Sun Sirui tried to suppress his emotions and called Li Xueer immediately.

"hello?"

"What do you mean?"

"Actually, I wanted to tell you for a long time."

"What to say? Do you not like me? Or did you never like me at all? "

"You listen to me first. A year ago, I met a senior in Grade Two. After spending some time with him, I think I can trust him again. He confessed to me no less than ten times. Last night, I promised him. "

Hearing this, Sun Sirui's heart was half cold. Indeed as expected and his imagination.

"What about us that night? How come you never told me? You know very well that I won't force you. "

"Didn't I say I want you to forget? ! "

"Does this mean that you can forget if you forget?"

".……"

"You talk!

"I hope you can get better." Li Xueer then hangs up.

Sun Sirui was shocked, and an anger welled up in my heart. He picked up his clothes and ran to the airport at once. He wants to ask her face to face!

The message on the mobile phone is too late to read. You don't have to look to know. You're just fired.

The next afternoon, Sun Sirui running all the way finally arrived at his rental house.

When I opened the door, it was the scene six months ago, but the sunlight reflected from the floor to my eyes, which hurt like a needle. Sun Sirui rushed to Li Xueer's room and found it empty. When did she move out?

Sun Sirui hurriedly took out his mobile phone and wanted to ask about the whereabouts of Li Xueer, but the mobile phone could not be turned on. I came in such a hurry that I didn't check the battery of my mobile phone. Find a charger to charge first.

I was looking for it when I heard a knock at the door. Li Xueer must be back! Li Xueer rolled and crawled to open the door, but the result disappointed him. Standing outside the door is his rich second generation classmate. A bad idea suddenly rose in Sun Sirui's mind.

"Why are you here?"

"hmm? Why can't I be here? Is this my house?

"What do you mean?"

"I bought this house? I came here today to persuade you to move out. Your roommate has moved away. "

"I will move out tomorrow", Sun Sirui breathed a sigh of relief. "Please go out."

"So I'm not welcome?"

Sun Sirui doesn't want to talk to him. This is the most annoying person he has ever met.

"Don't you want to know where Li Xueer is?"

"You know what? What did you do to her? " Sun Sirui just put down his heart and immediately lifted it up, and an anger swirled in his heart.

"Nothing, just for fun. I bought a diamond ring. "

Before he could finish, Sun Sirui rushed forward and punched him in the face. But before his fist touched the skin of the rich second generation, he was put behind by two bodyguards. Why didn't you notice those two minions who often followed him just now?

"Ha ha ha ha, but then again, your little girlfriend is really hard to catch. Thanks to the cooperation of Li Zhonghe Han Lei, your girlfriend accepted me for your career, otherwise a diamond is really impossible. "

……

Fanwai

"hello?"

"hello?"

"Are you all right?"

"I'm fine. What's wrong? "

"I know everything."

"... well, then you work hard. "

"I owe you so much. Sorry. "

"It's okay, I'm waiting for you. Come on! "

"Don't wait for me. Your college roommate Li Zhong is pregnant. The doctor said that if she miscarried again, she might not be able to have children in the future. So ... "

I gave myself a chance, but I couldn't get the ending I wanted anyway. I went to the jewelry store that day, and the price of that diamond was really expensive. If I hadn't bought it, I might not have such great hopes for my career. For some people, it's nothing, for others, it's a lifetime.

in fact

2021.1.2 lasted for three months, and it was anticlimactic, so I closed my pen in a hurry. I don't have the patience to continue writing, that's all.